INFINITE LOYALTY
THE WRONG FEELING

Riani went into the room and laid her body on the mattress, her tears flowed back to wet the pillow that became her head base.

His heart shattered into pieces as he recalled Ethan's state as he clearly saw Ethan's face on his phone screen.

A very drastic change since the last time he visited Ethan a week ago.

Riani was astonished by the feeling that tormented her so much, why is it like that?

Because when she saw the same situation in Radja at that time, her heart and feelings were not as she felt today, even though Radja was still valid as her husband, beratatus, while Ethan is only his first ex-lover, Ethan is the husband of the man, the husband of Viola whom he has considered a friend and even like his own sister.

He knew clearly that his feelings were very wrong, but his heart could not resist them.

The sound of incoming messages made Riani aware of her sinking mind.

When it was opened, there was an incoming message from two different people, namely from Roro and Viola.

Soon he opens a message from Viola telling him that Ethan is fine, just the burden of feeling too heavy to make his physical is still weak to be down.

Rianipun breathed a sigh of relief, then he asked if Ethan had regained his senses? then Viola replied yes, and he was very grateful to Riani for wanting to talk to him, because even though Ethan finally fainted but when he regained consciousness he did not turn into another personal figure, while the previous happened, every time Ethan hit his feelings to fall unconscious then every time Ethan realized then he will change his personality from being Ethan, he will change his personality from being Ethan, Fa'i and Josh are overwhelming doctors and medical teams.

After taking a breath of his leg, Riani suddenly realized, how Viola was the image of a suitable wife for Ethan, her figure who was patient with Ethan's disease, was always there to accompany her whenever she needed to take care of him, she said, and Riani could see from Viola's eyes that his love and affection for Ethan was sincere.

So then...Why should he worry about Ethan being the husband of someone? husband Viola...

"Haaahs...It's sinful that I feel, but what is this feeling I don't know myself?" riani murmured to herself.

But what was clear from Riani's deepest heart, she had no intention of opening her heart to Ethan as she would not ruin her friendship with Viola.

Next Riani reads a message from Roro that tells Riani that tomorrow Teddy can get out of the hospital and he asks if Riani will come to pick up Teddy or not.

Riani was relieved that Teddy was finally cured and was able to get out of the hospital, it's just that the harsh reality that he just knew and he heard directly from the honesty that came out of Teddy's mouth made him unable to accept the reality and not ready to meet again with Teddy.

His heart is not ready to accept Teddy as it used to be, even as a friend.

Riani asks Roro to tell her and apologize to Teddy because he cannot pick Teddy up from the hospital, citing lack of feeling well.

And lucky Roro will understand and will talk to Teddy about Riani's absence to pick Teddy up.

After feeling tired with the burden of thoughts that accumulate in Riani's brain, he finally fell asleep accompanied by an afternoon atmosphere that began to cloud with the sound of thunder that boomed and listened to his existence, he said, a sign of soon to rain...

.............

Riani opened her eyes as she felt that something was shaking her shoulders and patting her cheeks, her mother and Sri were staring worriedly at her.

"Son...You're okay, right?" widya's mother asked with her anxious face.

"I'm okay, what's wrong, ma'am?" riani replied, asking back, trying to get up from her sleep while rubbing her eyes.

"Mother has tried many times to wake you up, but you didn't move at all to make me worry" Widya explained.

There was a knock on the door from the outside and then following Rolland.

"Mom Widya, may I come in? I came to bring the doctor" Rolland said.

"Why did Papah Rolland come with a doctor?" riani asked confusedly.

"Please let Sri open the door for Mr. Rolland"

"Good Mom"

"Thank you, M. E..."

Mbok Sri nodded then walked towards the door, while Riani was still waiting for an answer from her mother impatiently.

"So because I was afraid that something might happen to you, I finally called Mr. Rolland and asked for his help"

"But now I'm okay, ma'am?"

"The mother was too anxious, son, because you didn't usually sleep so well that many times I woke you up, but you didn't move at all..."

"Please Mr..." Mbok Sri said after opening the door for Rolland.

