Loving the Mafia
Still Fighting

"Why, Reva?" ask Rafa.

Revalina immediately switched her eyes and re-justified her sitting position.

"That was what the car was in the police line garage, I thought there was an accident," replied Revalina expressing her curiosity but in a different context, when she knew if the car belonged to Akram.

"Single collisions maybe," Rafa guessed.

"Maybe yes" said Revalina.

Some time later they finally arrived home, when the car stopped right in front of the garage suddenly Revalina's heart was racing again, her hands were trembling in fear, she was really not ready to face Chesy now.

"Come down," asked Rafa who had removed his seatbelt.

"Sister, I'm afraid," whined Revalina still couldn't imagine what would happen to her if she confronted Chesy.

"Face Reva, you can. I'm right next to you" said Rafa, trying to encourage Revalina.

Not only the spirit of Rafa swiftly opened the door for Revalina, seeing that Revalina could not continue to sit still in the car he was forced to come out with a step dragged.

After getting off the car Rafa directly dragged him into the house.

"It's the kid's home" said someone from behind just as Revalina had just walked into the house.

The heart was no longer beating fast but almost wanting to be dislodged hearing that voice, the blood seemed to stop flowing making the chest feel very tight, which was in his mind only Chesy.

It is impossible to keep his back to the owner of the voice slowly Revalina began to dare to rotate her body, slowly by slowly with the help of Rafa and it is true that Chesy was behind them, and she was the one behind them, he was sitting casually in the living room, presumably since earlier waiting for his arrival because never once a Chesy sitting in the living room while 'no guests he met.

"Umi," panggi Revalina rushes to kiss Chesy's hand.

Lucky Chesy let her hands kissed, not to pull Revalina's hands off. It would be devastating if it happened to him.

"Do you dare set foot in this house again?" chesy asked in a tinge.

"Mi, don't ask me that. It's Revalina's house too" said Rafa, holding Revalina's arms together.

"Home she's from, this is your Umi Abi's working house and it's only inherited for good children not criminal children like her," explained Chesy began to raise her tone.

Instantly Revalina gulped down the saliva violently, as she had expected Chesy would do. As a wrong person he could not avoid much less oppose Chesy's speech, all he could do now was just look down silently to accept all the tantrums Chesy.

Before long Chesy began to move from her seat walking closer to Revalina with her furious face.

"Umi never taught you to be criminal like that, no matter what sins Umi had until she could have a child like you," said Chesy's disappointment.

"Sorry Umi" said Revalina lirih sadly.

There was no pain of speech other than this, at this moment he was so sick to hear of the regret Chesy had had had of having a child like he knew it was the height of the parents' anger. 

'Just open Umi, so that no more amarah is left in your heart. Then after that I want to hug Umi again, ' said Revalina in her heart.

"Why haven't you been involving Umi or your sister for something like this, you wanted to find Rajani's killer but you forgot that we're a family that should know each other, you walk alone with your thoughts. Since the beginning Umi has said not to be too close to Akram but you do not want to hear, now look at your Umi feelings that have never been wrong," Chesy said with piercing eyes.

Revalina kept her head down, very scared to look at Chesy. In his heart he admitted that everything Chesy said to him was not the slightest objection, indeed he was very guilty in any case.

"That's one of my disappointments with Umi, Reva. If you always involve your family in any case, it will not happen like this. If you say angry, then angry, we also want to know who did it but everything is done in a subtle and very thoughtful way clear evidence is not just a saying people that this person is wrong people are wrong," reprimanding Rafa in front of Chesy but still with his soft tone, he really did not want to scold Revalina in a high tone as if he still showed a measure of affection greater than anything.

"Originally, you know, I've been looking for the perpetrator all along, but I never got any accurate evidence, maybe you're one step ahead in finding Dalsa is the mastermind of everything but you're doing that very recklessly without careful consideration, if your judgment is ripe it's impossible to mislead," tegur Rafa is back.

"Aishh, whatever it is Umi does not like you two looking for who my man is especially you Reva Umi does not like. For Umi to submit the case to the police is the most appropriate step, do not waste the upbringing of Umi and the late Abi mu so far," said Chesy by opposing two different actions from his two children.

"Now try to think about your behavior yesterday, which he said was a revenge for the impingement and which he said was a reply for the perpetrator. Your way is no different from the perpetrator and now you are also the perpetrator of Reva," said Chesy again.

"Dream of Umi having a child like you" said Chesy's deepest disappointment.

Blarrr.

Instantly the heart seemed to be struck by lightning in broad daylight, unexpectedly this sentence will come out of the mouth of a mother who has been treating him very well even somewhat spoiling him.

Revalina immediately fell down before Chesy, kneeling before him while continuing to bow.

"I'm sorry Reva Mi, I'm sorry, Reva" said Revalina a thousand times, apologizing to Chesy.

But Chesy was even indifferent, not understanding Revalina's apology he was busy turning his face away. Rafa tries to pull Revalina back to her feet.

