
For a moment I felt numb and now it hurts so much.
I want to ask, why? But I didn't do it, it doesn't matter anymore. Because nothing will change. In fact, we are separated. Even though it feels so bad to live life without you.
Sometimes I wish you felt more pain than me. Is that a bad thought?
How can you not sleep because of me, and yell, that you cannot get through today without me.
I feel so bad without you, I am tormented when I hear about you and your circumstances.
How does my heart miss you when I hate you, what do you know what it's like? Acting as if you are doing well, with a broken heart.
If you find me like that, pretend that you don't see it, don't pity me just because, you know that I love you so much.
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🔸Author Pov🔸
Because today Larasati is allowed to go home. Bianca decides to throw a small party for her mother's return. Early in the morning the woman was already preparing to look for ingredients to cook. Jonathan and Minyo are assigned to pick up mom and dad at Khong Hospital.
📍Go Supermarket's
Bianca was still going around, looking through the grocery list written by her.
“Are you looking for something, miss.. ” Again a voice so familiar greeted him.
“You !!! .” Bianca said loudly. “I have to get out of here. I warned you not to show your face in front of me again, I hate to see you.”
“Hate until you love me again... ” Exciting Aditya. Then draw Bianca further, to talk about what to talk about.
“Stop. Joking with me. What exactly do you want? You've ruined my life, my dreams, all my hopes? Is that not enough.”
“Can't we talk about it first? You just left me, did you forget that?.”
“You know clearly why I left you. Did you forget that too. Why Adit? Is that woman dumping you now?.”
“Which woman do you mean Bianca. You're the one who dumped me. No woman can do that to me, except you. ” Aditya said, holding Bianca's hand firmly.
“I'm sicker than this. My wife left me without giving me a chance to explain anything. You're selfish Bianca.” Bentak Aditya's.
“I'm selfish? What woman do you think wouldn't be angry if the man she really trusted so much touched another woman? Does that need to be explained? Is that not you?.” Ask Bianca. “Aditya Jawab. You can't answer that, can you? Because you're the traitor. You really want my destruction. And you've made it, then what's more now.”
“That's your weakness. Why can't you trust me? Why is it so easy for you to trust someone else, rather than me, who is your own husband.. ”
“Stop, there's nothing you need to explain, we're over. You and me, we're nobody now. I hate you Aditya, every time you show up I hate you more.” Said Bianca, immediately the cry broke in front of Aditya. Whether out of regret or for making Bianca cry, the grip was slowly released by Aditya.
“Good. Go if you want that. I'll stop right here. But you should know one thing Bianca, I want my son... The child with you is my child, right? I'll take it.” Tandas Aditya's.
“No you won't be able to take it...Minyo is just mine.”
“So his name is Minyo. You know I'm Bianca, I can get everything easily, so can my son.” Aditya Threatened.
“You threaten me... What do you want? You can't do that, he's the only one I have... ”
“You know what I want. Tomorrow night come to Garden House, if you still want to see Minyo, before I actually take it.” Aditya.
“What are you crazy about. I can't go to that place anymore, never will... ”Reject Bianca.
“Yes I'm crazy. But you should know, your strength and your family will never be able to defeat Herlambang Bianca's family. Minyo, it will definitely fall on my hands. I've never played around with my words, you know that... ” Tandas Aditya, then leave Bianca just like that.
“I'm sorry Bianca, sorry to make you cry, but that's the only way to keep you by my side.. ” Murmured Aditya in heart.
But of course he can't leave Bianca unattended.
“Supervise him, make sure he is safe and secure to his destination. ” Tell Aditya to some bodyguards who come with him.
“Good Sir.... ”
Seriate...