Is Love in your heart
Chapter 1

At the age of just 17 years, Saira Putri Atmaja is used to living independently and concerned. Saira lives with a simple family. He was the 2nd of 2 children.

His parents loved Saira and her brother very much,

The day I went through started from playing and school with limitations due to my father experiencing bankruptcy business. Dad worked odd jobs to provide for the family, which forced me to live a rough life not much weird.

With my strong spirit and wanting to improve the economy I try to learn and learn without playing with other friends.

I'm different from the others who don't get along easily and tend to be more introverted, so I had a little friend but at that time I had a very close friend but when we graduated High School we began to be busy with their respective activities, I was busy with my college and my best friend also the same.

Before I never believed in the name of love even though I had been dating but I did not feel the depth of love, moreover, I once gave false hope to my male best friend so I chose to stay away, because there is no such thing as a pure friend between a man and a woman must be one of them has feelings.

Until I met a guy my upperclassman at school. Juan Pratama's name. At first I still felt ordinary just like my previous relationship that never got deep, but with him my world changed. Although I know I have differences in terms of age and life but I still live it.

He's very mature. I sometimes have a sense of inferiority does not deserve to see his environment from his family and friends feels far away because I see me who is with an ordinary family.

little by little I got to know her hard and somewhat possessive personality which left me unable to move and often her words hurt me.

But behind her harsh attitude she had a kind heart of attention, and her concern for me was deeply felt. That's what made my love life different and I started to balance it out.

I started my relationship with Juan while I was still in XII class, after which I felt comfortable, because I felt that there was a mature male figure who looked after and loved me in the empty moment of my heart. While Juan is a handsome man, quiet and firm and well-established.

"Yang, this Saturday I will transfer to school and my brother will return home as well.

"Good, brother". Saira nodded. I am happy to hear it because my time is only Saturday week can be with him while the ordinary day is busy with their respective activities.

Saturday morning Juan picked me up at home.

" Mr morning, is Saira there?" said Juan. "Some, come in. Wait a minute, Juan, Saira's ready." Answer Mother. "Saira's..Saira Brother Juan has been waiting for not long. ' Yes, ma'am." Sairas. Sounds familiar because brother Juan was very close to my family, especially my mother who already considers brother Juan like her own child. The road both ride a motorcycle as if romantic.

"Who, you will go home from school with your sister" said Juan. " Where are we going, brother" he asked curiously. "You will come and know" replied Juan. "Yes, brother." Sairas.

At school, "Saira, you go anywhere I call you but never get answered or answered". With Keyla's face upset.

"Sorry, key I have many tasks that I have not yet completed" Saira replied with a clear heart. And last night Saira came to Juan's house talking till night.

"Ish, until I can't pick up the phone from me" Keyla upset. "Yes, sorry sorry.."Sairas. "Okay, but we'll go home to school and play, yuk."

"Oh again I'm sorry, Key, I can't today. I have an appointment with Juan to go home from school." Sairas. "Hmm.yeah next time you have to be able to, promise ya" Keyla. "OK," hugging. "Happy fan with Saira." Keylas.

Juan before being in a relationship with Saira once had an ex-lover who was much loved by Juan. Until now Juan still can not forget his former lover completely. Juan is in touch with Saira hoping to forget her ex-lover who could leave Juan for granted, leaving behind pain and disappointment.

Sairapun actually knew of his position just for the release of his pain and wanted to forget it. And Saira realized that she would never be able to replace her former lover in Juan's heart.

The school bell rings a sign of the end of class. Juan was already waiting in front of the school waiting for Saira to come out.

" That's Juan's sister", Keyla pointed at Juan. "Cie, who has been invited to love, Keyla continues to tease Saira.

"Already ah, I go home first yes, you're okay I stay first" . "Just calm down, soon Rendy's sister also comes to pick you up" Keyla replied casually. "Yes, bye Keyla" Saira waved her hand.

"Sister, has it been a long time?" ask Saira. "Not really, just arrived", while giving the helmet to Saira." Go, up"!

Saira immediately rode the motorbike, hugging Juan behind Saira seemed to smile at herself.

"Sister, where are we going?". he asked curiously. The one asked was just a smile and tightened Saira's hand from the front while the other hand held the steering wheel of the motor. "Ish, asked instead a smile."sorry Saira.

Finally got to the place where it was headed. Juan took Saira's hand and sat down at a restaurant.

soon after Juan saw the woman, suddenly making Juan's eyes reddened with anger. And I who was confused somehow Juan suddenly changed his attitude. Then I pulled my hand away from the restaurant.

