
PoV Nilam
The moment I saw Aldi playing with Leon and they looked so familiar to each other made my heart suddenly beat so fast and my heart filled with happiness. Even I can't explain everything, but it's a feeling of relief for me. Of course Aldi still hates me but I'll let him hate me more than he should hate Leon.
"Young Miss, little Master is now asleep in the room." Said Aunt Ana quickly.
After he took Leon from Aldi, he went to take Leon and put him to sleep in his room.
"Thank you Aunt Ana. Lunch is ready, please help me set the table. I'll take Mr. Erfandi to eat." My speech.
"Of course Young Madam." Reply Aunt Ana.
I then took off the apron I used while preparing lunch earlier, and then went to Mr. Erfandi's room, but he wasn't there.
After a while of searching for Mr. Erfandi's whereabouts, I finally found him standing next to the stairs. He seemed to want to go upstairs, but I was confused as to what Mr. Erfandi went there for, as his room and his study were downstairs. While my room is upstairs and he rarely goes there.
"Mr Erfan..." Call me to get his attention.
Mr. Erfandi turned to look at me.
"Mr Erfan, lunch is ready." I said to him and he gave me a warm smile.
"All right, Nilam." The reply.
"Let me help you." I said and I held her hand.
I did it because I was his wife and although I had no feelings of love for him I saw and kept him as a father to me. He probably knew how hard life was for me, so he gave me space and he was so kind to me. All I did was to be nice to him. I don't want to be a problem for her death because of the stroke she had.
"Aldi you should go downstairs for lunch too."
I was so surprised when I heard Mr. Erfandi say when calling Aldi's name and I looked upstairs. I didn't even know that Aldi had seen us since. I know I did the wrong thing. But the moment I looked into his eyes, there I suddenly felt more and more guilty.
"A group of traitors is disgusting."
I heard Aldi's words with his eyes full of hatred and disgust for me. I also felt a strong aura of disappointment and I think I knew why, but I couldn't help it.
"Basic useless child. How can you talk to me in such a disrespectful manner? No matter what, I'm still your Papa. So thank me for being born into this world."
Mr. Erfan shouted, but Aldi ignored him and instead walked away from us. I really hate to see a moment like this, but my hands and everything in my body feel frozen.
"I'm sorry Mr. Erfan. It's all my fault because of me, you and Aldi...."
I tried to apologize for feeling guilty.
"It's okay Nilam. The matter that happened between me and Aldi has nothing to do with you. Even before you came here, we did have some problems and never got along." Said Mr. Erfandi.
Mr. Erfandi seemed to be trying to make me comfortable and now what he said made me remember clearly that Aldi never told me anything about his Papa when we were in contact. I almost believed that Papa Aldi might have died or abandoned him. Even in this way I can still feel the guilt of Mr. Erfandi's pain.
Aldi refused to have lunch with us. So I asked Aunt Ana to take lunch to her room, but Aldi was not there. I don't know where he's going, but I'm starting to worry about him.
All day long there was no sign of Aldi and no one knew where he was.
Night came and the clock did not stop turning, but still there was no sign of Aldi's existence. I'm starting to really worry.
'When you left, he started being a drunk.....'
Lila's words made me realize. But it can't help me to be more calm. I stood by the window in my evening dress. Leon had already fallen asleep soundly in his bed and my bed felt so cold and empty. Everyone in this house must have fallen asleep, but I really couldn't fall asleep.
I was still looking towards the full moon which looked so beautiful. The night was quiet and the moon was beautiful to see. I continued to stare towards the full moon and the door to my room suddenly sounded open. I was so shocked at the moment I realized that it was Aldi. Her hair was a little messy and the three buttons on her clothes were open and revealed her sexy chest.
"The aldi...." My words call his name.
But he looked at me like he was so surprised to see me.
"You.... Why are you here?" Ask Aldi.
I became even more confused because I was the one who should have asked him that question because he was the one in my room right now.
"What?" My words are getting confused.
"Why did you do that and now you're coming here to my room to ruin me even more." Aldi.
"Aldis.... Are you drunk?" Ask him.
But I think I already knew that he was drunk and that it was all probably my fault.
I thought that she had moved on from me when she left to finish her education. But I think I'm the one who opened his old wounds.
Aldi was getting closer to me and I could smell the strong smell of alcohol from his breath. He looked at me for a moment and his eyes dropped towards my lips. His hand tried to hold my face and then towards my lips. I don't know what he wants. But then she started to drop her face on my neck and kiss my neck as if she was trying to smell the perfume on my body.
"Aldi, what are you doing?" I was nervous and I couldn't push him away because he was so strong.
But I think my body is affected by it too. He suddenly lifted his head from my neck and his hand went back towards my lips.
"Pretty." Her speech.
"Aldi...."
He didn't give me a chance to talk and he immediately covered my lips with his mouth. He kissed me and the kiss felt so warm and rough because it was so domineering. He kissed me like he wanted to suck my soul. I really almost lost my breath, but he wouldn't let me go. No matter my little finger pushed it and continued to push against his chest.
I really couldn't help it because the more I tried to push her the stronger her kiss and the grip her hands had on my body.
When she finally let go of the kiss. He then pushed me towards the bed and his hand started touching my body and ended up holding my chin tightly and coming closer to me. But I suddenly closed my eyes as I tried to hold her back. But after that, she did nothing to me and just laid her head on my chest.
"Your heart is really racing. But this is not beating for me. The scent of your scented body and your beautiful body, all this beauty of yours is unreal." Her speech.
I stopped fighting him and I felt so guilty and so hurt. I wanted to tell her how I felt and everything that is happening right now is real. But I can't and he probably won't believe me.
"The aldi...."
I called him a few times. But he seems to have fallen asleep. So I hugged him right away. I want to keep him in my arms for just a few moments. I want to give her warmth.
"I'm sorry..." My speech.
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After trying so hard, I was finally able to bring Aldi back to his room and lay him on his bed. I took off his shoes and clothes then his pants and covered his body with a blanket.
I breathed a sigh of relief as I watched her fall asleep soundly. I actually wanted to touch it, but I immediately pulled my hand away. Our bodies may meet at any time, but I fear that our hearts will never be united again.
I walked out sadly from Aldi's room. I closed the door behind me gently so as not to wake her up from the noise.
"Nilam....!"
I was so shocked when a voice called my name and my heart felt almost out, when I found out that it was Mr. Erfandi's voice calling me.
"Tu... Mr. Erfan..." I'm nervous.
"Why are you in Aldi's room?" Ask Mr. Erfandi to me.
I didn't actually do anything wrong. But I did kiss Aldi and now I just came out of his room. What would Mr Erfandi think of me?
"Tu... Mr. Erfan. Aa... i... Aldi came home drunk and went into my room wrong. I just took her back to her room." My speech.
But Mr. Erfandi said nothing. He just kept looking at me and I wondered if he could believe me or not. I don't lie even if I'm hiding something from him.
"Well, you can go back to your room." Said Mr. Erfandi.
I also breathed a sigh of relief.
"This is not the first time Aldi has returned home drunk. I understand everything. Now go back to your room." Said Mr. Erfandi.
"Good Mr. Erfan." I said and walked back to my room.
When I closed the door to my room, I could sigh in relief and then touch my lips which reminded me of Aldi's kiss. I looked at my face in the mirror and my lips turned bloody.
"Oh my God, I hope Mr. Erfandi doesn't see this." I said with fear as I realized that my lips were hurt by Aldi's rough kiss.
Seriate....