It's Not Sleep That Makes Me Dream, But You
Chapter 21: The past

After bathing the white-haired kitten that I picked up on the road earlier, I also immediately clean up. Too much relaxing in the living room, not feeling already at half six in the afternoon. I immediately cleaned almost all parts of the house rather hastily, while the kitten fell asleep in the middle of the living room.

Finished with cleaning activities, I sat back in the living room. The atmosphere of the house feels very quiet, to the point that the clockwork sound of the moving wall just sounds quite clear, echoing in the living room.

I really have very little activity, I don't know what to do anymore. If you want to be a new year, I've done it all.

Sleeping on the ceiling of the house. I first met Adit and Bunga. Our introduction is not so formal as most people who know each other, we know-tau familiar because it happens to be a group during the Student Orientation Period (MOS). About a year ago..

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In the past, in addition to wanting to enter High School which deket grandma's house, another thing that made me interested to enter Broccoli High School at that time was "Can nebeng temen." Because I belong to a rare species that has the Latin name Humanius Bego'us Nyasarus (Bego Man ' Who Often Nysasar ) dapet tebengan is the most beautiful gift I have ever had. There used to be one Junior High School who registered there too, and I used to pick him up at Junior High School, but the shucks didn't even pass the entrance exam.

Uh, not even the school actually deket really, walk can, I guess I have to ride the vehicle first, I'm lucky.

And on the first day I took a test to get into broccoli High School, everything went well. Most of the time it was about psychology and reasoning, and I got a pretty good score that day.

I don't know why there are so many psychological tests. One of them is the tree drawing test. All participants, mostly men and women teenagers who are almost adults, are given orders to draw trees, whatever the tree, the important tree and its roots. At that time I drew a banyan tree, because in SD I have an old banyan tree, as simple as that.

But it turns out that the assessment is not based on how good the participants' drawing skills are but how the roots of the tree are drawn. For participants who draw trees with large root size, meaning that his brain is loose, often thought of a dirty slob, and .. yes, know how the shape of the tree roots banyan. -_-.

After going through many tests and suffering for a few days, I arrived at the moment where all the participants' scores were displayed on a huge projector, he said, and I swear that time was really embarrassed because I thought that my grades were the ugliest. But the magic is, I'm ranked 250th out of five hundred students, right in the middle. When I entered my name into the IPS major, out of 100 students, I ranked 99. I'm so grateful because there's one person who's more bego' than me. Happiness enveloped when I found out that, I was accepted at Broccoli High School.

Activities hazing at Broccoli High School where I list the same as hazing in SMA in general. Ask to make strange attributes, make nameplate necklaces, birthday hats and others. Of all that, which makes confused and sprains are, the participants were told to bring objects that should be around us and easy to pick up but even so the opposite was because the seniors were pretentious and giving codes - kayak girl codes alay asked to be shot with his idol guy. For example, if "The night cooler" that means salt of the kitchen . "Orange in brown" it means Turmeric, "The widow who was hanged" it means eggplant and so on. Of the many codes, unfortunately there is no code "Yellow floating." I really want to bring that thing.

The most fun for a lot of people is the male jury show, but I'm the opposite. I like the same thing as jurit malem, because I am afraid of ghosts.

One day I read and instantly my body was trembling because I was squirming something scary. After I went to the house it was my own face. I have never had a mystical experience, but I am afraid of the same name as ghosts even though they have never squirmed.

For male jurit, everyone in the group, each group consists of three people. If not wrong in that night there were only fifteen groups, others followed in the next day because of the number of students who mostly.

I happened to get a group of 10 with Flowers and Adit.

Half an hour since the jurit malemnya began, my group still stay at the starting point, while the other group has been traveling to the posts to meet all the challenges of the senior. Flowers are one of the many beautiful girls who are accepted in this High School. In the past, according to the news that spread, he had a hobby of singing, his voice soft, can make men - men so stone. It turns out that he really, he has a passion in music until now.

Then Adit , used to be one of the SSB (School Football) students in the city of pepper who had won several times in various championships, including the fireball championship. I don't know, Adit's a little weird.

Completely, one has a weak golden voice and the other is a pure guy who plays football, while I am a combination of both. 10% pure men and the rest.

At that time, from his face, it seemed that Adit wanted to rush around, his face was like a person who wanted to defecate. While Bunga and I were sitting on the grass, talking about the Harry Potter films, he also followed the film.

We spend a long time talking about movies and accidentally make Adit Kels because he really wants to go around school, adventure, go to the post - challenge post, really man. I myself do not have the spirit to do the activity, fortunately there are flowers that are not sure to sit in the field.

"Why don't you want to walk? yuk started traveling, it's been half an hour." Adit said, he squirmed his hours, but it was dark and clear - obviously if the watch he wore had no illumination, it seemed that he was wrong because of the wrong behavior - because of emotions.

"Yuk, yan, ntar Bunga also stands when you stand."

Adit ngajak me. I just diem and impressed not care what he said, because I agree with Flowers.

"Jude, if you're still walking, I'm going to the toilet first." Adit said again and went straight to the toilet.

The wind blows, my hair that was quite strong at that time was waving in the middle of the malem wind. I was sitting together with my new friend at that time, Bunga.

The atmosphere at the time was like that in Korean films, and I felt like Limin Ho.

"Riyan, have you ever not?" Flowers arrive - nanya arrives.

"What?"

"Never, fear of losing someone, but never walk together. Feel afraid of losing, but have never been shot with him, fearing to lose , even though it is just ordinary. Never have?" Suddenly the flowers.

I think at that time he again likes people but the person he likes is still indifferent to him.

"So far no yes, don't know in the future." I said, squirming the sky.

"Gue again ngrasain kayak that, yan, I swear not very good." Flower narik breath rather dalem.

"Oh ... " I'm still staring at the sky.

"Trus if one day you ngrasain what I'm rasain now, you will do, yan?" Flowers continue nanya.

Though I wish with me "Oh." doang, doang, will make him stop talking apparently did not stop there vow it feels really awkward when it arrives - there are people who talk a long time - long time.

"I don't know, because I've never done it." I said.

"Yes too, you haven't done it yet. " The flower smiles. "Lagian.. love does not have to have right, we can not maxain the people we like to like to us too." Further.

I don't know why he suddenly talks about love, I can't guess the direction.

"I don't think so, nga. I think that love should have, if you can't have the person you love, just fall in love with someone else. Even though the feelings we have planted are sick, at least we do not hurt others, can he be disturbed by the love we have, sincerity in the heart no one knows, right? He probably doesn't know that you're being sincere to him." I answered while looking at the sky.

"Well, can you do that, Yan? I never knew about that. " Smile flower.

"We may fall in love over and over again before we find the real one." I said.

Seriate...