Riani and her mother compactly looked towards Rolland and a middle-aged woman who was walking behind him.

"How are you doing, son? out of concern Papah brought the family doctor here" Rolland said, gently stroking the head of his beloved daughter.

"Riani is fine, Pah, just maybe too tired so Riani sleeps very well"

"To be sure, it is better to let Doctor Risa check your body and womb" said Rolland who still clearly visible concerns on his face.

"Alright Pah..."

"Let's go out first, give Doctor Risa time to check on Riani" Widya asked Rolland and Mbok Sri.

The two nodded and followed Widya out of the room.

After about twenty minutes, Risa's doctor came out, everyone who was waiting in the living room immediately greeted her and gave her a seat.

"How's my son's condition and his contents Doc?" ask Widya.

"Everything is fine, Mother and baby in the womb in good health only need additional vitamin antibody drugs and boosters" replied Risa doctor.

"Alkhamdulillah..." Thank you all.

"Is there any medicine I need to take?" ask Rolland.

"Here I have written the prescription, just to the nearest clinic or pharmacy belongs to me, " replied Risa doctor while thrusting a piece of paper that read a prescription drug on Rolland.

"Alright, thank you doc" said Widya greeting doctor Risa.

"Together Mother, there is no need to hesitate, I am a family doctor from Mr. Rolland, so it has become my duty, then I leave first" said doctor Risa.

"I'm the one who took Risa's doctor, let Iky make up for the cure" said Iky, who came out of her room after she heard the crowd in the living room.

"Well you take Risa's doctor, and here's the prescription, again thank you doc" Rolland said giving the prescription paper to Iky and then to Risa's doctor.

"Together Mr. Rolland, then excuse me first, let's..."

"Be careful..."

Iky walked along with doctor Risa to the exit of the house.

After the two are lost behind the door, Rolland and Widya look seriously discussing something in the living room.

"Bell, shouldn't Riani move to Bali right away?" roland's Proposition on Widya.

"I also want it that way, the sooner it moves, the better, but..."

"But why Bell?"

"Riani still has an appointment with Ronand's family, your sister"

"That's the problem, sometimes I get annoyed with Ronand, but I also feel sorry for Vio, my nephew, why would he love Ethan to suffer like that...?"

"Ethan is also still very much looking forward to Riani's love, while on the other hand Ethan is just part of Rinai's past, can you persuade Ronand to talk to Vio to let Riani go, however, Riani also has a life of her own..." Widya Pinta.

"I'll try to talk about this with him"

"I'm sorry...It's not that I intend to be cruel to Viola, but with the frequent meeting of Riani and Ethan, won't it deepen Ethan's feelings for Riani, and it will further hurt Viola's heart? until finally Riani will also be burdened with it?"

"Your explanation does make sense to Bell, and I see what you mean, it's true that the relationship between Riani, Viola and Ethan continues like that, then it will end up not good for the three of them"

"I just want to protect my son, is it wrong?"

"That's not wrong, and I I'm sure I'll do the same thing, as soon as I talk to Ronand, my brother"

"But maybe you should talk about this after Riani's seven-monthly event, because I intend to hold the event before moving to Bali"

"Well, when will the show be held?"

"About two weeks"

"Where is the seven-monthly event?"

"If it's a matter where I haven't thought about it yet, maybe we'll go home to have her seven-monthly show"

"But wouldn't it be very risky if it was held there, and I'm afraid that a big belly like that would make it tired on the way..."

"I also think like that..."

"What if it's held in this house alone? because Riani is accustomed and comfortable living here, especially later can invite children from Iky's training basecamp"

"If Iky doesn't mind, I agree"

"Of course he won't mind, instead he will be very happy to hear this plan, believe me..."

"Yes, I believe it..."

"So deal?!

"Deal!"

The two shake hands, and Rolland uses the opportunity to hug Widya, but swiftly avoid Widya and use a gesture warning Rolland, if they can be caught by the house people.

The whole room is filled with the aura of love of a young couple in the 70s.

Instead, in the room, Riani's mind sinks into remorse over her wrong feelings for Ethan, because she knows that her feelings for Ethan are sinful...

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