Loving My Husband's Son
Disillusioned

PoV Aldi's

After looking at Nilam's photo for a while, I became so upset and as if it wasn't enough, they sent a waitress to invite me to join their little family for dinner. I'm here still trying to digest what just happened after I left for the past 3 years. My special relationship with Nilam and the fact that she married my Papa and became my stepmother, or the damn fact that she gave me a brother made me so angry.

I scolded the waiter asking him to leave my room. After that, I tried to hold back the anger that was inside me but after an hour or so I felt my body getting so hot. I decided to go to the bathroom and take a cold shower.

I was so shocked when I came out of the bathroom after I finished cooling my body. I saw Nilam Yuniarta Widuri standing at the door of my room and was about to walk out of my room.

"What are you doing here?" My speech.

Nilam suddenly stopped stepping as I asked him. But he didn't say anything for a while and I didn't say anything anymore either. I want him to dare to say the sentence first.

"Sorry, I don't mean to bother you any longer, I'll leave as soon as possible." Nilam.

"I'm sorry?" I shouted very loudly.

At the same time listening to the apology he said also made me more upset.

It was the same word he used three years ago when he cut ties with me. The woman***** in front of me didn't even give me an explanation and all she could say was an apology.

He prepared to leave again by just saying sorry from his mouth. But I don't want to let him go this time. So I threw down the door and stopped him from leaving my room.

"Sorry, sorry, and sorry. You said the same thing 3 years ago when you decided to break up with me and marry the old man. I need an explanation Nilam Yuniarta Widuri." I screamed at him and he froze.

He hasn't said anything yet and he's turned towards me.

'Is he not trying to ignore me?'

"Nilam Yuniarta Widuri's.... You know exactly what I hate most. So don't make me lose my patience." My speech.

He seemed to understand what I meant until he immediately turned towards me. It seems that he has not forgotten what I have hated the most. What surprised me was when he turned to look at me. He seemed to be staring at my body for a while, as if he had lost control of himself by admiring my body.

I actually have to admit that it makes me happy, knowing that I still have charm in front of her, even though it should make me feel disgusted.

"Are you happy to see what you're looking at right now?" It was my words that made him instantly aware, but he immediately turned his eyes away from me.

"I don't know what you're saying. But you should have worn your clothes. You might be cold and not good at talking under such circumstances." Her speech.

"Huh? What exactly are you afraid of?" My speech.

"Huh?" He looked at me with a confused look.

But then I went back to my words.

"Are you afraid of losing your control and falling into my arms? I can understand your body's gesture." My words grinned.

He remained silent and I drew closer to him, and the distance between us grew closer, and then I whispered a few words in his ear.

"I will understand because after all I was the first person to have that relationship with you. I'm the first man to feel your body."

I actually never thought of it as a game and I cherish the moment I did with it like it was a most precious treasure to me. But I would never let him know that.

"I remember that day clearly. But please respect me and please respect me when you talk about it." Her speech.

"Reward you? Do you have the same thoughts as you climbed on top of my Papa's bed and opened your feet, just like you did with the other men who also did with you like an ******."

I couldn't go on after I felt a slap on my face.

"It's enough Aldi. I admit that I did break up with you to marry your Papa. But you can't go too far like this."

After slapping me and after she scolded me, she came out of my room with tears coming down her cheeks.

'I did deliberately say that to hurt him but why then did I feel hurt when I saw him feel hurt?'

He actually deserves that, but I can't believe that even after these few years he can still affect me as much as three years ago. I still can't hurt him or see him hurt.

After that I chose to drink a lot of beer to get myself drunk and then I slept very late at night.

When I woke up the next morning, I felt my head hurt. I went to the bathroom to clean myself, brush my teeth. After that, I then went downstairs, where breakfast was ready. But no one was at the dinner table.

"Aunt Ana, where is everyone?" I asked Aunt Hana who came closer to me to serve me a cup of coffee.

"Oh Great sir is resting in his room. While the Young Madam came out this morning to meet her friend together with the little Lord." Reply Bi Ana.

'Little master?' I said in my heart.

Every time I think about that little boy, it just makes me even more upset.

I honestly don't have any problems with that kid. But the thought of her kept reminding me that Nilam left me for my Papa. I never saw the boy in person. I've only seen his figure from afar. Either way I don't care to meet him or not.

"Aunt Ana, please bring me some medicine to relieve this headache." I said to Aunt Ana.

"Sure Young Master." Reply Aunt Ana.

This fucking headache really drove me crazy. Fortunately, I didn't have to face my Papa and his new family. If not, it'll just give me more headaches.

However, I was curious about who the friend Nilam wanted to meet.

'Whatever, what do I care.' I said in my heart.

I then turned my mind about it. Whoever he's gonna meet, it's none of my business.

But now, how can I live quietly after knowing that she is now my Mama, more precisely my stepmom that I should respect. So now, what should I do next?

Seriate...