Loving the Mafia
The Toilet

However, Chesy did not realize it, she still continued to speak in a loud voice because she was carried away by feelings.

“I've sacrificed a lot of feelings in this matter.  Don't you tell me to sacrifice a lot of other things again,” screams Chesy then he passed away while wiping his tears.  It was then that he realized that he was the center of attention of the people around him.  He's headed to the toilet.

Again, Cazim circulated the view.  He realized that he had become the center of attention of many people.  He leaves the park heading in the opposite direction to Chesy, but he turns and takes the road to the ladies' room.  The conversation is not over.  And he had to finish the conversation right then and there.

Toilet's quiet.  

Everyone was focusing in the hall.  

There was sobbing from one of the washroom rooms.

That must be Chesy.

Cazim knew clearly that it was his wife's voice.

Clamps.

Cazim pushed one of the closed doors in which wept.

Sure enough, Chesy was crying inside the wc.  Covering his face with both palms, leaning against the wall.

Chesy was bemoaning herself, why do you still love Cazim when she hates him?  it hurts so much to feel hate wrapped in love.  Everything turns into one.

Cazim stared in silence.  For a few seconds he kept an eye on his wife's cries.

And when Chesy lowered her hand, she was surprised to see that Cazim was already in front of her.

“I'm ready to take the risk.  Before I turn myself in, I have to meet you first,” Cazim said with a fixed gaze.  He pulled on Chesy's shoulder and hugged the woman tightly.  

Again Chesy felt the same embrace she felt when she was in the hospital at that time.  It was just as warm when the man hugged her tightly at night.

“I love you.”  Cazim took off the hug.  Landing a kiss on Chesy's lips.

There's nothing Chesy does except shut up. She's also yearning for this situation. He was happy in a situation like this.

Cazim rewinds his face. Staring at his wife's beautiful eyes, then stepping out the dadi wc.

“Wuaaaaa..”  Sarah who was outside was screaming loudly and immediately closed the blazer that had been in an open state as she cleaned her chest from the juice. The juice hit the blazer and seeped into his breast skin.  “Why are you in the ladies' room?  Waaa…. You just saw the one humping, right?  Aduuuh... tainted this.”  Sarah was in the fog herself, screaming loudly while jumping up and down on the spot.

“Try answering, you saw yes?”  Sarah's frustrated.

“I'm not interested.” Cazim flinched out the toilet.  Already seen.  How else would you like?

“Hah?  Not interested?”  Sarah looked down at her own chest.  

“Oh pantesan, apparently there is a swallow nest here.  Hey, what were you guys doing?  Why at the wc?  Why not choose another place?” Sarah nyerocos's.

“I'm fucked up, Sarah.  Don't provoke my emotions!” pissed Chesy.

“Lah, why? You two at the wc?  I think again really cool and can not be delayed so that must sit on the wc kayak earlier?”

“Sar, Cazim confesses that he loves me.  He said he wanted to start my life with me.  But in the end he also admitted that he was willing to surrender himself to account for his actions,” explained Chesy.

“Then?  Where's the problem?  It's good that Cazim wants to admit everything.  It means he will be imprisoned and bear all his deeds.”

Chesy looked troubled.

“Actually what makes you fret?  You're afraid this disgrace will be smelled by many, you're ashamed that until people find out that your husband is a murderer and end up going to jail, or are you ashamed that your father's big name is smeared over this case, or what?” ask Sarah.

Chesy nodded confusedly.

“Or do you love Cazim?  You don't want to lose him on the other hand you feel wronged for his past behavior?” ask Sarah.

“I don't know, Sarah.”

“One thing you need to consider is, your future.  If Cazim regrets his actions and intends to get better, then you need to consider this.  Everyone is guilty of sin, only the path is different.  The past can be bad and it can be good. You can open the door apologies as wide as possible, assume your umi death has become the way.  But you can also forgive and the legal process continues.”

Chesy closed her eyes for a moment.  “I was very sick when I knew Mas Cazim married me actually just use me and abi as goods to get the freedom path.  Plus, all this time I also know that Mas Cazim love the same Dusk, not me.  Pain, Sar.”

“What until now has not changed?  I mean, is Cazim still in love with Dusk and his intention of living with you just to seek his advantage that hasn't changed either?  Didn't you yourself just say that Cazim already love you and even his intentions have changed, right?  then why else?  You want to take him back or let him go?” ask Sarah.

“I love Mas Cazim, Sar.”

Sarah is smiling too.  “You calm yourself.  Don't be rash.  You have to make a decision with a cool head.”

“I've been thinking about this for a few weeks and got no answer.”

“You are not praying.  Request instructions.”

Chesy.

“If the heart is hot, where will probably get the right answer,” Sarah said.

“Already.  I've got a decision now.”  Chesy passed away.

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