Love As Dosed?
Yasmin Confession

Malvin didn't know what to react to seeing the woman he had to admit he missed so much. Inwardly told her to run and hug the woman, however, her ego strictly forbade. As a result, he could not do or react to anything other than silence.

"Hi" said Angel with a sweet smile.

The smile that made Malvin's heart seem to be squeezed strong. Pain when remembering the problems they are facing, a reality that makes him want to run.

Malvin turned his face at a glance in order to regulate his sudden emotional rise. After feeling quite improved the man then nodded to respond.

"Can we talk for a minute?" ask Yasmin carefully.

To be honest Malvin wanted to say no and just walked away, but he was afraid to regret his stupidity when he chose to leave. So with a little force, the man finally nodded.

"Follow me!" malvin led the way. Without protesting Yasmin then tailed behind the man.

To be honest Yasmin was a little unexpected that Malvin would take her to the rooftop, meaning they just wanted to chat for a while. Shouldn't a cafe be the best choice? Then why did this man even bring her here?

"Why come here?"

Finally after a long silence, Yasmin opened her voice.

Malvin chuckles cynically. "Let's say we need to yell at each other, no one's snoring."

"Huh?"

Malvin simply responded by shrugging both his shoulders simultaneously.

Silent. There was no conversation going on between them, both of them were busy with their respective thoughts.

"Lo how are you?"

Malvin nodded. "As it looks."

"I think I came very late, yes, to make you like this?"

This time the man nodded. "If I'm honest, I don't know. Because I was sick yesterday I was hoping you would meet me, take care of me, or just look. But what I hope is not sameness, disappointed anyway, but want how again. Like our relationship is not that good for you to need to take time for me."

"Sorry, make it all. First because I have lied to you, and the second is sorry because it has made you more disappointed. Sorry for my selfishness."

Malvin shakes no problem. "It's my base who's been selfish a few times."

"Vin," called Yasmin, "lo good people and good men like you shouldn't get someone like me."

Malvin snorted cynically. "Basi," he commented sarcastically, "lo if you want to refuse me this is not the way, if you do not like to say do not like. Not pretending that I'm too good for you. I don't like it."

"That means our base doesn't fit, Vin?"

Malvin clenched his palm tightly. His emotions went back up. "Lo actually came here to do what the hell? If you just want to give me a trite reason, I don't think you should find me. Because there are even lo open my wounds that have not even healed properly."

"Gue wants to give me a reason why I'm like this. At first I didn't need to know, but Saga found me. He discovered it when you were sick yesterday, but I still need to think long for you. I need the courage to talk this into you." Yasmin sighed with a distant look, "I must admit it's not hard to fall in love with you, Vin. With your personality and all that you have in yourself, obviously make any woman easy to fall in love with you. This happens to me too. The longer I know you, the more I fall in love with everything you have. Despite the fact that you sometimes mutebelin. But you're the kind who's a bit of a girl, and I love that."

"If you like me too, why are you like this?" malvin didn't understand.

"Gue has a reason."

"Because of our age?" guess Malvin sounded unsure, "age just number. You never see the news? There are even grandmothers who married brondong. It's not like our gap year is that much, it's only six years right? Not ten years." He then remembered something suddenly, "because of the adek lo?"

"No. Ailee, no problem. She already has a boyfriend, just two days ago."

"Keep why?"

"After marriage, how many children do you want to have?" yasmin asked suddenly.

Malvin doesn't get it because of Yasmin's question, which he thinks is sudden. He had trouble answering because he was worried that the question he asked was a trick question. So he must remain calm and careful.

"Gue's? I depend on my wife later. I'm an only child, it feels ignored it's not good, let alone our own parents."

A relieved expression Yasmin could not hide.

"So I'm calling you. It depends how much. Only if I have at least two?"

Yasmin's expression of relief instantly disappeared. His feelings were suddenly nervous and also agitated. It all seemed to fit the prediction at the beginning. Gosh, why is he so stupid that Malvin doesn't want a kid.

"Yasmine?" call Malvin carefully. His hand waved in front of Yasmin's face, intent on breaking the woman's daydream.

"Huh?"

"Why?" malvin asked, "i got it wrong, didn't I?" his expression changed in worry.

Trying to keep smiling, Yasmin shook her head.

"But it looks like it is."

