IMPERFECT MARRIAGES
Chapter 9 - revision

In the end I believed that my long wait could bring Aditya back to me. Today I have my husband's heart. I thought it could only be a dream, now the dream has come true ~

"I won't let you go, even if you want to"

"If one day I'm lost, what will you do?"

"I will definitely find you ! Did you forget this husband of yours is Aditya, anything I can do if I want, including looking for you to the end of the world though".

"You always make use of your power.”

"Stop joking, we need to get to bed right now".

"All right, I'm going back to my bedroom right now".

"Stop, I won't let you go. Your husband's here Bianca. From today you can only sleep here with me".

"What is a wish too".

"If it can make you survive, of course it's a plea and a notice. Come here I'll make you sleep in my arms".

Tonight for the second time, I was in the arms of my husband so close, comfortable, peaceful and warm, only this time he was completely conscious. Aditya keeps kissing my forehead and head fondly. His calm embrace made me sleep by his side.

While Aditya still faithfully hugged his sleeping little wife. Regret came back to him, as he continued to stare at Bianca's face.

Why would I hurt a woman this good? just look at how easily he forgave me. Obviously my actions to him have been fatal the past year, now I know why he's special, he's different from the rest.

But no matter how I feel right now, I can't say I love her, not because I don't want to, just that I'm not really sure this is love. And as for my women, I might be able to leave them all behind, after all those women are just tools to hurt Bianca's inner self, even touching them I never have. But Kirana I can't promise to leave her, however she is my lover, my woman who filled my life even before Bianca was present, it's not that easy for me to let go.

For now, it will be better for me, I can hold my wife and my lover.

It's the most selfish thing I've ever done, I'm so greedy to want both.

I can't lose any of them.

And for you my wife, I'm sorry I still haven't been able to fully give my heart to you. But if one day I find an answer about how I feel about you, on that day I promise to love you for the rest of my life.

So now you have to stay with me, so I can find your meaning in my life.

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The cold morning...

This is the first morning that Aditya was the first person I saw in my morning. I could freely watch the face of my husband who was still sleeping soundly, he was indeed very handsome.

I put my finger on her face, touched every inch of her face, I put my finger on her lashes, her nose, and her lips, these very rarely smiling lips.

"What are you doing my wife? " With eyes still closed Aditya surprised me. I immediately pulled my hand from his face.

"Why did you stop him" Aditya asked again.

"What, I don't understand what you mean" I said trying to cover up my actions.

Aditya chuckled at my answer, I was more and more convinced that he had woken up since then. Aditya opened his eyes slowly and grabbed my hand, and put it back to touch his face

"Why are you so nervous Bianca? Hold Lah" His orders to me.

I pulled my hand back, but was held back by it.

"Adit let go of my hand" My husband tried to release his prisoner.

"Aditya, stop playing me like this, let go ! " I pleaded with him.

"Remember, Call me darling" He said again.

"Dear let me go" I pleaded again.

Slowly the prisoner loosened up on me, I immediately pulled my hand from his face. But this time Aditya even grabbed me with his hug so tightly, and made my face lean on the chest of his field. As soon as the atmosphere became silent, only our breaths could be heard.

"Bianca can I? " Tanya Aditya, I understand what she wants, I just nodded my head a sign that I agreed to it.

Now that Aditya's hands are running down my neck, I can't show any reaction, I can just close my eyes enjoying it.

Aditya devoured my lips, I could feel how his lips landed on my lips, while his hands were running agilely on my head, my hair becoming messy by his fingers.

I'm starting to get lulled up in the game right now, I necklace my hands to her neck.

Aditya kept*******my lips, I opened a little of my mouth so that his tongue could do his wish there.

This time I didn't stay silent I returned Aditya's kiss to me, and he gave me a pause for a while. Aditya opened his mouth and let me explore whatever was in his mouth. I can feel how passionate he is right now.

"Bianca, I want you" She whispered, giving me goosebumps because of the breath she breathed into my ear.

I continued to enjoy the treatment she gave me, until we both managed to remove all our clothes together.

Something was supposed to happen.

After doing a job that is quite draining, they also rest for a while until they finally rise up to clean and tidy themselves up.

"Prepare now, I'll make you breakfast" said I, still embarrassed after the incident. I can also see Aditya looking very stiff now, clearly visible from his face.

"All right !" Aditya said briefly.

Now I really feel like a full-fledged wife to Aditya, through the night and the morning together, and now preparing breakfast for her. I never thought that fate would end up on my side.

From that direction I saw him stepping with definite steps towards me, no more hateful gazes, no more gloomy faces. Aditya, she smiled, and pointed here, a very warm smile from a husband. My heart was made to melt by it.

I could never stop praising Aditya's good looks, he was so handsome, with his black shirt and black suit he wore so perfectly.

"Adit, sit down I've prepared something special for you" I said.

"My wife is very smart to take care of me" she praised me.

"Don't brag, eat right away" I told her, Aditya just keeps teasing me.

"You want to, I eat this or eat you baby? " Tanya Aditya with a mischievous look scares me a little.

"Aditya! " I cried.

"I'm just kidding, my wife, sit down and eat together."

"Well my husband, I'll accompany you to breakfast" I said. But Aditya looked back at me with a gentle look.

"I'd rather you call me your husband now. Keep calling me my wife" Pinta Aditya.

This morning Aditya and I ate at the same table, we were both here. I hope next morning I'll be like this with him.