Is Love in your heart
Chapter 86

"What does Juan mean?" Saira is confused by Juan's question that arrives. "Do you still consider me your husband huh? have I been impatient with you who always ignore me. You've crossed the line to be a wife! " angry Juan.

Saira's already glassy. I don't know what he should answer.

"I'm sorry.I'm an imperfect wife, a wife who can't be what you want. To take the heart of her husband even though half does not seem to" said Saira. "Try telling me how to be a good wife according to brother? What should be at home looking after the child and waiting for the husband to come home, the obedient wife should not complain/jealousy, or should be beautiful like the woman of her past so that she can love him completely? tell me what I should be like?" Saira was already unable to stem the pain she endured. A round of tears fell through his cheeks.

Juan paused over what Saira had revealed. But Juan insisted that he did nothing.

"You should have listened to my explanation first Saira don't make assumptions yourself.

Brother just helped him no other means Ra. Just so you know that Helena even though she has parents but she is not considered and cared for let alone her husband who does not want to be responsible. What if you as his friend are not kasian?" obviously Juan. "Son can't talk to other people but don't you think about my feelings? She was a woman and had something to do with her sister before. What other people have in mind especially me as a wife sees it all" Saira cried so much. "But that's not what you think Ra is" Juan didn't want to be blamed.

"Quite brother, enough twice I saw what brother did, it was enough to make me sure that brother still wants it" Siara stressed.

"That's not true Ra, everything is done just leaving a story of the past alone" said Juan. "Now there are you who fill the day of brother's day let alone the presence of Keanu. Brother love you both" Juan assured

" Yes, the past is not over yet!Now I'm asking my dear sister" Saira asked. "Ro please" replied Juan. "But if you've loved me all this time" asked Saira.

"Do you need to answer it? Enough with the actions and attention of your brother alone is proof that you love him sincerely. Did you not love you all this time" said Juan.

"I'm tired, brother, hang my feelings all this time. Moreover, seeing the attitude of a brother like this makes me more convinced that my brother has not loved me completely and is still in the shadow of the past brother" lamented Saira left Juan who was still contemplating on the sofa himself.

Not wanting to be heard by Keanu Saira getting into the bathroom crying vented her feelings.

They slept separately Saira with Keanu in the master room while Juan was in the guest room to clear his mind of the confusion.

Saira couldn't sleep all night because she kept crying.

Until the next day.

Saira is still preparing Juan's work needs and breakfast without talking to each other. Juan still thinks maybe tonight will discuss it again with Saira because this morning Juan has a meeting at the office that requires to come in the morning.

"Sister went to work, Assalamualaikum" Juan said. "Waalaikumsalam" said Saira although not heard by Juan because he answered after Juan left.

In the office Juan feels unsettled because of last night's debate with Saira. Juan wanted to quickly go home to Saira and finish it. But his job cannot be abandoned.

Until the afternoon, it was time to go home from work. When Juan walked into his apartment there was no sound from inside.

"Assalamualaikum" said Juan but no one answered. Juan goes into the room but nothing then Juan searches the whole room still not only find Saira and Keanu.

Juan tries to call Saira's phone but doesn't connect. "Saira what's going on here, why don't we go tell her. Where are you, baby?" Juan monologues himself.

Juan calls mom who knows Saira's coming home to mom.

Juan: "Mother's assalamualaikum"

Juan: "Mother how are you?"

Mother: "Alhamdulillah be healthy, son Juan himself how are you?"

Juan:Alhamdulillah good ma'am"

Mother: Saira and Keanu how are things now?"

(It turns out Saira wasn't at mom's house)

Juan: "Oh well ma'am, they're fine"

Mother: "Saira had not contacted mother for a long time, mother was a Keanu miss. Where's the keanu Juan?"

Juan : "Oh anu ma'am, Saira is nursing Keanu wants to sleep like, I want to call"

Mother: "Oh no need for Juan not to be disturbed, greetings to Saira and Keanu"

Juan: "Good ma'am I'll tell you"

Juan was getting confused as to where Saira was going.

Juan took the car keys and left. In the car Juan does not know the direction where he should look for Saira, his friend's mobile number he does not have.

"Damn!" annoyed Juan hit the steering wheel of the car. He desperately turned to his parents' house.

On the terrace looks papah sitting while smoking.

"Assalamualaikum" said Juan salami papah. "What are you here for?" papah immediately rebuked him. "Kok papah asked like that" asked Juan astonished. "Don't you look for him let him settle down here instead of living with a person who doesn't have a clear stand!" papah looked at Juan.

Juan just realized it turns out Saira is at his parents' house. Juan's smile rose but disappeared immediately when he wanted to go inside was prevented by papah.

"Don't bother my daughter-in-law and grandchildren!" papah. "Why can't I see my wife and child, what right does papah forbid me?" said Juan.

"Don't expect you to come here to see your wife and son before you introspect your mistakes" Papah said.

Papah came in and locked the door.

Juan chose to go home instead of having to argue with his papah, because papah if already angry can not be contested. But Juan was relieved that his wife was at his parents' house.

"Well, you were like hearing Juan's voice" asked Mamah. "Misheard maybe mommy. There's no Juan here" lie papah leave mamah to the room.

"So clearly Juan's voice but where's the kid?" mummy mama. Papah took a look at Juan's room which is now in Saira and Keanu's place. "Keanu hasn't slept Ra" asked papah standing in front of the room door. "Yet, still want to play first seems like a reward" replied Saira. Papah approached Keanu "Here grandfather accompany Keanu to play" papah stroked Keanu's head as if talking. "Which pinter is Keanu, be a strong man in order to keep your mommy. Never hurt a woman!" papah. Saira looked at her father-in-law as if her father-in-law was encouraging me.