INFINITE LOYALTY
IN THE CORNER OF THE HEART ROOM

In the middle of the night Riani awakens from her sleep, a call of nature forcing her to go to the toilet.

After finishing from the bathroom, he intended to return to his bed but he immediately paled as his eyes looked at the figure of the man who was sound asleep on the sofa.

His feet were on the sofa, although he could guess who the sleeping man was, but still to make sure his heart he tried to see a face that was only in the dim light of the room lamp next to Riani's bed.

Seen by him, a sketch of a handsome face with a firm face line plus long eyelashes and thick eyebrow hair.

In the past when he was dating Teddy for almost five years he never saw Teddy's face this close, especially when he fell asleep like that.

With admiration Riani enjoyed the good looks of the face of the adam in front of her.

Slightly crouching he approached Teddy's still-sleeping face, slowly and carefully tracing his finger across the face of the man who had once stopped in his heart.

There was a feeling of sadness present in his heart, because however Teddy had stopped and filled his days when they were still dating and not a short time they had a loving relationship.

Without Riani noticing, her tears flowed, as she only realized that there was still room for Teddy in her heart.

Especially after he saw and felt for himself how sincere Teddy took care of him when he was sick.

There was regret in his heart, because he had left her and married someone else without knowing clearly the reason why Teddy had left her.

"I'm sorry Ted...If at that time I had not been too rash to decide to look for your replacement and find an answer first the reason why you left me then, it probably would not have been like this...You won't suffer like this tied up with your feelings for me, once again forgive me..." Riani's whispers, tears flowing down her cheeks, finally fell on Teddy's cheeks to make him wake up and open his eyes.

Seeing Teddy's sudden wake-up reaction, Riani was nervous and immediately tried to get up, but he had not been able to stand on his pull by Teddy Riani's hand until he fell on Teddy's body which immediately hugged him tightly.

With all his strength Riani thrashed and tried to escape from Teddy's embrace, but in vain because Teddy's energy was stronger, finally Riani resigned in Teddy's arms.

"Why are you crying Ai?My heart hurts when I see you cry like that..." Whisper Teddy while repeatedly kissing Riani's head lovingly.

"I cried because of my guilt for you Ted, who selfishly decided to find your successor and marry him without me seeking answers first about why you left me..." Riani replied on the sidelines sobs her tears.

"Darling...In this case, I am also guilty...For not giving you a chance to know my reason why I would rather leave you without a word..." Whisper Teddy in a tearful cry, as he hugged Riani's body, as if he did not want to let go and lose again for the umpteenth time.

"Why do we have to end up like this Ted...?" Riani said, finally burst out her cry that was still in Teddy's embrace.

"Maybe it's our destiny Ai, I'm sorry..."

"But why must this hurt Ted..." Riani asked as she stared at Teddy.

"I know, because I'm also very ill with this..."

Teddy's two hands held Riani's face, gently rubbing the tears of her ex-lover.

"Seeing you sad and hurt like this, my heart also hurts Ai..." Said Teddy while staring fixedly at Riani's face with his hands still on Riani's face.

"Da...Is there still hope for me to get your heart back Ai? I still love you so much and love you Ai..." Said Teddy with his sad eyes.

"But Ted...." Riani had not had time to finish her words suddenly with a soft Teddy toast Riani's lips, and somehow because carried away the atmosphere Riani did not refuse the kiss Teddy even tend to enjoy and drift in the kiss.

Finally they came to their senses and let go of each other's kisses which left a hunting breath.

"This is not true Ted...We have sinned..." Riani whispered in her breath that was still hunting.

"I'm sorry Ai...It's all my fault..." That was all Teddy could say while holding Riani's face and then hugging her in regret.

"But Ted.we are really sinners now..."

"Then what about Radja, your husband who fucked other women many times?" ask Teddy cynically.

"Ka...You know where Ted is?" riani asked in surprise.

"Maybe it's because of my unsettled feelings, that I accidentally heard what happened to you, you know Ai...Hearing that my heart aches, hurts..."

"Then how different am I from Radja now Ted? I am now the same as her, a wife who cannot keep her chastity..." Ratap Riani while covering her face with her two palms.

"Da...We kissed because we were carried away by our feelings, and it was my fault that we kissed you first...Don't blame yourself"

"But if I hadn't stabbed.I mean returning your kiss wouldn't have happened..." Said Riani while turning her face red with embarrassment.

