Is Love in your heart
Chapter 88

Juan releases Helena's hand.

"I'm sorry Helena, it's too late. If you had said this before you left me, I would have fought for it but now it's different" Juan explained.

I admit I love you so much that I'm crazy to love you beyond my senses, but I realize that love is not just a heart, but the comfortable thoughts and feelings of being around the person we care about selflessly is real love" Juan said.

" I'm sorry Helena, our story is over and it really is over today. I already love the person I should love. Everyone has their own version of love. I used to love you with me now who loves my woman with a feeling that now has a different love" Juan explained.

"Go back to your husband, if you are still a match or look for a man who really loves you sincerely for who you are. As for the child you bear Helena, she needs the love of a father" Juan added.

"Juan don't be like this, I just want you to be nothing else! I have sacrificed a lot for you. You want me to remove this stuff? well I'll do as long as you come back to me" beg Helena. "No Helena, the baby doesn't change everything because it's enough to be a victim of not just you but me and my wife as well. So help Helena you have to understand. Love must not have. If you still love me, love me with the woman of my choice, and I will give it my all" Juan said.

"No Juan, don't leave me" Helena cried hysterically.

"I'm sorry Helena I have to go" Juan immediately got up and left Helena alone crying.

"Juan felt relieved to have solved one by one the problem. In order not to be provoked again Juan deletes Helena's contact and blocks her from returning to the same hole.

Juan returns to his apartment contemplating his mistake.

It has been 2 weeks Juan continues to go back and forth to his papa office, persuading his papa to tell where the whereabouts of his wife and child even though only expulsion from his papa.

Today Juan stopped going to his papa office. He will try himself to find the whereabouts of his son and wife without the interference of his papa.

Juan seeks information other than to Saira's father and mother they do not know that they were actually separated by Tirta's papah.

Juan waits for the night at Saira's workplace. Waiting for Saira's friend who she remembers to be close.

Ya Yura and Sely were only those who were close to Saira.

"Good night, sorry I interrupted his time. I'm Saira's husband" Juan introduced himself.

"Oh yes sir, good night. I am Sely and this is my friend Yura" said Sely. Sely looked ordinary different from Yura. Yura had seen her husband Saira in the incident before Saira gave birth and in the incident appeared Saira's husband and Reyhan's husband quarrel.

"Call Sely sir" said Sely. Saira hasn't called me last time she said she wanted a vacation" Sely said. "Saira didn't say where to go for the holidays?" ask Juan. "No" Sely felt strange. " Can I have Saira's phone number? because my phone was lost so contact was lost including family number and Saira" Juan told a lie.

"Oh, so. What sir is sorry about his name?" ask Sely forgot. "Juan" Juan reminded. "Oh yes, Juan didn't go on holiday with Saira" asked Sely, feeling strange. "Oh that I was working out of town so I didn't have time to drive him. So I'll pick up Saira now. But my phone is gone I can't contact Saira" Juan explained so Sely doesn't suspect.

After Sely gave Saira Juan a number saying goodbye.

"Ra, you see there's something strange not with her husband Saira" asked Sely. "Weird how?" sahut Yura who actually he was earlier felt suspicious about the problem that happened to Saira. But he did not want to interfere in the household affairs of others..

"That was Saira's husband. When he did not know where his wife was on vacation and his mobile number was also not there" said Sely.

"And it was explained earlier mbak, Mr. Juan his cellphone was lost so his contact contact also disappeared automatically he did not have his wife's number" Yura explained. Eventually they also went home.

By using the phone number Juan can find out the whereabouts of Saira now. "I think I'm trying to get rid of this place" Juan thought of Saira's phone number. "This is the hometown of mamah, the home of grandparents and grandparents. Why don't I think Saira's hidden in Grandma's house. Anyway I'm not going home to take my bare hands" Juan monologued. Juan plans to pick up his son Saira and Keanu and explain everything.

Juan asked his boss for 2 days off to pick up Saira. Juan immediately packed his clothes Juan could not wait to quickly meet his wife and child.

On the way Juan remembers when he was a child there was still a grandmother and grandfather he was often invited to the home of his grandmother and grandfather for a vacation. The air is cold and still beautiful.

Juan arrives in the city early in the morning, Juan looking for a place to eat but nothing is open. Finally Juan stopped at the minimarket which is open 24 hours. Juan bought bread and drinks to fill his hungry stomach.

After eating Juan continued the journey that stayed a little while longer to reach his grandmother's house.

"It's still dark, if I go in fear of disturbing those who are sleeping" Juan monologued. "I slept in the car for a while" Juan said. Juan deliberately parked his car a little far from his grandmother's house so that it is not known mamah or Saira.

Juan is awakened by someone knocking on his car's glass.

"Good morning sir" said the father. "Yes sir" Juan rubbed his eyes in shock. "Sorry who you are, and who you want to go to" asked the father suspiciously to see the car parked long at the end of the road.

"Sorry sir I was tired of driving a car, so overslept" said Juan. "I'm Juan sir, grandson of the late Mr. Hartono whose house is there" explained Juan. "Oh until his grandson Pak Tono anyway, why not just go to his house. It looks like there is a child in his house" said the father. "Yes sir, I was going there but was afraid to disturb so wait it was bright first" said Juan. " Yes, I'm sorry sir" said the father. " Yes sir please" replied Juan.