"No, Vin, what you said is not wrong."

Malvin still looks unsure. "Let's know me, Yas!"

Yasmin shook her head with a cry-restrained expression. Both of the women's eyes were red. "Gue can't."

Malvin panic. "Hey, why?" his palms touched the woman's cheeks, "Yes, look at me! What's really going on? Why are you like this? Tell me, if you do this we will not find a solution."

"Yes, I'm not sure you're here so we can scream at each other, let's be equally relieved. Not to see lo nangis gini. Wh why? Tell me."

Yasmin unraveled her embrace. "Gue can't love your offspring, Vin, sorry. If we get married, I can't love your son, the reason why I chose to leave is because of this. I was too selfish for fear of staying after you knew my condition, so I left. Sorry."

Malvin. His face looks surprised. He was even at a loss for words to respond. It's been predicted Yasmin, he's not surprised.

"Now you know the reason why I'm like this?"

"But..."

"Gue hope you are happy after this, yes, you should get a better person than me. I said goodbye," said Yasmin with a smile.

Malvin's still sculpting. He was still too shocked, to be confused how. He was not even aware of when Yasmin left him. He devotes his own stupidity before finally trying to chase Yasmin, however, it seems like bad luck is on his side. He got an emergency call. While cursing violently he immediately rushed to leave the rooftop.

***

Both Saga and Ayana are only able to put on a face of shock, when they find the arrival of Malvin with his glass face. The couple exchanged glances before finally taking Malvin to the living room.

"Lo why, Vin?" ask Ayana worried.

"Gue fucked up, Na. I'm confused. I don't know what to do."

"Stay, slow down, Vin! Tell me first, what's the matter? I'm the same Mas Saga can't give input if you like this."

Ayana panicked because Malvin did not tell the story and instead cried. All these years, it's the first time he's seen Malvin in this mess. Unable to see it, Ayana immediately approached the man and hugged him. Unconsciously she was crying. This made Saga feel a little uncomfortable.

"Vin," call Ayana carefully.

"Na, why does falling in love have to be this sick anyway?"

"His name must have hurt" said Saga.

Ayana immediately glared sharply when she heard the husband's answer.

"Gue didn't not sympathize but his name fell ill right? Especially falling in love? You're too old for love."

"Mas!" reprimanded Ayana upset, "Malvin is again need support, you do not even make him add down gini is."

"Malvin's a guy."

"Although Malvin guy then he should not cry that because of a broken heart? Your mindset's too big, Mom?"

"I didn't say that. Malvin needs to be made aware of not just support." Saga's view then turns to Malvin, "lo already know?" guess later.

Malvin hesitated. Ayana looked confused.

"Know what?"

"Yasmin's excuse."

"Do you know, Vin?"

Malvin nodded. "Gue knew. My love doesn't clap one hand."

"Isn't that good?"

Malvin silence. He scooped his face in frustration.

"Why the hell?"

Saga sighed while patting Malvin's shoulder. "It's hard to accept, huh, Vin?"

"Obviously this is hard, Bang, I'm an only child. Both my parents had a lot of hope for me. It's not easy, just like most men I want to get offspring from my partner."

"Yes, I've, problem solved."

Malvin looked at Saga furiously. He did not like to see the flat expression on the man's face. Emotions rule over him. Without much thought he immediately grabbed the shirt that Saga was wearing.

"Lo if you can't show your sympathy and empathy, at least don't get into people's problems, Bang!"

Saga got rid of Malvin's hand clutching his shirt, easily. He remained calm and calm. "Sorry, if my words offend. I mean, if it's that hard to accept Yasmin's condition. Means your love to Yasmin is not that big, you can choose to go and move on slowly. Maybe it's not him."

"But I love him and love him, Bang!"

"Love will not be enough if you can not accept his condition."

Malvin silence. Saga's sentence was enough to slap him.

"Gue knew you were in shock, this was also a difficult decision. You can think everything is fine, no need to be rash! For now you may be dissolved in your grief, but out of it you can decide."

"Gue's confused. I can't think, Bang."

Saga nodded in understanding. "Gue didn't ask you to make a decision right now, did you?"

Malvin silence. Saga and Ayana take turns. The man let out a frustrated sigh while leaning his body against the body of the sofa. This decision was too difficult for him.