"Reva, don't get up like this" Rafa said softly.

"No, sister, I want to be able to apologize from Umi," said Revalina, who tried to wake Rafa up.

"Now Umi wants to ask," said Chesy again voiced.

At that time Rafa immediately released both hands to let Revalina remain on her knees before Chesy, while Revalina now looked down more and more to admit all the mistakes she had made.

"Is your marriage to Rival not because of your intention to marry for revenge?" chesy asked with a trembling voice.

This question was not able to answer Revalina, she was afraid that the reality of the answer could hurt Uminya for the ummah times. But if lying would still hurt him too, it would be funny if he replied that marrying Rival for love.

"Jawab Reva, don't cover up if you want to apologize from me" Chesy snapped but not too loudly.

Revalina bowed limply, slowly shaking her head. She couldn't answer Chesy's question this time.

"Java!" snapped Chesy for the umpteenth time.

"Me, me" said Revalina.

"I married Rival to carry out my grudge," replied Revalina softly in fear.

"Astaghfirullahalazim, O God, O God, God" said Chesy limp.

"Umi Umi," Rafa called in panic

Hearing Rafa's panic, then Revalina immediately raised her head to see what was going on and how surprised she saw Chesy was not weak unconscious in Rafa's lap. 

"Umi," cried hysterically Revalina immediately approached Chesy.

"Astagfirullah forgive me, O Allah" Chesy said repeatedly.

"Reva, please step aside I want to take Umi to the room" said Rafa.

Revalina immediately pulled over to let Rafa lift Chesy's body, while she was instrumental in contacting the Doctor on the call in her mind continuing to fear not wanting to lose her parents for the second time.

While waiting for the doctor's arrival, Revalina does not stop holding Chesy's hand while asking God for help expecting healing for Chesy.

While Rafa was busy compressing Chesy's very hot forehead, his bicycle from all the confessions he said was only the last confession that made Chesy's soul shaken. 

"I'm sorry Reva Mi, Reva is sorry" said Revalina as she continued to rub Chesy's cold hands.

"So the doctor said what Rev?" rafa asked with her panicked face.

"The doctor said he came straight here" replied Revalina.

"Where are you, Umi how?" ask Revalina worriedly.

"It's still hot, Brother is so scared," replied Rafa as he was busy compressing Chesy's forehead.

Intrigued by the busyness of Rafa compressing Chesy's forehead repeatedly, finally Revalina tried it herself and it turns out that he found a strange thing where the hot horn Chesy forehead makes the compress cloth immediately turned warm, and then he found a strange thing, make him have to go back to dipping the compress back.

While Rafa alternated replacing the water basin with a new one.

"Umi don't be like this, Reva is afraid," whined Revalina.

Shortly the doctor came directly to check Chesy's condition and said that Chesy's psychic condition was very worrisome but did not need to take her to the hospital for road treatment was enough.

Hearing that it felt like Revalina's heart was broken again, crushed to shreds. Chesy was like this because of it and it was all her fault.

"Sister," call Revalina sad to hear all the doctor's words.

Luckily, Rafa swiftly embraces the younger brother with a gentle swipe on his back hoping that Reva can calmly face this.

"Well Doc, thank you after this I will redeem the prescription of this drug," said Rafa then ended up delivering it to the front of the house.

Slowly the doctor's car began to leave the grounds of their house, when Rafa also began to remove his embrace.

"Reva, you take care of Umi yes let me go redeem the medicine," Rafa told Revalina.

"Yes sister, be careful" said Revalina sadly.

Rafa also rushed away with his favorite motorcycle, when his feet were about to move back into the house he suddenly accidentally saw there was someone from behind Chesy's banyan bonsai located right on the edge of the road.

Slowly his steps began to be moved to approach him, slowly but surely but suddenly the man ran as fast as he seemed to know the movements of Revalina at this time. Seeing that, Revalina panicked immediately ran out of her yard.

"Well, miss the trail" said disappointed Revalina.

Soon his entire body suddenly goosebumps when the possibilities of who the person will cross his head.

"So afraid here there is a thief or a bad person, I have to go into the house and lock all the doors," said Revalina rushed into the house.

Inside the house Revalina frantically locked all the doors and windows, then ran back to lock the back door anyway. Not only was the garage and all the doors on the first floor and second floor also he locked and then ended up in periodic checks.

"Nafas Revalina gasped for breath after she finished closing the last door on the top floor.

"I will not let the thief enter this house" said Revalina in an annoyed tone.

When in fact he was struck by a tremendous fear considering that there was no Rafa at home, two weak women in this house can what.

"Ting ting ting ting ting," the phone rang.

Revalina quickly pulled the phone out of her pants pocket, seeing the name of the contact Sister Sarah was contacting her.

"Sarah's mother would like to tell you about Mas Rival" thick Revalina.

Quickly pick up the phone.

Revalina: hello, assalamualaikum.

Sarah: waelinem.

Revalina: what's wrong, Ma'am, is everything okay?

