Los Dol (Together With The Ex)
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Here are my clothes that I tried and took off again. I was confused what clothes to wear. I've never bothered this. All my clothes in the closet are messy, my hair has also started to fall apart, I repeatedly tied it up and uncoated it..Aahh I have to look beautiful in front of Holland tonight. I want Holland to look at me with a different look, I want Holland to feel sorry for letting me go. Holland finally arrived in front of my house.

" you are so beautiful Sania!" Holland did not stop looking at me who was standing in front of him.

" you can" I humbled, my smile adding to the admiration of Holland's mouth

" i'm sorry I let you go Sania" she said

That's what I'm waiting for the word that comes out of Holland's mouth.

" forget that, where are we going now?" much

" somewhere come with me" Holland rode his big bike and I got on it.

" what do you want to eat?" Holland invited me to dinner. This is the first time Holland has invited me to dinner, during his first courtship, he was too shy to take me to a crowded place that has never been visited.He spends more time in his barrel. And she prefers elsa over me.

" choose what you want?" Holland offers a menu

" i'm the one" I pointed to the one food I like.

Holland ordered our food immediately.

" Sania, may I say something"

" of course"

" can we make up?"

" do you think we're fighting now?" I asked back

" i mean, can we be like.before again?"

" with you again?" ask me again

" yes, like 4 years ago"

" you always ask back San?. "

" because I'm not sure" I replied

" haven't I ever said break up. You're the one who left me. I've never let you go completely."

" i thought you'd be happy with Elsa after I left"

" you're wrong San, I'm with Elsa right there's no relationship we're just friends."

" so you think I've been wrong all this time, I've left you, I've misunderstood myself."

" that's not it. I was wrong too, I let you go, all this time I was just a loser. I can only see you being happy with someone else from a distance without being able to snatch it.

" We don't have to talk about it anymore. forget the past. I just want to live in the present"

" what about us?"

" tomorrow I have to go back to the capital, I can't be with you as a girlfriend"

" i can wait for you San until we really step into a more serious stage"

" we'll see later"

" i'll call you often"

" it's up to you"

I purposely did not tell Holland that I would soon be married off to someone else. I want to feel loved by the person I once loved once again . I want to take my revenge on Holland, I want him to feel how painful it is to be betrayed by a loved one.Let's now Holland thinks that I still want to accept it. And at that time I will avenge it.

Tonight was probably the most beautiful night for Holland because I hadn't hugged him from behind for a long time, and it was too cold tonight when the bike was speeding over the tarmac. I tightened that hug. Holland is still as warm as ever. He held my hand tightly. We finally separated tonight.

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