Love Among Family Hostility
Regretting

Sinta arrived at the Dirgantara residence. Without waiting for Eleena to get out of the car, Sinta first entered the house. Go inside the room and slam the door of his room strong.

Sinta looked around her room, there was a bright red color in Sinta's eyes. Anger can still be felt inside the woman.

"Arrrgggghhhh!" Sinta screams. He hit the dressing table hard. Slamming the items on it, even the woman also messed with blankets, pillows and bed linen.

The woman screamed, smashing things around her room. Meeting Rama and fighting back with the man shook Sinta. He never expected that he would come back into a great fight with Rama like this.

As Sinta recalls, she was this angry with Rama when the man married another woman even though at that time Sinta's position was still the legitimate wife of Rama. They have not officially divorced but Rama has betrayed him. Cheating, betraying, lying, hurting, has done many things Rama did to Sinta.

"I hate Rama...." Sinta cried, leaning her body against the wall of the room. The woman was crying.

A quarrel with Rama on the Eleena campus, severely injures Sinta. He was never this angry at anyone other than Rama. Both then and now. Rama had greatly disappointed Sinta and Sinta thought the man had changed. The thing that the man said at the chapter stop he had fought for Sinta, Sinta was a lie.

Rama's assessment of Eleena and her family never changed. Even Sinta was surprised Rama to hate his son also just because of his hatred for Arjuna. But that has absolutely nothing to do with it.

Rama's words to Eleena were never imagined by Sinta. He never expected that anyone would say such an evil phrase to his only child.

"I hate.." - Sinta, still crying in her room.

That woman hates. Hate the fact that he used to love the figure of Alrama Aksanta. He hated the truth that he was ready to let go of everything for the sake of being with Rama. Hate the fact that after all the things he had sacrificed, Rama instead chose to leave him and marry another woman. The woman who was not Sinta knew how Rama could know her and where she came from.

Sinta stood up, with her face still wet and eyes still flushed red from crying, the woman walked over to the big closet in her house. The woman opened the closet, ruffled her pile of clothes to find something.

Until finally Sinta's hand found something. Sinta roughly pulled the thing from the sidelines of her pile of clothes. With eyes still shedding tears, Sinta wet the shabby photo paper.

Sinta's body was squeezing, she was sitting on the floor. It was the only memory of Rama that he had. Their wedding photos. Simple, but so beautiful. As he and Rama escape from their homes in order to have each other. Their marriage took place only in a religious court, without celebration but it was a day that Sinta never thought she could be so happy in her life.

The photo is proof that Sinta was once a very important person in Rama's life before he was thrown away for a mistake he never made.

Sinta squeezed the photo paper strongly, beating her tight chest from enduring such a deep pain.

If there was any question about what Sinta regretted the most, she would loudly say the thing she regretted the most was meeting with Rama. Get to know the Aksanta family, get in touch with them and fall in love with men as bad as Rama. All of these things are very regretful Sinta.

If only he had never met Rama, maybe the problems in Sinta's life would not be this much now. Sinta, sorry to ever love Rama. He regretted, once married to the figure of Alrama Aksanta.

...***...

Rama threw Vishnu's hand violently almost made the boy fall to the floor if he did not balance the body. The sharp and cold gaze of Rama directly pierced Vishnu as the man looked towards Rama's hazel iris.

Rama's jaw trembled, his face so resolute and creepy. Rama is scary for Vishnu, but Rama in recent days like a ghost figure for Vishnu. He was not even able to just look at Rama for a long time. Rama's gaze seemed to want to kill Vishnu right now.

"I don't care how you end a relationship with that girl. All I want is to hear tomorrow that you broke up with him. Soon, there is no relationship with the Aergantara child. He's despicable, like his father!"

After blurting out that sentence, Rama left there without any guilt. He left Vishnu who was still bowing his head in fear of him. Rama went into his room, slamming firmly on the door until his voice echoed throughout the house.

Rama hit the door of his room, flapping his hands firmly channeling all the emotions there. The man closed his eyes trying to calm down, but in fact he remembered what happened on his son's campus.

