Love As Dosed?

Love As Dosed?
Everything Will Be Fine


Ayana decided to get out of the IGD room as soon as she finished hearing the husband's explanation, regarding the condition of the Papa. He was angry and disappointed, not only to his mother or husband or brother, but also angry with himself. Who could not know about the condition of the Papa when he was enough with his Papa. He wanted to feel angry, but Ayana did not know who she should be angry with. Is it itself?


Seeing the chaotic face of the wife Saga decided to catch up with Ayana first, rather than preparing to take action against the in-laws. Not wanting to defy responsibility, just the preparation can be done nurse surgical staff and resident doctor who will help him later, while the wife must he himself handle.


"I'm sorry," Saga regretted.


Ayana still remained silent with her blank look.


"Yan," call Saga carefully.


"Why?"


Saga was quite a bit able to breathe a sigh of relief because Ayana was willing to open her voice.


"Papa don't want you to worry."


Ayana immediately sneered. "Not fair. Parents want to know the condition of the child, while the child should not know their condition for reasons not to worry," he said later, "do not want to make worry or deliberately make children seem useless really their purpose?"


"Darling, I can't say that!"


"You too, Mum. Why didn't you tell me?" Ayana desperately held back her crying so as not to fall, "i'm her son, Mas, and I'm your wife. Can you do this to me?"


"Yan, I was wrong too. I'm the doctor who has to keep the patient's orders confidential, because this includes the code of ethics of medicine, you know for yourself. On the other hand, Papa as the in-law asked me to help his daughter-in-law let me not tell you. So I had to follow his orders not to tell you. You know what, right?"


Ayana's tears this time fell without being prevented. "While I understand, I'm still disappointed, Mas. Why are you all so mean to me? I'm his son, Mas, I also deserve to know Papa's condition. Why is it that I am the only one not told? Why?"


"Because you're pregnant, if you know later you're thinking."


"Continue because Papa's condition is like this, you think I'm not even thinking more? You're wrong, Mom, the one I'm thinking about. My brain feels like it's fucked up now, Mom, can't think. Angry, sprained, disappointed, scared, worried, anxious, all in one."


Saga did not comment, all he did was hug his wife. Hope to calm down a little Ayana's feelings.


"I'm sorry, me" he whispered later.


"Why wouldn't that be okay, Mom?" ayana whispered with a trembling voice.


Saga nodded. "Yes, Papa will be fine. I promise, he will be healthy again and gedong our son later."


"I'm scared, Mom."


"No papa, Papa will be fine. You don't stop doing her, do you?"


Ayana nodded while tightening her embrace. It takes a lot of energy to deal with all this.


***


Tama was only able to sigh heavily when she saw Ayana with her pale face and distended stomach. Feeling unbearable, he then decided to approach the sister, who this time chose to keep a distance with himself and the Mama. Before he sat down, he coded Malvin so that the man would give him space with his sister.


"Na, are you still angry?" tama asked carefully, after the man sat down.


Silent. There's no answer.


Tama took a breath back. "Home, huh?" persuaded later.


Both of Ayana's eyes turned red again, stared at by her brother with a look of anger. "On what basis do you, Bang, dare to evict me?"


"Gue ngusir lo, Na, I only care about your health and your baby-to-be. Cassian she's, coming home, huh? It's malem." It's malem."


Ayana's tears this time fell, her defenses collapsed. "Bang, try if our position is reversed. I know the condition of Papa while lo, not. You think if I told you to go home now, you'd want to?"


This time it was Tama's turn to be silent. Ayana is back.


"Bang, we're both Papa's children, but you can't tell me when you know. I'm alesan why are you like this?"


Breathing came back from Tama's mouth. I don't know how many times the man breathed.


"The answer I love is not enough to make you feel better, Na. So I won't answer. But one thing is certain, if you think we all do not love you just because we choose not to tell you, it means you are wrong. Because just the opposite, we all love the same lo, Na. I, Papa, Mama, Saga. We all love you. Yes, if you don't want to go home now. I won't make it, but you rest huh? Let's take Malvin?"


Ayana shakes.


"Bang," said Malvin, shaking his head, "don't be forced" he whispered later.


Tama sighed and chose to stand up. Malvin sat down next to Ayana.


"Na, thirsty, right? Wanna drink?" bargain Malvin.


Ayana shakes.


"How are your legs? No pegel? What do you want to do?"


"No, Vin, I'm okay. Satisfied? If I need anything, tell me."


"Yes?" ask Malvin to make sure.


"Yes." Yeah."


"We're all really worried, Na. Enough sick dad, you're the same baby don't follow. I'll be sad, will you?"


While crying, Ayana shook her head. "No, I'm not papa. I won't make him sad."


"Yes promise?"


"Yes. Uh, yes, what is doctor Yasmin? Didn't papa just live here?"


"Huh? Yasmin?" Malvin shook his head, "no papa. Safe. He must have understood. I told you once that I'm still the same bokap lo."


"Why don't I, Vin? He'll be all right?"


Malvin nodded and agreed. With a swift movement he pulled Ayana's shoulder to embrace. "Yes, I'm a strong man, Na. Bang Saga is also a great doctor, surely everything will go well. What matters is that you're pregnant, you're pregnant, Na. Don't be confused like your time before getting pregnant." Her hand then stroked Ayana's stomach, "Rest, huh, Na? Kasian dedeknya," he persuaded later.


"Wait for the Saga."


"Once the surgery goes home?"


Ayana nodded to say yes.


"Good job," praised Malvin as he gave his thumbs up.


Long wait finally the door of the operating room opened. Saga came out shortly after.


"Ga, what's your Papa's condition?"


"Alhamdulillah, the operation of the ring installation is smooth, Ma. But for a while enter the ICU first for follow-up observation, later once everything has stabilized then we move to a regular inpatient room."


"Thank you."


Saga then rushed to the wife who is now accompanied by Malvin.


"Thanks, yes, Vin, take care of Yana" Saga said sincerely as she stroked the man's shoulder.


"Ready, Bang, as long as I don't take care of it anyway, no problem." Malvin then turned his head towards Ayana, "the operation has run out, it's time to go home."


"I'd if you wanted to see Papa dare not, Mas?"


Saga sighed. "Tomorrow, huh? It's a shame, you'll sleep it off."


"I want to see Papa first, Mom."


"Udah, Bang, please. Kan lo the doctor in charge, rather than more cranky, bother."


Saga sighed. "Yes, but the promise is to go home?"


Ayana nodded quickly.