Istikharah Unites Us
New Born

While I was washing my stomach was very painful, but I could bear it because there were often false contractions lately.

Just wait for the time, then my son will be born into this world soon.

After I finished rinsing the clothes and giving them a fragrance, the pain became even more intolerable.

"Mamaaaaaaaaaaaaa, please Mea Maaaaa." I shouted from inside the bathroom calling Mama.

Then Mama came with an ordinary face, without any anxiety.

"What's yelling?" tanyanya relax.

"Mea's stomach hurts, Ma. Please take Mea to the midwife or the hospital." I asked with a face.

"Wait a minute, Mama call Rafli first."

O Allah, the stomach is sick like this still have to wait for Bang Rafli. "I must be strong for my son." My inner.

After waiting for almost half an hour, finally Bang Rafli and Ambulance came.

Bang Rafli immediately helped me to get to Ambulance, while Mama was reluctant to take me.

On the way I asked Bang Rafli to call Mom, I wanted to tell Mom that I was going to give birth soon. I also want to ask Do'a and Ridho from Mom so that I can smoothly give birth later.

Foetish... Foetish... Tuuut.

"Assalamu'alaikum." said Aura.

"Wa'alaikumussalam, Dik, i... Brother... Brother wants.... give birth.." I stammered because while enduring tremendous pain.

"God, my sister must have told Mother." he said.

"I.ltya... Say the same to Mom... Brother request... Do'a and Ridho's mother." I replied.

"Well, sister." said Aura.

After that I hung up the phone because I was unable to speak. While Bang Rafli was sitting beside me, he held tightly to my hand while gently stroking my hair.

"The strong, dear." he said slowly.

I just nodded my head.

Arriving at the hospital, I went straight into the maternity room and was accompanied by Bang Rafli.

"The opening is perfect, Doc" said a nurse.

Then the doctor gave me a cue to push and regulate the breath, but unfortunately I was not strong. My breath was wheezing, my head was dizzy, my vision darkened until I was unconscious again.

When I woke up, the atmosphere around me looked very quiet. "What's going on?" ask me in my heart because I don't see anyone in this room.

Suddenly the door opened and a nurse came in with my baby. My very tiny baby.

"Congratulations, Mom. Boy." said the nurse, putting my son right next to me.

"Thank you Sister. Oh yeah, where's my husband, Sus?" my many.

"Just come out, Mom. I don't know where Mom's husband is going." she replied and left after she finished tidying the table beside my bed.

Soon Bang Rafli, Mother and Aura entered.

"Are you awake, Mea?" bang Rafli asked as he kissed my forehead and our son's forehead in turn.

"Alhamdulillah be, Bang." I replied

Then Bang Rafli carried the little one and began to echo the Adhan in his right ear.

"His stomach hurts, son?" ask Mother.

"What's the matter, Mom?" I asked Mom back.

"Rafli said you were on the cesarean." replied Mom.

"What's? Fault?" manywould be surprised. I touched my stomach slowly. It turns out there was a trace there. I don't remember anything at all.

"Yes, you weren't strong enough to give birth normally. So it was taken directly to the operating room for the cesarean section. For the safety of your life and the lives of our children." Bang Rafli explained.

"Owh, I see." I replied slowly as I looked at my little angel.

"Nephew This handsome brother already has a name what yet, Brother?" ask Aura.

He then came to my son while stroking his cheeks that were still red.

"What's his name, Bang?" I'm talking to Bang Rafli.

"Good, Mea likes it." I replied excitedly.

"Then we call him Farhan" said Bang Rafli.

"Good name." said Mom, smiling at me.

I also returned my mother's smile.

"Oh yes Nak Rafli, if you don't mind Mom taking Mea to Mom's house, I want to take care of Mea during Mea's abstinence" said Mother.

"No need, Mom. At home there is also Mama, Mama will definitely take good care of Mea, I don't need to worry." said Bang Rafli.

I saw Mother's face radiating sadness, for the umpteenth time Mother's good intentions were not indicated by Bang Rafli.

"Mea wants to come with me, Bang" I said

"Can't!!!" he said with a slightly high tone.

I was surprised and stuck my head.

"It's okay if you can't. Don't snap Mea like that." said Mother.

Bang Rafli was silent. She then went out to pay for my labor administration fee.

"Mom, how confused should Mea be? Mea wants to go with Mom. But Bang Rafli and Mea are not allowed to obey. But if Mea lives with Mama, Mea's not sure Mama will help Mea." I said sadly.

"Patience, Son. May Farhan's presence bring about a great change in Mea's life." said Mother softly as she stroked my head and kissed my forehead.

"Amiin Allahumma Aamiin." said I and Aura simultaneously.

***

After a two-night stay at the hospital, I was finally allowed to go home.

Mom and Aura went straight home, not taking me to Bang Rafli's house.

Arriving at home, Farhan was carried by his grandfather. Papa looked so happy when he first saw his grandson, and so did Mama. Just this time I saw Mama's face was so happy, her laughter and smile were so sincere and sincere, not made up.

May the mother's do'a in the dukedom by God, Farhan bring about a great change in my life. Hopefully with Farhan now, Mama's attitude can change for the better for me.

"Papa's grandson has this been named, Li?" ask Papa to Bang Rafli.

"We name it Farhan, Pa." replied Bang Rafli.

"Well, good name and cool." said Mama.

"Yes dong, Ma. The father who gave the name was also cool, hehe." said Bang Rafli with a small laugh.

I then went into the room, packed the new items brought from the hospital.

When I got to my room, I saw my clothes and Rafli's clothes scattered on the bed. I just remembered, last time my stomach hurt I was just ready to wash my clothes.

Thank God Mama would like to put my clothes down, even after dry abandoned in the room.

After arranging the clothes of the little one, I immediately folded the scattered fabrics.

From inside the room I heard Farhan's cry, I immediately moved from my seat to go to the living room and took Farhan.

Arriving in front of the door my steps stopped, Bang Rafli entered carrying Farhan who was crying.

"Mama said maybe Farhan was thirsty, you suckled" said Bang Rafli.

"Well, Bang." I said while taking Farhan from Bang Rafli's arms.

We both sat on the bed next to each other. Farhan's cry stopped immediately as I was telling her. It turns out he was really thirsty.

Bang Rafli who was next to me smiled to himself when he saw the expression of his son breastfeeding.

"It's very funny Papa's son" he said.

I smiled and looked at her face. Then suddenly he kissed my forehead.

"Thank you, Mea. It has made you this happy." whispered in my ear.

"Alhamdulillah, Bang. This is all the sustenance of Allah." I replied. "May our little family remain intact until death do us part, Bang." I said.

"Aamiin O Allah" he answered.

I mean it in saying that, even though I was afraid that Mama would be the cause of our separation later.

To be honest, I don't know what made you dislike me. From the beginning I came to this house I always obeyed all his orders, as much as I could try not to bother him. But he can't seem to do me any good, even if he never does.