Great quarrel with Sinta after a long time and it is because of Eleena Safira Dirgantara and also her son—Vishnu Son of Aksanta.

"Aarggghhh!" Rama hit the walls of the room repeatedly, until his handbooks blushed and bled. He did that until he felt that his hand had lost its flavor.

Rama sat on the floor with hunting breath. He closed his eyes for a moment, normalizing his breath and also the emotions that had peaked since earlier. The man took a slow breath and threw it away.

Rama opened his eyes slowly and the first thing he saw was a picture frame containing a picture of Sinta wearing a white wedding dress with a big smile and a row of white teeth. The photo became Rama's favorite photo, both then and now. Although it is a photo of Rama and not too colorful because it was taken 20 years ago, but it's okay, Rama likes to look at it.

But, this time Rama did not look happy at the photo, instead the look of anger returned again in his eyes when he saw the photo of Sinta with a big smile.

"If the Sinta I used to know is still the same, maybe it will not be like gini" said Rama slowly.

In fact, there is a little regret in Rama's heart seeing the photo. When Sinta said that she will always love and belong to Rama, but in fact the woman married Arjuna. The man whom Rama hated. Not without reason Rama hates it but that reason always makes Rama feel hurt every time he remembers it.

Rama never regretted having met Sinta and had fallen in love with the woman despite being lied to. But, Rama regretted why he had to get to the stage of marriage with Sinta. Their marriage lasted only three months without any continuation and it ended due to misunderstanding.

...***...

Vishnu answered the incoming call from his phone. Tonight like this Eleena called the man. Vishnu stuck his phone in his ear, greeting Eleena across there.

"It turns out your relationship is just as crazy as I thought." Instead of replying to Vishnu's greeting, Eleena immediately opened the topic of his conversation.

"A long time I never squirm Mother angry is the same person, but when Mommy meets bokap lo, Mommy really changed. I never thought that my Mother could be angry too, let alone the same bokap lo who in fact is not too close to Mother."

"Their relationship in the past must have been deep, El."

"Yes. The conflict is deep as well, until just met I can already believe this."

"Lo nyokap lo same bokap me, have a special relationship like how yes in the past." Vishnu said while thinking about everything that happened on campus after he dropped out of class and met Sinta. Intention to exchange news with Sinta instead watched a free drama made by her father and her lover's mother.

"Wis, there's something I want to point out. I'll send it first." Eleena sent something to her roomchat with Vishnu. "Udah. Check it."

Vishnu hurriedly checked the incoming message from Eleena. With the call still on, Vishnu opened the message. Vishnu widened his eyes as he looked at what Eleena had sent. A shabby photo with young Sinta and Rama in it. It was Rama, very clearly Rama. Vishnu very often saw his father and also photos of his youth so there is no way Vishnu wrongly saw. The man in this shabby photo is really Rama and the woman next to him must be Sinta. There is no way Meethila, because the wedding of Meethila and Rama is quite luxurious not as simple as the background of the photo.

"That's what I got in Mother's closet. I didn't think there was anything surprising in my mother's room. I don't think that photo could be the answer to all of this. Because honestly, I am still confused and afraid to claim that it's the same Mother as Mr. Rama. In that case, the old photo, and it could not be them because the photo is already blurry" continued Eleena.

"If my advice is Wis, find something in your bokap room. Maybe you'll meet all these bright spots," added Eleena.

"That's it later. For sure now we have to prepare for tomorrow," retorted Vishnu.

"Who do what?"

"Gue's gonna break up tomorrow. Papa has done so much, he—"

Call was interrupted for no reason. And Eleena in her room was full of confusion staring at the screen of her cellphone which is no longer connected to chat with Vishnu. On the one hand Eleena is very confused by all the irregularities in her family that are still related to the Aksanta family. But on the other hand there is a sense of sadness tucked in at the end there because it must accept the fact that his relationship with Vishnu will stay a moment's memory.

This was the thing that Eleena wasn't supposed to be waiting for in tears right now.