Sarah: Thank God it's good, Ma'am just wanted to tell me that Rival has eaten and now he's sleeping in his room.

Revalina: Thank God, thank God I am happy.

Revalina: what are her legs?

Sarah: still as you saw earlier, she still can't be moved. Patience Reva, God must have helped Rival and helped your marriage.

Revalina: thank you for your prayers, I hope Rival will recover quickly. That's all I don't want anything else.

After talking long enough and ended up praying for each other now Revalina began to dare to tell Sarah about what happened today.

Revalina: Ma'am, I want a story.

Sarah: yes, what story?

Sarah asked enthusiastically.

Revalina: Umi passed out, madam, sick because of Reva.

Sarah: sick, sick why?

Revalina: because Reva came home and admitted everything so Umi shock, Umi is sad to have a child like Reva.

Sarah, O God, you who are patient Reva. Apologize to your Umi, Mbak pray from here hopefully your Umi will recover quickly.

Revalina: Thank you Sarah.

Some time later they finally ended the conversation by phone, after which he rushed downstairs to Chesy's room.

Looking at Chesy still asleep, Revalina slowly went back inside and started pulling the blanket up to Chesy's chest.

"I'm sorry, Umi, get well soon, yes" whispered Revalina to end up landing a kiss right on Chesy's forehead.

The tightness again attacked his chest, unable to see Umi who gave birth to him, who raised him now lies sick because of it.

After making sure Chesy was safe in her room, Revalina turned to her private room she hadn't seen in days. He misses the room that accompanied him from childhood as well as being a silent witness to the journey of his life.

Slowly footsteps walked through the room while gently wiping the walls that witnessed the millions of tears that he had shed each night.

Revalina slumped to the floor, lowered her head, crying, roaring. Back to his sadness.

"I'm sorry God, I've been negligent, I've ignored your instructions all along. Give me God's chance to repair the damage I've done" Revalina said.

One agonizing day Revalina went through with an airy heart, occasionally Rafa came to bring food for her. Though all in vain, he has no power and appetite to eat the food since Rafa's return from the pharmacy and feels that Chesy is safer in his hands,  he has been on the top of the prayer until now.

In prostration to ask God for forgiveness for all the heinous deeds that he had done to Rival also the impact of his actions that have hurt many people. 

His heart seemed to fall to the bottom, he was so sorry for his actions and again weeping for his sins. Not felt when prostrating his eyes began to sleepy, as hard as he could bear but continued to sleepy.

***

"Reva, wake up Reva," Rafa called out faintly.

Slowly Revalina opened her eyes, looking Rafa was beside her waking herself up.

"Sir Rafa," call Revalina softly with lives that have not yet been fully accumulated.

"Wake up" said Rafa.

"Emhhh," exhorted Revalina wriggling.

Rafa began to move while continuing to look at Revalina, before long his net moved to look at the bed.

"You slept all night downstairs?" ask Rafa sadly.

"Sir's sleep" replied Revalina, hoping that Rafa would not worry about her.

Netra Rafa was glued to look at Revalina, repeatedly breathing heavily as if he could not bear to see Revalina sleeping under the floor all night.

"I'm lucky to wake up, Umi how have you not had breakfast yet?" tanya Revalina quickly opened her face, folded it and then put it on the table originally.

"No, I can cook" replied Rafa.

Hearing that Revalina rushed to the kitchen, taking out the ingredients in her refrigerator. Before long he remembered his homemade soup that Chesy really liked.

"I know what to cook," muttered Revalina.

He began to fight in the kitchen cooking with love, in accordance with what Chesy said to him at that time if cooking anything would taste better if cooked with love.

From the kitchen drawer he began to take out one bushel, and one small bowl. At the same time Rafa came while carrying a prescription drug.

"Reva, if the drug is recommended to drink once a day in the morning or evening?" rafa asked as he pointed the medicine at Revalina.

"Where, take a look at the cure," Revalina began to request the medicine from Rafa's hands.

After seeing the drug Revalina immediately knew when to take obay.

"Oh, this is taken in the morning, sister," said Revalina while returning the tablet to Rafa's hands.

Rafa nodded while looking at the medicine. "Oh."

Before long Rafa began to notice the bustle of Revalina now, slowly switching positions by standing next to Revalina.

"What are you cooking?" ask Rafa curiously.

"Chicken soup is like a vegetable" replied Revalina with her cherry.

"Why is there a bushel here?" asked Rafa who was wrongly focused with the bushel on the table.

Revalina's reflex glanced at the bushel when she knew because she was the one who put the bushel there.

"Oh that, I want to bring Mas Rival," replied Revalina with a smile, refusing to show her sadness to Rafa.

Even so the heart of a brother still has the same taste connection, the other one also feels pain and vice versa.

"Later to take it, yes" said Rafa in a soft, sad tone.

"No need, you keep Umi at home. Pity that Umi is alone" said Revalina.

That morning after Revalina fed Chesy, she rushed to Candini's house to deliver breakfast to Rival.

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