Loving My Husband's Son
Drunken

PoV Aldi's

"Him? Who the hell is he?"

I realized when I heard Papa's voice coming from behind me.

I slowly turned around and saw him standing a little distance away from me. I don't really know how much he saw it all. But I don't care about anything anymore, maybe I want her to know that the woman she married is my fiancee or maybe I still don't have to say that. I just want to forget that I once had a wonderful relationship with my Papa's wife.

"What kind of woman do you really want? Do you have a lover?" Ask Papa and I can only snort in annoyance.

"Well even if I had, would that matter to you? You already have a wife, so why don't you let go of mine? Why do you want to know about my choice?" My speech.

"You're my son, so I just want to know about your married life." Her speech.

"Oh come on old man, just think of your own wife and your son. And I'll think of my own life." My speech.

"....."

"Compared to you, I would definitely choose a woman in this city who was my age compared to having a mistress and then having a pedophile marriage." My speech.

"You....."

"I'm sorry, but I don't have time for you. So have fun with your wife and your son." Saying again.

I waved my hand and walked away. But no one could figure out how my heart hurt as I walked upstairs and was about to go to my room.

"Mr Erfandi, lunch is ready."

I felt so hurt when I heard Nilam's voice from downstairs. He was seen holding my Papa and they walked towards the dining room like a happy couple.

"Aldi, you should go downstairs for lunch as well." Papa called out to me and looked at me who was still standing at the top of the stairs.

At that moment I was surprised to see Nilam's eyes which he himself seemed unaware of my presence there.

'Is he ashamed?' I thought in my heart.

I didn't answer Papa's request. I snorted in annoyance and walked away from their sight towards my room.

"A bunch of disgusting traitors." I said in a voice that almost screamed so loudly.

I actually felt that my voice was still too small and I was still thinking even if they could listen to my words earlier, but it turned out that a few seconds after I stepped up, Papa could be heard shouting furiously at me.

"A useless child! How could you speak to your own Papa in such a disrespectful manner? No matter what, I'm still your Papa. Because it's thanking me that you can be in this world...."

And I didn't stay there to listen to his words anymore. He said that I should thank him because I was born into this world.

'But do I really care about it? Wouldn't it be much better if I had never been born into this world?'

What exactly am I thinking? How could a bunch of traitors ruin my life. They're not even worthy and I can fight anyone in this world. I will definitely try to make my life happy alone.

Today I already know how cruel the world was at the time when Papa cheated on Mama with her secretary and caused Mama's death. Mama, she's the one person who loves me the most in this life.

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"Hi handsome, do you want to have fun with me?"

I instantly returned to my consciousness as a woman with thick makeup and sexy clothes stood by my side. He tried to tease me and make me almost forget that I came to this club to look for women who could cheer me up. But this woman beside me is disgusting to me. She wears a perfume that has a very strong aroma and it makes me feel even more disgusted at her.

It is completely different with Nilam always using fruit-scented perfume and no need to wear makeup to make herself more beautiful. Her beauty is natural and I.....

"Damn! What am I thinking?" I said I cursed myself for thinking back to Nilam in my head.

"Hi handsome you look a lot of mind. Come with me and I'll let go of your pain." Said the woman trying to come back to tease me.

The woman tried to touch me, and just as I was about to throw her hand out, suddenly a crazy idea popped into my head.

His smile was as if he had just won a lottery.

I let him show me the way and he took me into a room. I think where he gets a lot of his clients there. When we got there, he pushed me straight up onto the bed and he immediately undressed and all that was left was his underwear. He then made his heavy body sit on top of me.

"It's easy being handsome, I'll make you feel happy." Her speech.

"Then I want to see your abilities." Saying to him.

At that moment I didn't care about anything anymore. Ever since the day I dated Nilam and even after he left, I could never have fun with any woman again. It was as if my body could only react with a touch from him.

But today I don't want that to happen again. I want to get myself off of him. I will make my body react again to other women and not just to her.

I held the body of the woman above me and pushed her up onto the bed. Now he's downstairs and I'm on top of him.

"What if you let me lead?" My speech.

"You're so naughty, my lord." Said me.

"Humm....!!" I heard her voice sounding seductive.

Her strong perfume poked my nose, but I tried to ignore it.

I started trying to touch her body and she started moaning because my touch was just like a cheap woman who was already preparing to have that relationship with me. I want to continue and cross the line. But Nilam couldn't get out of my mind and as the cheap lady's hand tried to get inside my pants, I immediately brushed off his hand and got up away from his smelly body that I could no longer endure.

"But where are you going? We haven't even started yet." Said the cheap lady holding my hand and trying to pull me back towards her body, but I looked at her with an angry look.

"Take your dirty hands off me." My speech.

"What's? But we just...."

"Don't let me repeat my words." I said to him with a deadly look and wasted a lot of money on him.

I don't know how much money that is, but I just want to leave that place.

I walked out of the room, went back to the bar and allowed myself to continue drinking alcohol. I don't care about all the women who are by my side. Just now I was about to have that relationship with another woman, but Nilam was back in my mind.

That damn woman, she really has already influenced me and I can only be fascinated by her. But at the same time, as I thought of her, I felt a pain in my chest.

I really want to forget everything. I got myself drunk and left the club completely drunk. I don't even know how I got home. But when I opened the door to my room, I saw Nilam's figure.

She was seen standing behind the moonlight by the window of my room in her blue evening dress. Within these 3 years, she had even become much more beautiful.

"The aldi...."

Her soft voice immediately sounded seductive in my ears and I realized that I still loved her and I even hallucinated about her.

"You.... Why are you here?" My speech.

"What?" He looks confused.

"Why did you do all that and now you're in my room to destroy me again." My speech.

"Aldi you're drunk." Her speech.

Maybe I was drunk and in this condition, I was hallucinating about someone who had stolen my heart and my breath. She was even more beautiful in my dreams and her pink lips caught my attention and I really wanted to kiss her.

"Aldi, what are you doing?"

"......."

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