Loving My Husband's Son
Want to Believe

PoV Aldi's

When I saw Sarah on the floor and she said that Nilam had pushed her, it made me think. My heart refused to believe that Nilam could do such a thing. But now I don't even know if I should believe him or not.

"That's all a lie. I didn't push him." Shouted Nilam trying to prove his innocence and I think maybe it was just an accident.

I can't believe that even now I still believe whatever Nilam says.

"Aldi is sick." Sarah said in a voice that sounded so painful and made me realize that she was still injured.

I broke up with Sarah a long time ago and now I don't have any feelings left for her. But she never cheated on me like Nilam did. My heart never felt so hurt because I decided to love someone.

My heart was still hurting with all my thoughts as I held Sarah and asked Aunt Ana to call a doctor. I passed by Nilam and walked towards the guest room where I laid Sarah.

My room is so important to me and even all the girls I've dated have never taken me to my room.

Nilam also never entered my room because I always took him to the apartment where it was also the most important room for me.

"This aldi is sick, very sick." Sarah said in tears and I tried my best to keep her calm.

But she just kept holding me and I couldn't push her away, no matter how I wished I could get away from her. I don't know why, but ever since I met Nilam, I've felt the touch of another woman was disgusting. I don't know if it's a curse from Nilam. But I really hate the feeling I have for him.

"Aldi, that woman is really a bad wolf. He almost killed me." Said Sarah.

I cannot say that Nilam is a beast. But to me he's just a stray cat and I love him so much and I still love him so much to this day.

"Aldi you should fire him. He doesn't deserve to work here." Sarah again.

"Nilam is not a waiter here." My speech.

"Then who is he? Why can't you fire him?" Said Sarah.

"Nilam, he is......"

The reality made me so hurt and so hard for me to tell everything. I know what Nilam's status is in this house. But I just can't take it. I can't accept the fact that she married my Papa.

"The aldi....."

Sarah came back to wake me from my thoughts and the moment I was about to speak, our family doctor came into the room. So I don't have to give any explanation to Sarah.

The doctor then began to examine Sarah and it appears she fell which caused her leg to dislocate according to the doctor's remarks. Luckily it's not too serious and Sarah will be fine in a few days.

"He'll be healed in a few days. But he has to rest. I'll give her the medicine she needs for her to take these few days." Doctor's talk.

After that, the doctor left by being escorted by Aunt Ana out. But when I was about to leave, Sarah pulled my clothes.

"Aldi please stay here with me. Don't leave me alone." Sarah said in a sad voice and her face was filled with a wounded expression.

But I don't want to stay there. I just want to meet Nilam. There are a few things I want to say to Nilam right now. There are so many, that I can't count them.

"You'll stay at my house until you're completely healed." I said to Sarah.

"Thank you for your kindness Aldi." Said Sarah.

"No problem, now rest." My reply.

"Hmmm..." Reply Sarah.

He finally took off my clothes and I came out of the room. When I could get out, I sighed, it felt as if I could escape the pressure.

"Well Alex, I get it. I'll meet you outside."

I heard Nilam's voice and it was the same Alex again. He was dressed neatly in white shorts and a t-shirt. He held a bag in his hand and he prepared to leave the house. My hands clenched as I heard her conversation with Alex.

'Are they so close that the man could come here to pick her up directly?' my thinking.

"Wait there, I'll see you." Nilam then ended the call and prepared to leave quickly.

"It's none of your business." The reply.

"What?" My speech.

"Why do you keep interfering with my life? Shouldn't you be looking after your lover?" Her speech.

"Hmmmm. I understand, you must be jealous." My speech. "You're jealous of Sarah, that's why you pushed her down." My words approached her so closely, even so close that there was no distance between us, but she immediately pushed me away.

"So your distance from Aldi and stay away and if you believe that I pushed Sarah, then it's up to you. Trust me with whatever you think I don't care." Her speech.

"...."

"I betrayed your love and you found your love. So let's end it all here."

When she said that, I felt so hurt in my chest. It was a strange feeling, as if she had cut off her relationship with me. We have been broken up for a long time. But then why did I feel the same pain then?

"Stay standing there Nilam. I forbid you to meet with Alex that." My speech.

"Huh, you have no right to forbid me to meet anyone I want to meet. I can only be banned by your Papa. So take care of yourself, my dear."

I can't say if it really hurt me. But actually it hurt me a lot. No matter how I punched the wall, I still could not feel the pain in my hands.

I walked closer to the window, probably because I wanted to see Alex's face. But I was so surprised when I saw a young woman with short hair hugging Nilam and they both looked so close.

"Oh that's Miss Alex who came to pick up Young Madam." Aunt Ana's words instantly awakened me from my thoughts and I immediately turned to look towards Aunt Ana.

"lex? You mean he's Alex?" I asked Aunt Ana confused.

"Yes. She was a little tomboy. But he's a very good friend to Young Madam. They've been out together a lot lately and I think she's also a good woman." Said Aunt Ana again.

I can't believe that the Alex Nilam met was just a woman. I have misjudged it many times, but he never tried to explain everything to me.

'This woman... I mean how many times have I always thought wrongly of him?'

I then saw Nilam who looked happy getting into the car and leaving with Alex.

"I'm so happy to see Young Madam so happy. Ever since he came here, he hasn't been out of the house often, not even with his other friends."

"You mean Lila?" I asked Aunt Ana.

"Yes, I always felt that he was not a good friend to Madam. Moreover, Young Madam had almost miscarried because of her." Reply Aunt Ana.

"Miscarriage?" I'm confused.

"Yes. Young Madam almost miscarried. Fortunately Young Madam could give birth to Little Master, even though Little Master was a premature baby." Said Aunt Ana again.

"Leon is a premature baby?" Ask again.

"Yes, the young Madam gave birth at the age of Little Master only 7 months in her womb."

By the time I heard that Leon was a premature baby, it immediately rang a bell in my mind. If I connected the time that Nilam was pregnant at the last time we met, Leon might just be my son. But he is Papa's son, because he also looks like my Papa.

Right now, there's only one thing I can do. I need to know all the truth. Where the truth is, it can destroy me or even be aware of all my suspicions so far.

"Hello, can you do something for me?" I called a friend of mine suddenly after Aunt Ana left and I asked her to do an errand.

"Well, I'll get it and send it to you as soon as possible."

I ended the call and thought about Leon and Nilam.

Just this once. I want to believe in Nilam. Just once....

Seriate...