"Son, why do we suddenly go home, we have not eaten it. I asked curious." "We don't eat here just move places, brother remembered there is a better restaurant than here," replied Juan annoyed.

Saira who still thinks, "what because there was a woman earlier yes, brother Juan so changed. Saira just remembered that the woman who had met at the restaurant was Juan's ex-lover.

Saira who had a happy feeling turned into sad because she saw brother Juan still had feelings for his ex from his angry attitude earlier.

They came to another restaurant to eat. Saira did not dare to ask. In the silence they ate together, after which Juan drove Saira home. "I'm sorry to eat it to move places," said Juan regretted. Juan knew that maybe Saira was confused by his attitude. "Next night you come here again" smiling Juan stroked Saira's face. Saira nodded smiling in anguished hold.

After Juan went missing from sight. Saira went into the house and went straight to the room. With a broken heart Saira cried. What is it like to be in a relationship with a person whose heart is still in his past.

The night came, Brother Juan came to the house. Saira who was waiting opened the door.

"Hi, who's doing it" he asked seductively. "Again waiting for someone to come, om", replied Saira origin.

They immediately chatted in the guest room releasing laughter chatting whatever was the subject of conversation. It was night, and Juan came home. "Yang, big brother go home first yes, we'll see you later," while kissing Saira's forehead.

Saira had begun to forget the incident last day, because of Juan's very sweet attitude tonight.

The flashback:

After taking Saira home. Juan came home in a mess. One-sided Juan is angry to see his ex-lover walk with her husband. On the other hand Juan felt guilty for being excessive this afternoon so that made Saira confused.

Juan was already comfortable with Saira's presence and started to build up his feelings again, but the shadow of his past always haunts Juan's mind because it is not easy to forget someone who has filled his days for several years ago. And Juan realizes now he must wake up and forget his past.

Flashback.

Saira, everyday besides school sometimes likes to help her mother sell to increase income to meet needs. Sometimes Saira likes to envy her friends who are the age of their peers when they have fun playing and buying branded goods. Not with Saira, she held everything back because only the entrails and school fees were on Saira's mind at the time.

"Which, later we will go to the house of mamah yes, mamah wants to meet you ", said Juan. Saira did not answer. "I'm ashamed, sis," looking down. "Why should I be ashamed, we'll meet my parents instead of meeting other people." Juan with a slightly high tone.

I'm used to Juan's words that always rise if I don't understand.

"But I'm afraid brother, afraid that your parents don't like me." Because I realized I was from an ordinary family and the woman who had accompanied Brother Juan was much more beautiful and rich. Batin Saira was sad.

"Well, if that's what you want, we're not going to your house right now." Juan was a little upset. Finally I went to Juan's house, where we talked to each other and exchanged stories. Starting from his childhood life until he had a relationship with a woman who he thought was sick of his separation.

I don't know why I felt so sick hearing it, when she told me about her past that she had loved so much about the woman in her past. I am increasingly unsure of his sincerity towards me or just his impingement because of the loss of a loved one.

The next day at school.

"Hey.. Kay, why daydream." Saira asked him about keyla. "Ish, you ra, just startle."

"Abis from earlier was called unanswered" said Saira. "Why are you Key"?

ask Saira. "I don't know ra, at the end of this I often hear someone gossiping about Rendy's sister," Keyla replied. "What happened to Rendy's sister?" ask Saira curious. "Don't know ra, I'm confused too," I heard rumors that Rendy likes to walk with other women and that's different from other women", with a sad face."But every time I ask Rendy, she says it's just a friend".

Saira is also saddened by what her friend Kayla feels, actually Saira has long known the gossip but is afraid Kayla is angry and does not believe, Saira chose to remain silent until Keyla knew by herself.

"Key, have you ever seen with your own eyes Rendy's head like that". Keyla. " Liat directly he did not ra, but his friends saw a lot. I was confused, what to do, if I just end this relationship. But he always insisted that if I cut him off and threatened me he would hurt himself." Keyla immediately embraced Saira and shed her sigh.

"Please Key, pray that there is a way out if he is your soul mate will not go anywhere, but if he is not your match will definitely be shown everything." Calming Keyla down.

I don't know the world of love is so complicated. When there is someone who seems to love his partner so much he does things that are beyond reason or his level of purity is high but he feels dissatisfied with a woman. But there is also someone who is cold never romantic to his partner but loyal to one woman, he said, but behind it holds a sense that has never been lost from his past that stifles his current partner.