Loving the Mafia
Both With you

Rival then steered his wheelchair out of the room.

Revalina frowned seeing Rival leave just like that after having a lot of trouble with him. What happened to Rival? 

Revalina's after Rival. Holding the iron behind his back and pushing the wheelchair. 

"Where are you going? How did you go so?" ask Revalina.

"I'm thirsty, I'm gonna grab a drink." 

Revalina stopped the wheelchair, circled the wheelchair and squatted in front of her husband. "Hey, you can ask me for help. Why take it yourself?" Revalina's smile expands.

"I don't want to bother you."

Revalina grabbed Rival's hand, kissing the back of that hand. "I'm angry if you say that."

"Come angry. I'm waiting for you to get angry. I'll see how strongly you're angry at a Rival. Will I break my neck after breaking my leg, hm?" Rival pinched the tip of the revalina's nose with his thumb.

The meaning of Rival's hunch actually makes Revalina stunned, her face immediately moody. He was the cause of this mess.  He had already made Rival suffer.  Why isn't he the only one with a disability?  What a regret that hit his mind was much more painful than anything.

"sorry. Ii'm sorry. I'm really sorry I made you this way. If God permits, I want to ask God to take your place with me. Let me sit in a wheelchair. Let me be the paralyzed one. I'm willing. I've made you this way, I'm really sad every time I see your condition." Revalina moody.

"Hey, don't be so serious.  I was just kidding.  I assume this is part of my destiny. God wants this.  So, stop.  I'll try to accept this reality."

Rival looks wise by saying that sentence even though in his eyes looks sad. Unlike the old Rival, who looks stiff and pretentious as when he was on campus.

"If time could be turned, I would choose one thing, let you misunderstand me, and I be beaten and persecuted by you." Revalina looked very sorry.  "Every time I see you like this, I feel like a sinner who doesn't deserve forgiveness."

"Please if you want to regret, regret it. I like that. But never imagine, it will only make you feel persecuted by the will of God. This is my way. And I accept it."

"If I may ask, what can I do to make you feel calm?"

"What indeed? There's nothing you need to do but accompany me as a husband."

"I'm really like a stupid human being right now. I'm so very very very sorry. And this makes me feel a lot more despicable and sad." Revalina wanted to cry, but was arrested. It would be funny if even he who cried while Rival as a victim even smiled.

"That's it. Don't talk about it anymore. I understand your regrets, but don't drag on.  It will only mislead and make the mind murky. What about my thirst? Can I still drink?"

"Eh? Sorry I forgot. Yes, I'll get it. Wait here." Revalina slid into the kitchen. Pour mineral water into the glass. The sense of obedience within him strengthened. I want to take care of my husband as sincerely as possible. Whatever happens, he will not leave Rival. 

Revalina took the glass out of the kitchen, brought it in front of Rival. 

"It's a drink for you." Revalina handed the glass to Rival, helping to bring the glass closer to her husband's lips.

"No need to, I can do it myself." Rival took over the glass from Revalina's hand, then gulped it down quickly. 

After drinking, Revalina brought a glass and put it on the table. 

"Rival!" Candini's loud voice distracts Revalina and Rival. 

The sadistic-faced woman stared resentfully at her son. 

"What about Dalsa? He didn't come back until now. Even Jacob said that Dalsa had run away after being threatened to be thrown into prison. Jacob and Rafa are going to take Dalsa to prison. How'this?" Candini panic.

"Ma, this is the risk that must be accepted by Dalsa, then later it will follow another figure, namely Akram. They are corrupt and must be responsible. Mama saw it, right? Dalsa ran away when he was about to be handed over to the law. It means he does not repent, he does not regret. He doesn't even want to be responsible. With him running away, it's clear that he's running away from trouble." Rival firmly.

"He's your brother, why are you acting like his enemy? You should have taken care of him.  No matter what mistake he made, the blood in his body would be irreplaceable.  Still you are blood and must protect each other."

"It doesn't mean protecting the wrongs.  You must be able to choose what is right and what is wrong, do not give way to mistakes. This is what will educate Dalsa to be an evil figure. If you love her, then let her take responsibility."

"Rival!" Candini hard rebuking. "Whatever Dalsa's fault, she must have had a reason. The atrocities he committed due to bad behavior on Revalina."

