Loving My Brother's Fiancee
9. So yourself

"I also want to know your past. Who knows if there will be a woman who will come and hold you accountable" Salwa replied.

"I'm not that sebrengs*k person." Abra snorted small. Salwa just sniffed her shoulders.

Abra looked up at his life. I don't know why he wanted to be Abra not Ibra. Can the man be selfish to be himself today? He just wanted to tell me a little about himself. All this time the man had always kept everything by himself.

"I admit, I'm a playboy, but I've never done a free. Many women offer me their bodies for free, but I have no interest in them at all. Reason why? I don't know either."

Exactly, the answer was like Salwa's estimation. If Ibra had been certain she would never have said such a thing because she herself had seen her fiance mingle with another woman.

"Are you gay?" salwa asked pretending to be surprised by distancing her body slightly from Abraham.

"Not only when you talk. I'm still a normal guy. I can also still be tense when I see sexy women, but I have strong self-control so it won't be easy to do things like that."

Salwa re-embraced the body of the man beside her and leaned her head on her shoulder. Both dissolve with their minds. They had the same dream, but the path was different. I don't know if Abra and Salwa can get through it.

"If you have ever been in love?" ask Abra.

"No, I've never been in love" Salwa replied quickly.

"Didn't you love me?" abra asked again, looking at Salwa. He wanted to see the woman's expression.

"No, I'm with you because of papa's demands. You know for yourself that the papa company is very dependent on you. Papa always forced me to be with you. However, deep down in my deepest heart, I have never had any feelings for you. Moreover, you have made the most fatal mistake and I cannot forgive him."

Abra just fell silent. He himself did not know what mistakes Ibra had made. The man also had no right to be angry with Salwa because he did not know, how much hurt Ibra had given the woman. From what Abra saw Salwa was not a person who would be angry with trivial things. He could see the sadness that was covered in the woman.

Salwa is also a woman who needs a backrest. All this time he always tried to look strong so that people did not oppress him.

"Why silence? Don't you want to ask me why I don't love you when we've been together all this time?"

"No need, even if I know, I can't force someone's feelings because they're all just present, without us wanting and without us knowing."

"You're good at poetry too" Salwa said.

"Why indeed? Does it look weird in your eyes?"

"Not really, I don't think about it much. For me a man must have a strong principle so that later when he is married, he can take care of his wife and children."

"Are you going to marry me even if you don't love me?"

"If God had meant it that way, what could I do? I can only plan, but all God determines. I can only pray, whoever my soul mate is, I hope he can take me to God's paradise. There are too many sins I have committed. I don't want to add to it anymore."

"Isn't that the same as you hurting yourself?"

"Why don't you try to talk to your dad?"

"Will he listen to me? I don't think so, I know Papa's nature. He only wanted to talk to me when discussing company matters as well as my fiancee. The rest is about my feelings, it doesn't matter to him" Salwa replied with a smile even though it was all fake.

Abra takes Salwa around. He knew the woman was not feeling well. It must have been because last night, the guilt grew because he saw the sad face of his brother's fiancee.

"Do you like flowers?" abra asked in their steps.

"Of course I like. Which woman does not like flowers. They are very beautiful and also beautiful. Especially those that smell good."

"What flowers do you like best"

Salwa thought before replying, "Delati and also the lotus flower."

"Why the lotus flower? Said the maintenance guy hard."

"Because I also want to be like the lotus flower, which is always noticed. Lotus flowers also need to be watered so that the water is not dry. A little careless, the plant will die. He needs water, he needs attention too. Unlike other plants watered sufficiently they will definitely grow."

Abra could feel what Salwa felt because she, too, did not feel the affection from childhood. The man seemed to see himself in the figure of a woman. Abra was amazed at Salwa because she could get through everything well. The man alone feels tremendous pain, what about a woman like Salwa.

"Come, we're going to the beach! We forget all the burdens. We had fun today." Salwa pulls Abra's hand towards her car.

The man just complies. He had also given all his men a message not to interrupt today so, the man would use his time for fun, as Salwa had said.

Up next to her car, the woman codes Abra to open the door for her. The man complied and opened the door for his brother's fiancee. To this day, he would forget if Salwa was Ibra's fiancee. That man today will be the real Abra and pretend not to know the woman he is with.

After Salwa sat down, Abra walked to the other side of the car and rode it.

"Darling, stop for a second. I want to buy it" Salwa said, pointing to a peddler on the side of the road.

Abra pulled the car over. Salwa immediately went down and headed for the batagor seller. He really liked that food. When with his father or Ibra, they will scold him because they both do not like the food that is on the side of the road. The reason food is unhealthy.

Salwa ordered two packs of batagor. Abra just kept quiet while looking at him leaning against the body of the car. He did not know what food the woman had ordered. This was the first time he had seen the food.

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