Is Love in your heart
Chapter 106

Juan actually did not want to meet with Helena because he did not want to deal with Helena whatever it was and Juan was afraid Helena would act even more on Saira. But because Saira forced Juan to agree.

"Hmm.Well, there's only one condition! you have to be careful with Helena. Brother is afraid that he will do something that is not against you" Juan warned.

"Good brother" said Saira.

Saira after finding out who had harmed her kept thinking what motive could make Helena do that to her.

To esokan day.

Juan came home from work not directly home because the mother had advised to immediately meet her mother at home.

Juan also contacted Saira will be home late today because he will go to the house of mama first.

"Assalamualaikum" said Juan entering the house of mama. "Waalaikumsalam, brother Juan tumben here" replied Jenita who was in the middle room. " Sister there needs to be the same mama. Where's mommy deck?" juan asked who had not seen his mother.

"You're in my room" Jeni replied. " Oh yeah deck, when are you testing?" ask Juan before meeting mama. "Sunday sister, sister pray Jeni yes so that she can test" pinta Jeni. "Surely brother pray deck, may you succeed and smooth the test" Juan prayed. "Aamiin" Jeni marries.

"There's a deck plan, where are you going after graduating high school?" not yet know sister, but later Jeni took the entrance test of college independent pathway to university in Jakarta ", said Jeni.

"Are you fixing the job?" ask Juan. "God willing, sister, I will now major in IPA at High School, the plan I want to major in the doctorate or MiPA" said Jeni who is happy with the count and formula. Unlike Juan who is happy with economics.

"Whatever is important you can and master it, easily can be achieved" Juan encouraged. "Aamiin sis" Jeni said.

"Yes, my sister went to the mama's room first, yes the deck" said Juan. "Yes my sister" said Jeni.

Tok

Juan knocked on the door of Mamah's room.

"Come in" said mamah from within. "Well" said Juan, kissing the hand of the woman who gave birth to him. Juan sat in a chair opposite a mamah sitting on the edge of the bed.

"What did Mom call you here?" ask Juan. "Do you have to tell me to meet you" replied Mamah. "It's not like that mah but not as usual mamah until giving a special message for brother" said Juan.

"Juan, mamah wants to ask you you have to answer honestly" mamah asked seriously.

Mamah if you have called Juan's name means being in a serious mood or angry. "What do you want to ask Juan? just ask" said Juan.

"Are you married to Saira still in contact with Helena?"

Deg.

"Do you know my problems with Saira" Juan thought to himself.

"What does it mean to lie to you, and you know who you're talking to?" Juan dodging. " Enough Juan! you just answer, are you still in touch with Helena even though you are married to Saira and especially she is also the one who has injured my daughter-in-law?" mamah.

"Yourfy.." Juan breathed his breath.

"Well, Juan apologizes equally because it has disappointed mamah" said Juan. " Maybe Juan was blinded by a deep love. It is difficult for Juan to forget someone who has filled Juan's heart even though he has left Juan but the feeling is still there.

Although Saira replaced it but still that time in Juan's feelings only comfort not love. In addition, Juan's meeting with Helena back then increasingly makes Juan doubt Juan's love for Saira" Juan explained.

Mom knew I knew Saira first. Juan can only hope Saira can replace the lost position of Helena but Juan felt at that time the love had not been there" added Juan.

"Why did you marry Saira Juan? you'll only hurt her if it's like that. You don't be selfish to have but not to be loved it hurts Juan" madly.

"But Juan's intention to marry Saira was to build that feeling with Saira as time went on. But when Juan will try to live with Saira there Helena is present amid a sense of uncertainty" said Juan.

Juan was increasingly in a dilemma at that time" Juan insisted on being cursed mamah. "until finally the events that befall Saira made Juan realize, that love grew from comfort and loyalty not mere obsession. And Juan feels this moment for Saira. It's too late but Juan will start and fix it.

"Your friend is disappointed with you Juan, you've played with women's feelings. Mamah also women know what Saira feels that is made an experiment of love by her partner. Lucky mamah has a daughter-in-law like Saira who does not demand much and complain" said mamah.

"What should you say if it's like this? mamah is ashamed of Saira and besan, her daughter has been treated like this" explained mamah.

"But mah, but, Juan did not cheat on Juan did nothing with Helena although Juan sometimes like kasian on Helena had been in vain by her husband Juan just did not have the heart and Juan had done his job to give birth to a living the inner and loving attention of the husband to the wife" defended Juan.

"No cheating you mean? what you do accompany a former lover who is in trouble with his household and accompany a pregnant woman to the obstetrician is not cheating. Yes, it looks not physical cheating but cheating on your heart and feelings. Remember Juan you are married to have a wife that you must pay attention to" added mamah upset.

Deg.

"You know what I'm doing" Juan murmured inwardly.

"Yes Juan confessed wrong and regretted what Juan had done at that time" Juan begged the mother's forgiveness and kissed her hand.

"Not to mamah you have to apologize but to your wife who you have hurt" said mamah.

"Go home, apologize to your wife and correct your attitude to your wife!" mama's orders.

Juan came home feeling guilty, what his mother said was right. Juan is determined to repair his relationship with Saira.

After waiting for a few days Juan asked for permission to return to take Saira to the hospital. Not to forget Juan had promised to accompany Saira to meet Helena in prison.

"So don't forget today after we're out of the hospital going to see Helena!" Saira. "Dear, my brother did not forget" Juan pushed Saira's wheelchair and climbed into the car.

On the way they were silent no one spoke because of their respective thoughts. Saira with her mind guessed what was behind the motive Helena had done to her. While Juan with his mind that is afraid if Heleqna meets with Saira will do things that are out of control.