INFINITE LOYALTY
HEART WAS NEEDED

By night Radja came home, there was a bad feeling in his heart, and sure enough when he arrived at home there was no welcome from Riani the wife as usual, and certainly when he arrived at the house there was no welcome from Riani the usual, he was looking for Riani's whereabouts but the results were nil.

.............

Until after he finished from his bath the wife had come home and was sitting in the living room watching television, at the sight of a blank look in Riani's eyes even though her face was facing towards the television, Radja looked at the television that was airing Riani's favorite soap opera starring Radja idol artist Dini Arminati.

"I like it best when I see his face because it's not mbosenin" Radja said.

"Yes, it's clear...No mbosenin because his name is the same as your cheating woman, right?!" riani replied coldly, restraining her anger.

"What do you mean by your words deck?" radja asked confused and shocked because in his mind he felt that Riani already knew something.

"I already know everything mas, you don't need to pretend, I asked for a divorce mas" Riani said with her unstoppable cry.

"Dad! I can explain everything"

"Nothing to explain!" riani shouted while lapping Radja's body full of emotion and slammed all the items in front of him until they broke and fell apart.

"Everything I do is just escapism and prank..." Obviously Radja while trying to hug his wife to calm him, but Riani increasingly rebellious, she felt disgusted at the touch of her husband.

"I'm asking for a divorce!" riani shouted with a cry that was becoming more and more.

"Dec...I beg you to forgive..." Radja said finally with a trembling voice holding back her cries.

"Why would you do this...?" Said Riani with her sobs.

"I'm doing this because I feel like you don't appreciate me anymore Dek..." Radja explained.

"In terms of mana mas I do not appreciate mas and what do you think is right to just a fad and runaway mas have to cheat?"

"I know I'm wrong, I also think why I did it, but my hurt feelings have closed all my thoughts and my heart Deck"

"Not the feelings or hearts of the wounded, but the self-esteem of the wounded because I feel I have stepped on the stamp of self-esteem mas as a man"

"Not the deck, not that, but I feel that being a husband is nothing in your eyes, with a lower income than yours, and I feel like I'm useless in your eyes"

"Mas! if I don't respect you I won't take money from you, I won't do it!"

"But your attitude is different from what you say"

"Which mas of my attitude is different? that's all your feelings!"

"Every time you've been in office and your salary has been bigger than mine, you've started to change, and that's why my heart is hurting..."

"More hurt my heart! your infidelity does not justify the way you solve our problems! it only makes things worse! whatever the case, we can still talk about it, not necessarily in this way..." Riani said, while breaking her tears again.

"Yes...Yes deck, I was wrong...Sorry I and I beg you not to ask to end our marriage deck, mas promise will not repeat again..." Radja said while tightly hugging the body of his wife who was crying.

.............

"Sir, where are you going these nights?"

"I want to calm down first mas, tonight I want to sleep in the hotel" replied Riani coldly.

"Well...We do need some time to calm down and introspect each other, let me take the deck"

"No need, I can go alone" replied Riani as she jingled her bag and passed away leaving Radja still fixated on seeing the departure of his wife.

He realized that things would become more problematic if he blocked his wife's departure.

therefore Radjapun only resigned to see the departure of Riani.

.............

Arriving at the hotel and checking in one of Riani's hotel rooms immediately threw her body on the mattress, her gaze tracing the entire wall of the hotel room painted white, her mind and heart empty, her eyes blank, he recalled the incident that made his heart even more hurt, his crying broke again.

Her heart is really very hurt with Radja's affair, she does not expect that the man she fought desperately for, and she tries hard to convince her family that Radja deserves to be her husband, she said, it turned out to be in vain and was countered by Radja with betrayal.

It was like he was screaming with all his might to show how hurt his heart was, but what power he was unable to.

Finally he lost to the situation, resigned in helplessness because of the hatinua slashed sembilu.

Until he finally fell asleep in a mourning embrace.

.............

The next day Riani still went to work even though with eyes that still look swollen due to crying all night, Lili was confused to see the situation of Riani, but she also did not dare to ask because she knew very well the nature of Riani, but she also did not dare to ask because she knew very well the nature of Riani, Lili just kept waiting for the right time to ask.

While Teddy saw his former lover who used to fill his day was no less confused with Lili, even in his heart also felt tremendous pain to see Riani's situation like that, but he was the same as Lili who did not dare to ask, because she also very well knew the character of the former whom she often called "Ai.

Teddy and Lili agree to take Riani to lunch at her favorite restaurant, they both look at each other, when they see Riani suddenly being allowed to go to the toilet in a hurry.

Meanwhile, Riani who went straight into the toilet was no longer able to stem her crying, her heart wound felt heavier when she heard the song played by the restaurant, the song titled "MENDUA" the singing by the ASTRID singer seemed to be very fitting with what he feels now, still sounding sayup-sayup reff the song...

"You decide...Tuk...With her...Behind me...Though me...Choose your...So the last love..."

Riani's cry grew even more so, she immediately closed her mouth so that her crying voice could not be heard by others.

A little while later due to worry Lili catches up with Riani into the toilet, but she does not find the figure in the car, she immediately contacts Riani but is not picked up which makes Lili more worried, then he immediately went back to the restaurant table to tell Teddy, but it turns out Teddy said that Riani just sent a message to Teddy if he asked for permission to go home because he was not feeling well, and at the same time ask Teddy to take care of his annual leave that he will take in the next few days.

While Riani who had returned to the hotel slowly laid her body on the mattress, and not until a matter of hours he fell asleep, maybe because of the heart, maybe, his tired thoughts and feelings had drained his energy so much that he felt powerless at all.

^^^"the betrayal of the love of her closest man, her husband, had indeed scratched the wound in her heart too deep to make her heart hurt and feelings Riani..."^^^