
" Have you been quiet?" moli asked looking at me who was silent while chewing her food.
" i just passed Bams in the kitchen" I replied
" Oh Bams, continues?"
" do you think he's angry?"
" you guys talk?"
" even he avoided not saying a single word"
" you're alone?"
" i'm the same" too"
" well, cold war dong is his name"
" Are Bams angry with me?"
" how do I know. All this time my brother's never told me or asked about you"
" that means he's really mad at me Moli"
" maybe" Moli raised both shoulders.
I feel bad for leaving Bams.
" maybe he's really disappointed with you Sania" Moli said.
" i feel guilty Mol"
" Since parting ways with you, he rarely spoke, he had turned quiet"
" really"
" once my mother wanted to marry her to a woman of mother's choice but she refused, saying she didn't want to get married unless you (Sania) got married first"
" Bams said that?" I can hardly believe what Moli said. Bams really wants to wait for me as promised first.
" yes San, and I always had the intention to wave you to bams but Bams said you've said break up, so mom undoes her intention"
I felt so guilty after listening to Moli's story. What should I do with Bams. I can't possibly ask him back. I no longer deserve him. Bams deserves a girl who is holy and kind.
Moli put down her dinner plate, she finished her meal.
" you spent it?"
Moli nodded her head.
" It's thanks to you Sania, I'm having an appetite after getting support from you"
" i'll get on with my life again. I'll try to be a good wife to Mr. Tri."
" the spirit of Moli"
" should"
After a day with Moli I immediately agreed with my best friend this one. It was not satisfied we met but I had to go home to rest. Tomorrow I have to travel a long way again with the Dude.
Moli seemed to start rising after I stayed, her life started to get excited again. And I have to go back home with another problem.
" I'm leaving tomorrow" I'm talking to my dad
" have you decided on your answer Sania?" ask dad
" about what?"
" received Riyandi's proposal"
" i never thought about marrying her father"
" no need to be quick to answer. I know it's about your feelings, but I hope you find your soul mate soon, whoever it is I'll approve of it on the condition that he can pay off my debt"
" dad was cruel" I left dad in the room. Talking to my dad is boring. You're right, it's about my feelings. If I don't love Riyandi why should I accept his proposal. If I find my love on the condition that I can repay my father's debt, it's also wrong. Aaakkkhhhh why the hell is my life this complicated. I almost screamed in the middle of the night.
I had my backpack ready in the morning waiting for the Dude.
" Picked up the kid again?" ask my dad
" His name is Dad's Dude"
" Who are you?"
" Friend of Sania"
" get married"
" He's just a friend well, there's no feeling for Sania, so is Sania"
" Dad's stressed because of daddy's debt"
" Sania too"
Dad looked sad but I couldn't do anything. Where do I get as much money as dad owes.
" i left first well, Jude's been waiting outside" I said goodbye to my father
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