Loving the Mafia
Explanation

"Chesy won't be suing for my divorce right now!" cazim continued flat, looking at Jacob who was directly wiping the sweat on the temple.

"You're here?" Jacob stared at Cazim's neat-looking appearance wearing a white shirt and a black skullcap. Unlike the usual Cazim wearing cocoa clothes, this time it looks more formal.

"I was invited by the headmaster to give a little knowledge to the guardians of students who may not be his son to go to class, and guidance to the guardians of students whose children go to class.  But my arrival was not to fill the event, I came to let you know that the task was to be transferred to someone else. "

Jacob looked at Chesy. "Alright, Chesy. I'm leaving, it doesn't seem like I have much time left and I have to go to the hall for a meeting between the teacher and the student guardian." Jacob got up and left.

Netra Chesy followed Jacob's back until it disappeared from sight, the man briefly turned his head before completely disappearing.

Chesy was now confused as to which way to look when Jacob's back was out of sight. How lazy to look at this killer.

"I know you're very angry with me. I don't deserve to be with you. I don't care if you go to the police and tell me where I am here" Cazim said in a soft voice. "I'm sorry I shot. I thought that your mother who entered that location would endanger me, because she caught me as a cop at that location. And I became the patron of that illicit business. It was very fast and outside of my consciousness. But if you want to say that I'm cruel and evil, I have no humanity, no problem, I accept that. For what reason oun I said, it won't change things, your mother still won't come back."

Chesy was silent.

Cazim lowered his head, staring at Chesy's face at close range.  "Now I just want you to know that I didn't mean to kill intentionally, or even make your mother die.  It was spontaneous and without intention.  Yes, I'm evil.  I'm not a good man.  I violated my authority as a justice enforcer.  Yes, I used to be so ambitious about world affairs, money, possessions and world pride."

"In fact three lives were lost at once in that case. My brother, umi and grandmother. Lead them to leave us."

Cazim understands Chesy's grief.  He couldn't do much considering the mistake he had made.

“Chesy, I did make a mistake.  I admit my mistake.  If I could say that I'm sorry, then I would say that. I want to make amends but don't know where to start, or where to start, for I know that nothing can make up for the loss of life in any way.  Your mother no longer exists.  But, at least you know one thing, that I came here to try to make amends, no matter what way.”

“By marrying me?” sahut Chesy's.  “By complying with abi's request to marry me, do you think you can make up for that mistake?”  Chesy's tears were dripping down involuntarily.

“The answer is no.”

“Even you married me also not sincere.  You did marry me, but your mind went to Dusk.  Even if you are married just because you want to take abi sympathy so that you look good, you want to take the heart of abi who has asked you to the green table, so that you are considered inappropriate to enter bui, right?  Don't tell me my guess is wrong.”  Chesy rubbed the water on her cheeks violently.

“So right my accusation is, hm?”

“It was originally so.”

“Good!”  Chesy pressed a good word with a fattening tooth.  “According to abi's willingness to marry me so that abi withdraws the claim and you are safe.  After that you go and marry Dusk.  You married me just to use me.  How bad your luck is, Chesy.”

“Iya.  It was the second fatal mistake after your mother's murder that I ever committed.  But believe me, Chesy, before the confession of Dusk that exposed my crimes to you, the original plan that was in my brain had changed direction.  I had decided to leave Dusk, I had a meeting with him by the river to say that my relationship with him was over.  I decided to start a new life with you.  I'm gonna fix everything.  I love you, Chesy.”

Chesy's heart was running around hearing that phrase. plis, don't mention it.  Honestly, Chesy felt trembling at those words.May she admit that she also loves Cazim?  But why is his heart broken?  So hurt.  She was betrayed by her husband.

“I intend to live life together with the woman I love, and that's you.”

Chesy's heart rippled again.  What kind of feeling is this?  Why is the desirability so great?  Half of his heart felt a great hatred for Cazim.

“Senja has changed things as quickly as turning the palm of the hand before I start this plan.  I don't know since when I love you, but I feel it,” Cazim said again.

“Should I trust you?  Everyone easily trusts you, even abi is fooled by your appearance.  But I'm not,” said Chesy with a raised voice.

“That's your right.”  Cazim looked very calm to face the emotional Chesy.

Chesy's chest is very painful.  His struggle to get Cazim's love is very heavy, even now Cazim has admitted his love to Chesy, but in the end he even found this bitter fact after going through an uphill struggle.  

“I hate you.  Liar!”  Chesy screamed and stood up.  “I will not believe that you are now in love with me, you want to leave Dusk for me, you are sorry for your actions that have eliminated Umi.  Why do you admit your regrets now?  Why is it that after your secret is exposed, you speak?  You admit this because you're afraid of being threatened, right?  You just want to take my heart, right?” 

Cazim's gaze circled around.  Some people in the distance looked looking in wonder at them.  Chesy's voice was so loud that it caught the attention of everyone passing by.

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