
***
I realize what happened. My world seems to have been destroyed. I've been discouraged. Eril is evil, I did not expect eril to do it, but I did not dare to tell anyone. I could only cry in the bathroom. Crying as much as possible.
"what's sania?" olivia knocked on the bathroom door. I opened the door for him.
With a puffy face I could only look down and cry on her shoulder. Olivia was confused.
" what's been going on? did eril hurt you?"
I'm crying more and more. Olivia asked me to sit in the mattress .
"calm your mind sania,ayo tell me, what happened?
I just shook my head.
"has Eril been rude to you?" olivia kept asking but I kept crying
"alright, if you don't want a story.satisfy yourself crying.eril brash, can he leave a girl in a state of crying like this" Olivia muttered
"you take it easy sania I'll ask agus to solve this problem"
Olivia who was talking from earlier was seen chatting with Agus on the phone. It turns out that since I was in the bathroom, Eril just left me. while Olivia just arrived alone, her boyfriend is still in the supermarket buying something for us to eat tonight.
***
Since that incident I prefer to be silent.I am no longer a beautiful woman, a cheer, and I feel myself no longer worthy to be called a good woman. I was smashed to pieces just because of a jerk named Eril.
...Eril was fourteenth, so cruel to hurt me. I no longer want to talk to him, even if sometimes he dared to come without the slightest guilt....
Two months passed. I fell back in love. It turned out that falling in love was very easy for me. this time I turned into a dirty woman.I myself am not sure, all my friends are still willing to be friends with me? whynot? I'm in a black world, his name is Jodi.
"honey" jodi called me
"hmmm" I was busy with my makeup.I could only answer it by muttering.
"don't you get tired of our situation like this?" she asked
"bored?"
"why should I be bored?" I asked back
" why do you want to be my girlfriend?" jodi asked back.
" yes, because I love you" I answered still busy with makeup on my face.
"that's not what I meant" he said
" then what?" i asked.
I stopped my activities and began to stare at his face from earlier glaring at me from the bed.
"i mean, why do you want to be my girlfriend when you know I'm not a good person?"
"love has to see it all" I replied
"i don't care as bad as you are, as long as I love you and you love me, I will continue to survive" I explained
"but our relationship is off limits dear" he said again.
...next...