Los Dol (Together With The Ex)
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" do you want to wait for me?"

" i want to get married soon"

" then marry someone else" Dude sulked.

Dude let go of his embrace. I looked at his serious face.

" are you angry?" much

" you won't wait for me?"

" two years is too long for me"

" are you really impatient?"

" there's a reason I want to get married"

" what is that?" tannya

" you must know what caused it"

" was it because of that night?"

**

That night (a few weeks ago) when Dude played at my boarding house, there was a heavy rain. Making Dude can not go home because the rain is so heavy and lightning continues to strike. Dude finally decided to stay at my hostel. And I almost broke my stronghold again but it didn't happen because the Dude canceled it.

" why?" I asked as the Dude covered my entire body with a blanket.

" no, don't let this happen?"

" yes, why?"

" i'm afraid you're pregnant"

" but I'm not afraid"

" i don't want you to have an abortion if that happens"

" i'm not gonna get pregnant"

" i still don't want to do it"

" why?" I was curious

" i don't want to repeat the past"

" i understand" My mind floated, it turned out that Dude had a bitter mass, her ex-boyfriend had twice had an abortion and ended up dying. Dude didn't want that to happen to me either. I understand too.

" good sleep Sania"

Tonight Dude was with me all night.

**

" I want to be a normal woman, a householder, a husband and child "

" then wait for me"

" two years is a long time de, when you come back maybe I already have a child" Dude can only be quiet after I explain.

" I'm sorry I can't marry you now"

" if we are a match, two years is not a reason to separate us, if God wills that long I am not given a mate and I will choose you"

" i'm sincere if you choose someone else"

Yes, because for two years the Dude was not allowed to marry.

Since that day Dude couldn't see me anymore, he had to go do his job.

...~Entah called my eighteenth girlfriend or friend but friendly that surely Dude never stopped in my life~...

Every month I go home to my father. The result remains the same Father still insists on setting me up with Riyandi.

" When did you turn down your father's request for Sania?"

" Dad didn't realize that the one who made the mistake at the beginning was not me. Why do I keep forcing you"

" Dad how else would Sania?"

" You know that you and the Dude are in a relationship. Get married?" reset dad

" The dude is being sent to the border. I can't possibly marry her, waiting for two new years to come"

" then you have no choice but Riyandi" said the father, and without answering the question my father hurried to leave him in the room.

Honestly, I'm thinking about this father problem a lot. I want to get married but with whom? I don't care who it is, I just want to marry a man who can accept me for who I am with all my flaws. But not Riyandi.

Right now I'm really lonely 'Typically the Dude is always there when I need it. But today really made me feel sad.

I was daydreaming behind my bedroom window. There's so much I think. Suddenly I was surprised to hear Raihan's mother scream. Raihan my neighbor and my friend are currently still in the metropolitan city. Our house was next to each other so clearly I heard her mother screaming out loud.

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