For a moment Riani was overwhelmed with Teddy's tempestuous touches, but suddenly the image of Ethan's face flashed through her mind which immediately awakened from her desire that was provoked by Teddy's caress and touch.

At the thrust of Teddy's body away from his body, Teddy was surprised by Riani's reflex movements, his manhood soul which had peaked from earlier instantly disappeared and changed with awareness and regret.

"Sorry Tedd, I can't..." Riani said as she stared fixedly at Teddy's eyes.

Teddy saw there was honesty in Riani's eyes over her attitude, with Teddy slowly sighing.

"I should be the one apologizing to you Ai..." Teddy replied as he got up from his seat and gently stroked Riani's head.

"I'm sorry...You better go back to your room, I don't want things to happen like this anymore" Riani said as she let go of Teddy's hand still perched on his head.

"All right I'm going, but I want to make sure first, if I go there's nothing going on with you, right?"

"Of course Ted, now I'm better and I make sure you I'm okay" Riani replied trying to convince Teddy.

"Well then I'll go and if there'll be anything to call me"

"All right, I'll make sure of that..."

"Well then I'm leaving now, you're here carefully..."

Riani simply replied with a nod of her head, Teddy again stroked Riani's head, then walked towards the door.

"Tied! thanks..." Riani said meaningfully, Teddy just nodded and smiled, then went out and closed the door of Riani's room.

The sound of Teddy's steps away from his room.

Riani was sitting limp on the sofa, her agitated hand rubbing her face then squeezing her hair.

His heart was upset, his feelings were chaotic considering the incident that had just happened, if at that time the shadow of Ethan's face did not cross his mind maybe he had been eaten by the surge of Teddy's manhood.

But more confusing his mind, why should Ethan's face that comes to his mind and not Radja who incidentally is still her husband? and again Ethan's face that crossed earlier, actually Ethan's face which, is Ethan the man in his past, or Ethan who just got married and officially became Viola's husband?

His mind was confused, confused, mixed with his feelings for Teddy who slowly returned to his heart that had long been buried in the corner of his heart space.

At the watch showed at four o'clock in the morning, slowly Riani got up from the sofa and walked towards the soft mattress.

And when his hand touched the mattress, the dream image when he was making love with Teddy again flashed, which made Riani's entire body creep.

Immediately in the shadow of the dream with many times he shook and hit his head, then threw his body on the mattress.

But his mind again looked at the shadow of the dream, because he felt there was something strange about the dream.

Because when he dreamed of making love with Teddy, from his whisper, his touch and his sigh felt very real in Riani's ears.

Especially when the two reached their peak, the feeling of pleasure and satisfaction even felt really real...

Riani's feelings become doubtful, will it really be a dream or actually actually happen? Riani flinched back and sat down on her bed.

"ah! but there's no way Teddy would do that when he's unconscious, right?" Elak Riani tried to deny the reality if it was true Teddy did it.

"Or maybe because I haven't been touched for too long by her husband Radja, until there is a desire to make love and cause the dream, but why should I fuck Teddy in that dream and not Radja?" again Riani's heart churned rejecting and breaking the judgment and thought of the incident as a dream.

"Either...Actually the incident is really not a dream or even reality only Teddy and God knows the answer..." After Riani, let him keep the dream moment and the incident in the heart and close it tightly, now his thoughts and feelings are complicated by the many events he experienced throughout the day.

Later he tried not to bring up the incident again in front of Teddy and tried to be ordinary later.

Let the figure of Teddy will remain he kept in the corner of the room of Riani's heart as a man who had once stopped in his heart.

Rini again laid her body on the mattress, on the pull of a blanket that lay messy at the tip of her feet, on the pillow that fell on the floor and put it back in place, after everything looked neat in her eyes, Riani finally pulled the blanket back and covered her body.

A warm feeling now enveloped his body, as warm as the feeling that re-emerged because of Teddy's sincere affection to take care of him when he fell into pain helplessly.

Let it all pass, let Teddy the former can only stay in the corner of his heart space, but he is sure, someday there will be someone who can give the full space of his heart to Teddy.

Until finally Riani fell asleep with the accompaniment of singing animals that welcome the morning...

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