INFINITE LOYALTY
THE FORGIVEN REGRET

Finally Riani and om Marcel sat on the bench of one of the newly opened restaurants.

The two sat on the chairs at the end of the restaurant.

Just now Om Marcel was about to open the conversation, suddenly came back ringing from Riani's phone, but this time there was a video call from Lorenza.

Actually he was reluctant to raise the call, but because now he was with om Marcel who wanted to talk to him and of course something important until om Marcel had to invite him out of the Rolland papah house.

"Sorry, Om, can I have a minute to pick up the phone?" said Riani was not happy to ask permission from Marcel.

"Please son, Om not in a hurry either"

"Thank you, um..." Riani immediately walked away from Marcel looking for a place that if the conversation between him and Lorenza could not be heard by Marcel.

Riani immediately picked up the video call from Lorenza after several times back ringing .

"Yes, what's up Za?"

"Mh...Mas Raja is sick, he's now in hospital"

"Then?" answer Riani flat.

"Mas Radja needs you Mba..."

"Lho?! isn't there already you?"

"But Mas Radja still needs you Mba"

"Still need me? hhhh...Did I not hear wrong?" riani replied, with a wry smile.

"Sir..." Radja's weak voice that calls, making Riani a bit jerked, when Radja first called him "Dek", his heart will feel happy and cool, but now the feeling is no longer there, but now the feeling is no more, just yawn, I don't know where...There was only a tremendous pain in his heart.

Lorenza immediately pointed his camera at Radja.

"Give me your phone, I want to talk to her with four eyes, you come out for a minute" Radja told Lorenza.

Lorenza obeyed Radja's words, after giving his cell phone to Radja, Lorenza then left Radja.

"Dec...I know how many times I'll apologize and forgive you, I won't be able to suppress your anger and hatred for me, but...I just want you to accept my deepest regret, even though I know for a fact that we can't be what we used to be..."

"Mas, didn't I tell you, I might still be able to forgive you, but if I were to go back to you like I used to, I'm sorry...I can't"

"I know that, maybe I'm a greedy man, but I wish we could be together again, for the sake of the baby in your womb, for the sake of our child"

"Sorry, I can't! didn't I say that I didn't want honey? after all your son from Lorenza needs you more, let me give in, so I beg you...Untie me...Let me live in peace with my son..." Pinta Riani who tried hard to hold back her cries.

"I'm sorry Deck...So sorry, why can't I keep my wife as good as you...?" Reply to Radja who has been flooded with tears.

"Now that rice has become porridge Mas, there is no point we regret and we can not go back to the back"

"Sir..."

"Sorry Mas, I think we've had this conversation, I have an appointment with someone, it's not nice to make him wait too long" said Riani again.

"Well, can you if you have time to come see me Dek?"

"I can't promise Mas, after all there's already Lorenza your wife, so I don't have to take care of you Mas"

"You too are still my wife, my rightful wife Dek!"

"Now it no longer matters to me who your wife is legitimate, because I have sincerely released you Mas"

"But I'm the one who's not sincere Deck..." Radja replied with her deepening cry.

"Oh yes, I've done it first and hopefully get well soon..."

"Wait Deck! just let me look at your stomach for a second, please..." Pinta King, weld.

Riani did not reply, she simply pointed her phone camera towards her big belly.

When Radja saw Riani's stomach, Radja's cry deepened, his hands seemed to want to touch and stroke Riani's large stomach.

"I'm sorry Papah Nak..." Radja muttered in between her cries.

Riani who could no longer hold back her cries immediately turned off the call and closed her phone.

Then after she took a deep breath and tried to wipe away the trace of her tears, she immediately walked back to the place where om Marcel was sitting.

.............

"Sorry Om, I've made Om marcel wait too long" Riani said as she arrived in front of Marcel.

"It's okay, by the way...What do you want to talk to me about?" tanya Riani tried to divert the conversation.

"But...Are you really okay, son?"

"Om right, I'm okay"

Om Rolland took a deep breath, then...

"Om wanted to apologize to you and your family for what happened eighteen years ago, maybe it's too late for you, but...Deep remorse makes om very tormented through the days of Om..."

"Hasn't it been eighteen years, so Om doesn't need to apologize either..."

" Although it's too late, but Om still has to apologize, because...Because of Om's selfishness, it forced you through adolescence without the affection of a father anymore, and it must have been very hard..." Saying om Marcel stammering.

"My family and I have forgiven Om, so Om doesn't have to worry"

"But what about your mother, can Om meet her?"

"I spoke to Mom, and she said she forgave Om and Aunt, but to meet...I'm still not ready and I need time for that"

"Alright, Om also will not force, at least the heart om already plong after revealing all the burdens that have been stuck in the heart of om"

"Sorry, if I may know...What makes Marcel regret it? And is it true that Aunt Grace said, that Om suffers from acute insomnia?"

"Yes, that's right...And what makes you sorry is the moment...When Om sees with his own eyes the screams and cries of your grief in front of your father's body and the incident is always imagined in the memory of om to haunt Om into a dream" Om Marcel's story with stammering.

"That's when Om realizes that Om has taken away the happiness of a girl and because Om's selfishness has destroyed your life and your future...Om...Om very sorry, son..." Om Marcel continued again, this time with a trembling voice and a shaken body.

Slowly Riani approached Om Marcel who was still sitting in his chair then gently Riani hugged him.

The cry of Om Marcel began to sound.

"I'm sorry, son...Om very sorry..."

"We and our family have forgiven Om and Auntie, so...Om and aunt can relax"

"Then what about your mother, does she want to see us?"

"She'll want to, it'll just take time...Because only time can heal his wounds..."

"Om will wait until the time comes where your mother is willing to meet us"

"Yes Om, then what about Insomnia that Om suffered? wouldn't it be better to seek treatment, sorry in advance...Because Aunt Grace told me that Om didn't want treatment, despite years of pain"

"It's okay, son, Om's disease can't be cured only with medicine from a doctor, but it's forgiven regret that can cure Om's pain"

"Now my family and I have forgiven Om, so I hope this can trigger a cure for Om's illness"

"Definitely...And Om was sure of that, because now Om's heart was relieved and calm..."

"Thank God...Then I'll calm down too..."

"And one more thing...Om forced your relationship with Ethan to separate, but now if there's still your destiny with Ethan, then Om won't stop him even if Ethan has a wife"

"May Ethan and I not be destined to reunite, because if that happens, then...There will be a broken heart, and I don't want that..."

"'What a wise heart, son, why did Om not realize and did not try to get to know you more closely?" sorry about Marcel.

"Time cannot be repeated Om, we are just enjoying what we are now living..."

"Yes...You're right, son, once again Om is very grateful to you for sincerely and sincerely forgiving Om..."

"Yes Om both..."

"Now everything is clear, your heart is calm and there is nothing else we need to talk about, so...We'd better get back to your papah's house"

"Om Okay..."

Om Marcel and Riani went to leave the restaurant which had started rame visitors for breakfast.

Riani who walked tail behind Om Marcel staring at the back and shoulders of om Marcel who at first glance looks sturdy but actually fragile.

Same with Radja who also has a solid shoulder field, but when talking to Riani it seems clear how fragile he is.

Om Marcel and Radja are two different men, but they have almost the same personality, look cold, look cool, sturdy and dominant but behind it is a thin wall in their hearts that is fragile and will collapse when only touched.

Both of them had both plugged a wound in Riani's heart, and only the forgiven regret of Riani could rebuild the thin wall...

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