It's Not Sleep That Makes Me Dream, But You
Chapter 28: New Year's Eve

"I don't think you're expecting too much!"

"Either, even if you say so, my heart still remains in him, I can't feel my feelings for him." I said as I continued to step my feet.

"Kalo lo keep this up, can't move on, you're going to torture with jealousy when you see her with her boyfriend."

"..." - ".I'm speechless.     Adit's words just now are real. But there's no harm if I still ngarep to be able to reciprocate with Olivia despite knowing the risk of feeling jealous if she squirms with her boyfriend. Let me ah, I have no problem even though life falls in love with Oliva and the jealous rage continues to be like this. We can't choose who to fall in love with, but if you move on, that's a choice. And I don't think my problem is this, Adit who doesn't know the beauty of falling in love with Olivia, so he said that.

My feet pinch a puddle of water on the asphalt, the water is slightly audible, the water splashes in all directions.

Me and Adit are on their way home. A few moments after the test, I went straight out of the library to go straight home. Pas nyampe school gate we meet and finally go home together.

We'll take Oliva to be picked up by Rangga, his girlfriend. And at that moment Adit realized that I was jealous, he knew from my gloomy face. I'm not saying I'm jealous, but he knows. Sensitize, because we're pretty tight.

At the moment Adit still wears a sports uniform and I wear an OSIS uniform. You should use OSIS, because after the marathon event there are still lessons in the last hour, before entering the last lesson there is also a break hour that should be used for bathing and changing uniforms. But Adit instead did not change uniforms, he wore sports uniforms after the last lesson. Stamp in reprimand teacher anyway earlier, but yes Adit just relax. He is a typical person who is relaxed in all situations.

"Soften, because of your feelings to him, you so easily feel hurt, even you just cry in the new year's mallem. And that makes you not among us is it fitting fireworks together?" Adit continued it like that.

"Lo know where I come from… "

I was silent, not finishing my words after realizing something. Hmm. must be Flower story to Adit. Bunga sempet realized that I cry right I stand next to him. Flower bucket, he must have told Adit and they both must have talked a lot about me. I hope Adit doesn't tell too much about my relationship with Olivia to Bunga. Yes, though it might be an impossible hope.

Bener said Adit, pas malem new year I was not among the four of them for fireworks, welcome the turn of the year. At that time, when the flower asked why I cry, I replied that I did not have a papa, trying hard despite abis ngerasain jealousy so dalem abis squirming people I like almost kiss the same other guy. I swear it doesn't taste so good.

Abis, a little while later Adit and the others came, join me and Bunga in the front yard of the house. Then, I decided to go to their bedroom, the goal was to calm myself because I was heartbroken.

At that time, in my room, I just fell asleep on the ceiling. Sometimes blindfolded with the arm of the hand trying to stop the flow of tears that flow slowly but I do not want it. I don't want to shed tears, but my tears come out automatically. I am jealous, my heart is heavy, my feelings are not good. In the dark room, I lay alone enjoying the heartache. That night, I became a broken-hearted teenager.

For God's sake I don't mourn the turmoil throughout the mallem, I don't cry bitterly throughout the mallem, just bentar doang, the rest I overslept and woke up again around two o'clock mallem, and the fireworks show is over. Damn it I missed the main agenda at the new year mall. Temen-temen nobody woke me because they were preoccupied playing and forgot if there was me, kampret emang, just realized that I did not have the firework pasinya abis. I skipped the new year's mall with a slumber in the room.

"The flower that talks to me." Said Adit.

"Yes, I guessed." I looked at Adit who stepped in tandem with me, "Don't think I cry in the room along the mallem yeah, I just cry for a while, the rest fall asleep."

"Haha.." Adit laughed. The students who also walked home, who were among us some noticed us, because Adit who suddenly laughed was not clear.

"Whispering, seeing what shameless people?"

Adit slowly stopped laughing, "The funny part is that you cry because of jealousy." Adit laughed a little, "Cowok who rarely talked and impressed cool like lo, crying because of love is really shit, haha.." Continue.

Udahlah, do not need to be discussed, at that time felt heartache, it is only natural that I feel as sick and selemes at that time.

"By the way... about the ballot box of the chairman of OSIS, how do you think?" Suddenly Adit moved on the topic.

"What?" Ask me while glancing.

"So that's what we're talking about when we run a marathon."

We stopped in front of the crossing area, waiting for the red light.

"How do you think?" I even went back.

"Hemm, I have a guess.." Adit held his chin looking hard thinking, "There must be someone who added the contents of his voice box."

"Who?" Ask me.

"I don't know, I don't want to come from the accuser."

It turns out that we have different thoughts regarding this case. There's a chance it might happen, but what's the point? if to win one of the candidates is easier with lessin, why added?

"Why increase the number of ballots? isn't cheating easier in lessin? let no one suspect?"

"The goal is not to win the candidate, but to have a re-election." Answer Adit.

Makes sense.

"Can you tell me the details?" I'm curious.

"Gue will be clear after you nyampein your opinion, surely you already have a temporary guess."

"Yes," I answered briefly.

"Clearly try!" Adit.

The twilight sun was beginning to show, removing the cloudiness. I squirm katas, towards the twilight light that burst through the cloud. The traffic light is on in the red part, the vehicle stops instantly, we start to move on.

Seriate…