It's Not Sleep That Makes Me Dream, But You
Chapter 35: Late to Realize

The faint sound of fanfare from the students who are eagerly preparing to welcome the anniversary of school has not been heard again from the school warehouse, but it was a whimper until here you know, maybe already many who came home. After all, the day is also getting late.

I and Jane who had been almost about two hours more secluded in the middle of the school warehouse began to fatigue because abis broke the door as hard as he could, tired.

My stomach is lacer, because the air around me feels hot and stuffy, I get thirsty. Neither Jane nor I, no one brought a drink. Swallowing saliva is a way to wet a dry throat and it's been my practice repeatedly over here. Similarly, Jane, the throat often moves swallowing something.

"Crazy' I'm so thirsty!" L said.

"Sama, I too."

The two of us who sit next to each other at the door complain with the thirst that we again feel.

We sit on the floor with a lot of dust, do not care about the condition of our pants and clothes are dirty. I straightened my legs, and so did Jane.

Because we are tired, our energy has not gathered to talk about something as a breaker of silence.

Silence hangs in the air. I can hear the breath of Jane who is still tired, sometimes he dyed dryet on his face with the end of the shirt he wore. I can smell the perfume Jane wears, the smell of jasmine.

I swiped the phone screen, unlocked the screen by wiping it. Five o'clock less. I'm getting resigned, surrender if we will be stuck here until the mall or even until tomorrow morning. Hope that the ghost of a girl in OSIS uniform and red-eyed will not appear later, amit-amit.

"Riyan, by the way.." Jane seemed to start a conversation.

"What?"

"Lo's Adit's friend, right?" Ask Jane.

"Yes, why?" Ask I.

Jane fell silent while writhing both ends of her shoes. Continuously, he curled both of his horns with the position of his legs bent.

I followed him because he was rem and did not continue the topic about Adit. Noticing Jane hugging her legs like that, I felt there was something between her and Adit, because after calling Adit's name she was like that.

"Gue wants to tell me something about him." Say Jane in a serious tone.

I squirm towards Jane, preparing to hear her story carefully. A moment later, Jane straightened her legs, now we're both together.

"What happened to Adit?"

"Lo must know that he likes me. Because you're definitely the temen confiding in him, aren't you?"

I nodded in wisdom, "Yes, he told me. And you must know about Adit's feelings when he gives you pictures of his work, right?"

Jane shakes. He's been on the dib for a while.

We both speak in a voice that is not so loud, so our voice does not create an echo. The conditions were completely quiet, nothing but the voices of me and Jane.

"Lha, continues? Don't-don't.." I cut.

"Yes, I knew he liked me a long time ago, but I tried to ignore him because I didn't have any taste for him at all, so I'm just herein."

Cassian. So, basically, Adit has been rejected from the beginning.

"So, what do you want to tell me?" I try to drag the topic to the main point to go nowhere. "What is that just doang?"

Jane shook her head again, "No, there's something else."

"What?"

"Why do I feel guilty for Adit who is still in my heart." Reveal it.

"What problem?" Ask me again.

"So gini the story.." Jane started telling the story.

I'm confused why just because Adit took to the bookstore could make him feel guilty. But when my brain wonders, he then explains it all.

So, Gini, after Adit saw Jane's picture of her work, which finally made Adit disappointed because according to Jane Adit's usual work, a few days later Jane ngajak Adit to meet in the city park.

"Well?" Ask me.

"Gue told him to let me go to the bookstore."

Jane stared at her knees in silence after answering.

"why are you taking him?" I'm confused.

Jane diem for a while before finally saying, "My wish, anyway, actually just want to apologize to him and hope we can get along well afterwards…"

My back suddenly pegeled. I moved the position alone, I nyender ngadep to Jane so that I feel good about the story.

"Ups, sorry, pegel…"

Jane's eyes glanced at me rather sharply, maybe the story sprains into pieces because I moved to a sitting position. Shortly thereafter, he continued the story.

"I want to be good friends with him, his ales because he is already a list of musical exkul, surely in the future we will often practice together. Yes, of course I do not want diem-dieman with one member exkul. Yeah though I don't know what musical instrument he's holding, anyway…"

"Absolutely can't maen her musical instrument. Sorry I cut it." I cut the talk before Jane finished it.

"Yes, is it?"

"To my knowledge, anyway, that child emang absolutely can not maen musical instruments. She's into music because she has a crush on you."

Jane remained silent.

"And you must be aware of that, right?" Ask me.

"Yes, but I think I realized that too late. I realized he had a crush on me after we finished the bookstore. You know, at that time mending I do not need to invite him to go just two because the more make him baper, because I already have a crush on others first." Jane looked at me.

"So, you feel guilty about Adit?"

Jane nodded. "So I even give hope to him no, anyway?"

"It can be." I said short.

"Gue felt guilty because at that time my heart was owned by someone else,yan."

I stared at the twilight sky from inside the school shed through the glass tile in the top corner of my head. In fact, in my opinion, Jane does not need to feel guilty anyway, in this case, Adit is too hopeful on Jane without knowing the situation first.

I daydreamed and finally realized that we have to get out of here. I and Jane got carried away, engrossed in conversation until we almost forgot that we were locked in the school warehouse.

Time has passed long enough, I'm sure Bunga and the others have gone home. I went straight to Cape, and called Bunga.

Unfortunately, it was not lifted. I tried it repeatedly, but it was not lifted. I don't think they're home yet, though.

I tried to call Adit, the phone is not active. He must have been busy drawing until he forgot the time.

Batre hape I single 20% and already appeared notif "weak batre." At that time, I remembered one name that I might be able to call for help, namely Nadia.

As for me, just on the way to here, I was looking for Nadia among the students who walked in the classroom corridor. I hope he hasn't come home yet. Hopefully, I will contact Nadia.

"Hello, what's up, yan?"

No need to wait for long, Nadia immediately picked up my phone, making me instantly smile.

Seriate…