Los Dol (Together With The Ex)
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Because we don't love each other so it's impossible to happen like that. This has been my chance to cover up my disgrace all along. Let me not be touched someday he will get bored and divorce me. Then I will marry the man we both will love each other. It seems like the best option for me. I will accept this marriage even though my heart will always be hurt by betrayal.
As usual despite breaking up with Dani , Dani kept calling me .He asked me how I was doing.
" what are you San?"
" Good "
" thank you"
" there's something I want to tell you!"
" say, what is it? " ask Dani
My voice was held for a moment. I don't think I can tell it.
" what's up San? say it?" Dani's getting curious.
" actually," my voice held back again.
" why.sih you make me curious" insisted Dani
" i'll be married soon to Dani"
" really?" Dani was very surprised.
" why did you arrive to make such a decision? have you been planning this all this time?" reworked
" No Dan. I don't love her. We're betrothed"
" really? why would you accept it if you didn't love her?"
" i had to"
" you still have a chance to leave San, come back here" Dani said
" you know for yourself, it's the last year I went to college.I can't possibly ignore it like last year"
" then we must accept this reality"
" Sania, think back, it's for the good of both of us"
" i'm sorry Dan, I still chose to marry someone else. "
" what if I miss you, while you belong to someone else?"
" you can still call me, my number is still the same"
" may you be happy San with your choice"
" you too, be happy there.we can still be friends right?"
" of course"
That was my last conversation with Dani before my wedding to Riyandi. Although both my parents have set my wedding day but I still roam around wandering in love with my ex. At the last second of my struggle as a non-virgin girl was still communicating with the ex. This time I did not wash instead, I was determined to avenge my heartache on all the former who had decided me first.Especially Holland, this time he was so chasing my pursuit, it was the opposite of me a few years ago. I used to be crazy about Holland now even he who always wanted to meet me .
The news of my marriage was a little secret so that only the big family knew about it while the people around only knew when the yellow janur in front of my house was squeezed on the side of the road. Everyone was very surprised to hear the news of my marriage especially Holland.
" i'm sorry Holland, please don't call me again, tomorrow I'm married. Our relationship is over a long time"
" why did you get married Sania, didn't you say you didn't have a partner yet?"
" i don't have to explain it to you. For sure we have nothing to do anymore. So please don't see me again"
" San San, wait, don't leave me San" cried Holland.
It felt very satisfied after I said that to Holland. Maybe at this time his heart is broken, I am very happy to make his heart disappointed.Dendamku avenged.
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