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Chapter 6 - revision

What now my opinion is so important to you....

"No matter what I think of you, you are a good Aditya to me ! My family's helper is a good man"

"Do you think that's Bianca's answer?.” Nya said.

"Of course it's an answer. Is that not an answer?.” Ask Me.

"You're too naive !" Aditya was not satisfied with my answer.

"Do you expect me to say bad things about you? You want me to say that I suffered so much with you?." I let out a long sigh, dampening the anger in me.

"Have forgotten it" Aditya ended our debate.

Why ask a question that you yourself will know the answer to, Aditya ?

Aditya drove his car very quickly, he must have been upset that I didn't give him a satisfactory answer. His gaze continued to stare intently forward, without saying a word.

Now that it was raining so hard, the sound from the roof of the car sounded loud.  While I'm still stuck in this car with him. The night is getting late and the journey is very long.

A few minutes later.

Finally we arrived, Aditya stopped his car right in the yard in the Garden House, Aditya immediately went down slamming the door and broke through the rain, but why did he turn around, and opened the door for me again? Isn't the charade over, then what is this ?

"What do you think Bianca? Come on down." Shouted Aditya, making me react to go down immediately. He protected my head by covering it with his suit. My chest felt like it was beating so fast, this was the first time he had protected me.

He took me with him, until the rain could no longer wet our bodies.

"Go dry yourself" Tell Him, and then leave me.

I walked into my bedroom, leaving many questions in my head about Aditya. I'd better dry myself first, then make some warm tea for Him.

Bianca again you make me unable to distinguish my pity and care ! What's wrong with me now. Aditya was wondering what he was doing all that for.

...Dret...Dret...Dret...

aditya's phone shook, his forehead shriveled at the flat object, when his eyes saw the name on his phone Kirana❤, Aditya immediately accepted it.

"What's up?." Aditya replied, relax.

"How was your dinner today Dit?.” Ask for a voice from across there.

"As usual. Why are you calling me Selaru ?." Ask Aditya.

"Are you bothered with me ?." Ask the woman again.

"No dear, that's not what I mean !." Aditya cried so that Kirana was not offended by his words.

"When do we keep this up?." Ask Kirana straight to the point.

"Why? Are you tired now?."

"No ! Because I know you only love me." Kirana Sahut.

"Goodoo. I always let you be beside me Kirana, what are you so afraid of?."

"alright. I love you Aditya." Kirana.

"I'll hang up on this phone, you go to bed now. I love you so much too." Aditya said, ending their call.

Braaakk. The sound of falling things. Aditya immediately came out to see what happened.

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I set foot into Aditya's room carrying warm tea, to warm her up. But I expressed my intention, knocking on the door of the room, after accidentally hearing Adit pronounce Kirana's name, long enough I stood there listening to Aditya's talk, I accidentally dropped the glass I was under, how reckless I was. Of course it would invite Aditya out.

"What are you doing here?." Ask.

"No, I just want to go to my room and stumble here!." I said nervous and scared.

"You think I'm stupid? Your room is on the left, if you go to the right very clearly your goal is my room Bianca" Aditya said knowing my lie.

"I just wanted to give you this warm tea" I answered honestly, after being caught lying.

"I didn't ask for it ! What's wrong with you?."

"Well, go back to your room, I'll clean up this mess I made." My voice shakes saying it.

"Did you hear my conversation just now."

"What do you mean? ." My Eagle.

"You can't possibly not listen to it. Me and Kirana, I know you heard everything ?" Aditya said it with a high tone.

Aditya was so outrageous, when I didn't do anything, I just heard it, what's wrong.

"Who's Kirana? Why are you so mad at me? I didn't even do anything even though I knew she was your lover." Answer me

"It's true, you're listening to it !."

"Then why? Do you wanna hit me, wanna kick me, slap me? Aditya!? I'm your wife. And he, who is he? Is she your lover? A lover is more important than a wife. I know you don't want me, but in the appeal of any woman, I'm more entitled to You, because I'm the only woman to make a marriage vow with you."

Plaque.

Aditya slapped me again.

"Stop Bianca, you've crossed your line." Aditya said again raised his tone.

"What are Aditya's limitations? You're the one who crossed your line. If you want him so much, bring him to live with you here. What I'm here for, you don't even want me. You're so hurt, you think I'm not? You hurt me just for that woman?.” My crying broke out there. After years of trying hard, Tonight Aditya really broke my heart.

"BIANCA!!! " Aditya shouted my name.

"Stop yelling at me ! What I said was wrong. You are free to do anything now. Kirana or anyone. You choose anyone to live with you here."

"Why are you being so stubborn now? how can I bring another woman into this house? This house is only directed at me and my wife. How can another woman get in here. You think I'll let it. He's just my girlfriend, not my wife, do you understand?."

"Me, Wife? You're saying that now... Now tell me, who is more worthy to be in your life?.”

"I won't choose. You've ruined everything. It's your fault Bianca.” Answer Aditya

"All right, I understand. You didn't choose me, I'm just a wife, a wife you never wanted." I said and ran away leaving him.

I don't know what the hell is going on with my feelings right now? what is the reason that makes me angry and become this emotional ! Aditya has always been surrounded by many women during this time, but this time is different. I'm sure Kirana is different from those women, Aditya doesn't look for a moment's pleasure with her, she's the woman Aditya might love.

That's what makes me angry, I can't accept if she loves another woman. I love her, I love my husband.

I sat in the corner of my door, crying, unable to hold back, I did not care to hear the sound coming out because of my crying. Let him hear how much I am suffering now.

Aditya was standing right in front of Bianca's bedroom door.

“I can clearly hear the voice of the woman's cry. But what am I supposed to do? A year ago I married a woman named Bianca Christina Darmawansa. My parents' choice of woman. I hated her so much, how could a woman want to marry a man she had never met before? Of course the reason was because of the benefits my parents offered their families. I don't want it, there's another woman I love so much, she's Kirana, I regret not introducing her to my parents. Luckily after marrying Bianca, I was able to hold Kirana by my side.After a year of marriage to Bianca, my outlook became changed about her, she was a different woman, she was strong and tough. Countless how many hundred times I hurt her, but somehow she stayed by my side.

He also took over the hearts of both my parents, it is clear that he was very sincere in loving them. There's nothing wrong with him. The problem is me. I hurt her and I forgot that she wasn't an angel who would always be silent. Today I finally managed to make her scream, and cry in front of me. But I don't feel like I won when I did it, but it's what I've wanted all along. I saw him crying and suffering. But after seeing it, it felt very contrary to what I had wanted all along. I made her cry loudly, and I had no experience calming a wife, is it the same as calming a lover?.” Aditya's inner voice said.