Is Love in your heart
Chapter 104

Juan got into the airport parking lot and immediately parked his car, after which immediately entered the search at the place of departure. There are already police watching from the entrance to the entrance to the plane entrance but the one in search has not been found.

There are so many people at the airport. Juan's been looking around every corner but there's no Helena he's found. Likewise, the police who were looking for him have not found the target he was looking for.

Juan rattled his hair upset that he had not found it yet.

"Helena why did everything get like this? I still can't believe you're behind all this. I thought you had me with Saira" Juan monologued. " I know it's all because I started it, if I hadn't just expressed my feelings for you Helena and could have convinced my heart. It's not going to happen like this" Juan lamented.

Juan kept raving in one corner of the airport corridor. He regretted his attitude all along which made things this way.

I don't know what else to do? I want to live a happy quiet life without hurting anyone" Juan said.

In-house. Mamah regretted her ignorance of the problems of the child's household and her daughter-in-law.

"Saira" call mamah to see Saira riding Keanu . "Yes mah" sahut Saira and mamah approached sitting beside Saira. "Saira, did you know Juan's past before you? mama started the conversation. Saira was silent for a moment whether she knew everything or not. "Yes mah but Saira doesn't know everything" he said.

"Juan was once a man who was difficult to get along with only certain friends he wanted to play as well as with women he was so cold attitude. Mamah was surprised that friends of Juan's age already had lovers but Juan never dated at all he only focused on lessons, indeed Juan is very prominent in his class as evidenced by his value that always ranked in the classroom but not by socializing with his friends.

Until one time he came to the house introducing a woman to mamah. Helena's name, good girl by mother.

Mamah was happy that Juan finally wanted to open his heart to women not close themselves again. After she got to know Helena that day was so cheerful and excited, Juan loved Helena so much that whatever she would do to Helena was seen from her attitude that began to melt warmly in others, he was always faithful to pick Helena up even though he was tired but Juan was happy to do it, and it went on for quite a long time.

But somehow it had been a few weeks since Juan no longer invited him home and he never went out again, which he usually asked for permission to go out. Mamah knew without telling Mama Juan to go with her lover. Mamah believed in Juan he would not do anything like that.

Mamah tried to extract information slowly from Juan. But Juan just answered" we are just as busy so rarely meet, maybe we will not meet again" he said, looking sad and desperate.

Mamah had a thought maybe they were fighting. Mom let me assume they can finish it.

Mamah was suspicious why Juan was like this again. And mamah looking for information from his best friend who often plays home. Juan broke up with Helena. Even though my mother did not know the cause.

Different from papah. Papah is so cute but actually he is very fond of family. Papah gave his attention in silence. Papah is always monitoring his children remotely. Unlike mamah, my attention is always shown to direct speech and attention.

And after a long time he was alone. Mamah thought she couldn't find another woman besides Helena but once Juan came again bringing a woman to introduce her to us, mamah was happy. We especially mamah very hope that the woman brought this time can make Juan back up again. And that woman is you Saira. Mamah has that hope from you dear daughter-in-law mamah" mamah does not feel shed tears in front of Saira.

"Well, I'm sorry Saira" Saira clasped her mama's hand." Saira has not been able to realize the hope she wants because Saira has not been able to melt the heart of Juan completely. Maybe Juan's brother has his body with Saira but his heart is still left in the people in his past and I'm just a piece of the story to fill the blank sheet of his heart.

"No dear, Juan has started to change when he is with you, you feel it" said mamah. Saira is stunned to hear Juan's story from her mother-in-law whether sad, jealous or overwhelmed by her husband's past. But clearly there are memorable memories in his family as well for the figure who once adorned Juan's day before in the eyes of his family.

"Mamah hope you can understand Juan's situation. Maybe Juan had to struggle to erase his past which is not as easy as loving someone but forgetting someone who was in his heart was very difficult. Mamah on behalf of Juan apologized for the attitude of Juan who had hurt Saira" said mamah.

There is a feeling of sadness when hearing the mamah speech, the heart of Saira feels grateful to have a good in-law loving like his own child, although sometimes his feelings are uncertain to his child.

"Mom!" Saira could only hug her mother-in-law without being able to say a word. Only a cry can Saira express. Mamah clenched and rubbed Saira's hair as if understanding Saira's anxiety all along which she was quiet.

"Thank you mah. Mamah already wants to think Saira like her own child as well as Saira, Saira loves mamah like Saira's birth mother. Saira is very happy to be surrounded by good people such as mamah, papah and Jenita" said Saira.

"Same dear, mamah is also lucky to have a daughter-in-law like you" mamah clenched Saira and wiped away her tears so as not to be seen by Saira.

Juan. When he was desperate to sit in the corner of the waiting room looking for a woman who is sought after is a woman who once filled his heart in his past but he is also the one who has abused his wife. Juan breathed out his emotions by talking to himself. Arriving from the front stood a woman. Juan looked down because Juan was down, with smooth legs and levels then gradually to the top who would have thought the person had made himself look for where it now comes by itself in front of him.

"Juan" call the woman.