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Chapter 63 - Living Separately

Aditya can you hear my voice? don't you know that my heart is so desperate.

My heart hurts every day, just like today.

I just keep it in my heart and live like this every day. I live my life without being able to say anything.

Many times I have called you crazy, just like you I almost go crazy living like this. So far I've lived my life here. My feelings for you to this day have not changed. This feeling of longing does not want to disappear.

Even though my heart says it's over.

I see there's still room for you

My heart lives like this every day.

I know that I will be hurt by you if I continue to live like this.

I confess that I love you, I am here. I will stay here and always be here, living my own life.

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📍Darmawansa Residence.

“Until when will you cry Bianca?.” Without a sound Larasati entered his daughter's bedroom.

“Mother..”

“Ya mom knows. Aditya again?.” Guess Larasati, of course the guess never misses.who else can make his daughter like this.

“At first I thought by bringing you back to this place, you could make peace with your past Bianca ! Now that I regret it, you shouldn't be here. Seoul is a foreign city, but I think you're much better there.”

“Mother. Ii'm sorry. I know you're trying to make me happy with everything. To be honest Bianca is happy with everything Bianca has. But somehow, something still feels empty in this heart. This happiness, somehow everything is not the same as when I was with Aditya. Is it mom's fault? Tell me if that feels wrong. Bianca can't really get rid of Aditya. Bianca still loves Aditya.” very much Bianca cried, she really couldn't stem all by herself. Larasati, he's the only one who understands how his heart is right now.

“But this has been a long time. Too late if say that now.”

“What is Aditya holding you back?.”

Bianca nodded her head.

“Then, what are you afraid of. Aditya and you still have the same taste. Why don't you take it. I don't think it's too late for Bianca's love. Even a thousand years, if only your name could survive in his heart, you should know... It means that the man really loves you. You still have a few hours left, Bianca, do what you really want. Whatever it is, I'll support you.” Larasati left all the decisions to Bianca.

“Jonathan... He's a good man mom, he loves me too. Didn't you really want me to be with him from the beginning. How can I hurt that guy, honestly now Bianca doesn't understand what kind of feelings Bianca really has for Jo. But when things don't feel so good, Jo is the only person who shows up in Bianca.”'s head

“Mom don't know baby. Only you can tell how your heart feels.” Larasati.

“Bianca flavor.... Bianca has to meet Jonathan now.” Bianca wiped her tears.

“Go, he may be in his room..”

Bianca actually left and left Larasati. On seeing her daughter go Larasati concluded a smile from the corner of her lips, then shook her head, which was somehow meaningless.

Now Bianca was standing right in front of Jo's bedroom door, which was sealed shut.

What should I do, what if she's asleep... I'm gonna bother him. Bianca starts to hesitate, but she still has to meet Jonathan tonight.

“Ya Login..” Jonathan from within.

Crick. Bianca opened the door slowly, then entered.

“Bianca..” Jonathan couldn't believe that the woman had come to him alone, in the middle of a night like this.

“Jo. Am I bothering you?.” Bianca looked nervous, she pulled a few strands of her hair and danced them behind her ears.

“No. What is Bianca..?.”.

“No. I just want to see you. I don't know why I thought about you. I want to see you.”

“What does that mean you miss me?.” Jonathan was so pleased with Bianca's honest remarks.

“I don't know..” Bianca lowered her head, because she really did not know, what her heart wanted.

“Come... Sit here.” Jo, ask Bianca to come to him. And sit on his lap.

With doubt Bianca still does.

Deg.

Deg.

Deg.

This is what Bianca doesn't understand, sometimes with Jonathan. His chest can also thump like this. Like when he was with Aditya.

“What do you want Bianca.”

Without answering now Bianca wrapped her hand around Jonathan's neck.

“I don't know.” Answer Bianca.

Jo's face was getting closer, Bianca knew what would happen after this. He closed his eyes, as Jonathan's lips touched his. A kiss that was originally just a touch of a normal lip. Now slowly change to******n.

This is Bianca and Jonathan's first kiss.

Jo sucks Bianca's lips in excitement. First the upper lip, then the lower lip, all of it Jo's ravenous. And it seems that the woman enjoyed it all so much.

“The press is very different. I really didn't find anything from Jonathan.”'s touch Inner Bianca.

“I love you Bianca... I love you.” The shadow when Aditya said that sentence was so clear, even when Bianca still closed her eyes, Aditya could still appear.

Bianca pushes her body slowly away from Jonathan, for the man to end their kiss.

“What's up..” Ask Jo.

“I'm sorry Jo. I can't do it.” Bianca immediately detached herself from Jonathan's lap.

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