INFINITE LOYALTY
Self Confidence Torn

After almost 4 hours crossing through the lombok strait finally the ferry boat that Rianipun ride to reach Lembar Port Lombok.

After the ferry docked, the car still had to queue to get out of the ship, although it did not take long, the car could get out.

Soon Randi gas his car, to catch up time because the day is up and they have to find a restaurant for lunch.

Randi tells Riani that they will be heading to Tanjung Aan beach soon.

Besides being able to enjoy the beauty of the beach can also simultaneously enjoy lunch there.

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Arriving at Tanjung Aan beach, Randi's car immediately he parked.

Then Randi took Riani and his sister Zoya into the tourist attractions of Tanjung Aan beach.

Riani's eyes look amazed when she sees a clean beach scene with white sand that is smooth like pepper grains.

The clear and blue water of the beach makes Riani's hands itchy to immediately capture the scene with her cellphone.

After a while later Riani's feet were wet by the cool beach water in the hot weather during the day.

While engrossed Riani and Zoya are running around on the beach and having a selfie, Randi suddenly calls out to them while waving her hand towards the two of them.

Randi had to do that, because many people who visited Aan beach and passed by walking on the beach Aan.

Riani and Zoyapun immediately approached Randi.

Arriving in front of him, he took the two to the Turtle Stall for lunch.

Immediately the three entered the stall which was crowded with visitors who were also enjoying lunch.

After they sat at the table that Randi had ordered, they immediately ordered a menu of food and drinks.

And it didn't take long, their order came.

And because they were hungry, without the need to be on cue again the three of them directly devoured the dish in front of them while enjoying the beautiful scenery of Tanjung Aan beach.

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After almost an hour and a half at Tanjung Aan beach, Randi immediately invited Riani and Zoya to leave Tanjung Aan beach.

Because there is still one more tourist attraction that they must visit, namely Three Gili Lombok or commonly known as the Three World Villages.

Three Gili Lombok consisting of Gili Trawangan, Gili Meno and Gili Air.

At least that's what Riani knows in outline from what Randi said during the car trip to the Three Gili.

Arriving at the entrance of Gili Meno, the three immediately got off their car.

And because motorized or motorized vehicles are prohibited from entering, they use a transportation called Cidomo which is almost the same shape as Andong, only the difference lies in the wheels, the difference is, if andong with wooden wheels while Cidomo uses used car tires.

By paying for cidomo transportation of fifty thousand per person, they also ride the cidomo while enjoying the scenery around.

During the trip, Randi said he would take Riani to the resort where Riani would stay for two nights there.

After about an hour of travel, the three of them finally arrived at one of the resorts in Gili Meno, it is a luxurious resort with a unique but interesting resort name, Kura Kura Resort Gili Meno.

Arriving in front of the resort Randi down from Cidomo which was immediately followed by Riani and Zoya.

While carrying Riani's backpack, Randi entered the reception to check in and retrieve the room key.

He took Riani to one of the rooms with the number on the key card.

Arriving in front of the room, Randi gave the key card to Riani.

Riani opens the door and enters the room, followed by Randi and Zoya.

Seen there a bed with a large size and width that can accommodate four people there.

After Randi puts Riani's backpack on the bedside table, Randi and Zoya intend to leave.

"Because Riani has arrived at the Resort so we both say we go home first yes mbak..." Said Randi politely.

"Lho keeps you guys staying over and sleeping where Ran is?"

"We'll both go home and sleep at our grandparents' house..." Zoya replied, who had seen the entire room while unceasingly amazed.

"Yes mba, they live in the village next door, only a half-hour drive by cidomo..."

"Owh so yes...Then let's dong tomorrow I play to your house..."

"Of course you can dong sis!" sambar Zoya with a happy facial expression.

"Yes mba can, and I'm sure our grandparents will also be happy if mba comes..."

"OK then tomorrow afternoon after the tour I stopped by ya..."

"Okay sister, then we both say we go home first, brother..." Zoya replied again.

"You don't want to accompany Riani's brother to sleep here Zoya?" ask Riani.

"Pengin sis, but Zoya wants to find Zoya's grandparents first, Zoya already misses them..."

"Well you go home first, maybe tomorrow night you can sleep here"

"Deal up! okay tomorrow night Zoya's coming, brother"

"Yes, Brother wait"

"Then we say goodbye first mba, good night..."

"Bye brother...!"

"Be careful on the road, good night too, Bye..."

The brothers immediately left Riani's room and resort.

While Riani immediately went into the bathroom to clean herself, she felt her body was very sticky because it was afternoon on Tanjug Aan beach, the weather was so hot that it made her sweat a lot.

After finishing the bath the body feels refreshed, after changing clothes wherever out of the room and intend to see the scenery around the resort.

As he walked beside the resort he saw a swimming pool with long chairs lined up next to the pool.

After being satisfied to see and surround the pool, Rianip walked out of the resort.

as it was still late afternoon before dusk, Riani walked along the front road of the resort.

Until finally he reached the coast around Gili Meno.

Off the shoes attached to his feet, in his tote shoes while walking casually along the periphery along the beach, while enjoying the twilight.

The sun that began to return to the contest by leaving its golden light, the more charming the view of dusk, in combination with the twilight breeze that breezed even more carrying a sad atmosphere in the heart of Riani.

Susana twilight who made it without him knowing again reviewed all the events in his life from the past until now in his memory.

Man has no power over his life...Only One Owner Lives...He is the owner of all nature, including us humans.

We live, breathe and can enjoy life to this day because of HIS POWER so...When the time comes for HIM The Owner to take us, then there is nothing to do, we must and will definitely return to Him...

Somehow all such thoughts suddenly just exist, maybe because his heart and mind are currently not calm, until such a sensitive feeling arises.

In the face of the vast sea view in front of him, to far to the straight line of sea water there.

Even his eyes and mind seemed to open, then with a smile Riani looked towards the sunset of the sun, for him Sunset who he was now seeing felt more meaningful even though he enjoyed only alone.

After the day began to turn night, Riani immediately walked back to the resort where she was staying.

Arriving in the room he immediately laid his body on the mattress, the hunger he had felt was now changing tired and drowsiness was very heavy.

But he had not closed his eyes, suddenly the incoming call on his cellphone sounded.

And when he saw, it turns out Radja who called him, somehow Riani felt no desire at all to pick up her phone and talk to her, even though until now she is still her husband.

The phone rang again after dying for a moment, but Riani still did not want to lift it, until after a while finally the phone did not ring again.

"Sorry mas...I was a coward and didn't want to see you until now...Wanting to make it happen I disappeared and had my own world to build up my confidence again that had been torn apart by a betrayal of love...So don't blame me if we meet again...I'm not the Riani you used to know..."

Inner Riani with her tears that had already flooded her cheeks.

After the eyes, his heart and mind grew heavier he propped himself up...He finally fell asleep in the arms of a wounded heart...