"Stop Ma. Don't close your eyes. Whatever the reason, nothing justifies the sadistic act committed by Dalsa. What else this is not the fault of Revalina, Dalsa did misadventure just because it filled his arrogance. It is that nature that makes him reckless and evil. You have to open your eyes, open your heart. Do not defend the wrong, because when you defend the Dalsa's guilt, then forever Dalsa will be a field of sin for mama. Mama's education results will be harvested by Dalsa."

"Mama brought you here is to make you get close to mama, along with mama. But you're against mama." Candini panic.

"I don't know what else to say to my mom. In the past, Dalsa made a mistake on campus, and I wanted to punish her, but my mother insisted on defending her, asking that I educate her well, not to be punished on campus, not to be punished, what else until Mama called to college. Okay, I'm following your mother's wishes. But you know, the behavior actually makes Dalsa in the wind, feeling always won. And it ends up being evil."

"Rival, why can't you understand as well? Dalsa is your sister. Don't let him go to jail. Okay, he's guilty of what he did, but don't let him go to jail."

"Do you think Dalsa would rather die than go to jail? Just like Rajani who left the world first. Imagine if Rajani's position was on Dalsa, what would you do?"

Candini was silent. Rival's words were able to lead him to shadows and hallucinations.

"We'll go to the room first, you'll rest, right?" Revalina, who had been an observer since then, invited Rival into the room, leaving Candini who still looked panicked. 

Revalina closed the room door and locked it. Didn't want Candini to come to him and gawk in and discuss Dalsa again. He pushed the wheelchair up to the bed.

"Mas Rival!" 

Rival who had looked upset, suddenly the irritation faded and he smiled. Hearing Revalina calling him 'Mas', Rival was happy. That call sounds sweet. 

"Hm?" Rival.

"After I made a mistake because of that misunderstanding, I felt like my life had changed by one hundred and eighty degrees. I felt like I was watching and didn't know where. I'm resigned. I choose to focus on you, I want to forget everything and leave the end result to God. Let God judge all this. Enough of my hands to do judgment on the wrong person." Revalina still seemed to dissolve in regret.

"Then?" lirih Rival's.

"I chose to focus on you. I'm gonna take care of you. About Dalsa, let it be. I'm not gonna do anything. God punishes him."

"Aren't you going to report it to the law?"

"There are a lot of rights that I bet when I report it to the law. Especially my mother-in-law."

"Why should you think about Mom? Mama must accept the truth. The greatest education for mama and Dalsa is reality. When they are faced with the harsh reality of the risk money should have, then they will gain wisdom from it."

"But I'm tired. I'm traumatized. I'm just focusing on you."

Rival also nodded. "Yes, no need to think about it. If you had told me your problem in the first place, I would not have let you face this alone. I know this isn't easy for you."

Revalina smiled. "I'm grateful you can understand this." He grabbed Rival's hand, lifted it and pressed the back of the hand against his own cheek. 

Closing her eyes, Revalina said, "I love you.

His eyes then opened again.  Staring at Rival who kept looking at him.  They exchanged looks in silence.

And Revalina was surprised as she smelled a pungent scent.  It's the scent of Rival's perfume.  

Loh, how come Rival's face is already nearby like this?  even sticking? 

Oh, apparently at this time Revalina's position has advanced and approached Rival.  All goes unknowingly, Revalina just kissed her husband.  Surprisingly, only now did he realize he had done a few minutes scene with Rival.  

Awfully, Revalina turned her head back.  Kinda nervous.  Hearts pounding erratically.  Feels wrong.  Embarrassed.  And.no.  There are so many disturbing emotions that it is difficult to explain in words.  

“Why? Its alright.  Shame on ya?” Rival teases, causing Revalina to turn her heated face, out of nowhere.  Their position was facing too close so he had trouble finding a place to throw his face.  

“Come!”  Rival pulls Revalina's arm and sits her in the lap.

“Hey, don't do this. you will be in pain.  Your feet are still hurting.”  Revalina was about to get up but was held back by Rival's sturdy arm circle.  

“Do not go anywhere!  Stay here!”

Rival's gaze dominated, making Revalina subdued.  

“Can I not pee?”  Revalina reasoned, even though she did not want to pee.  

“Do not reason!  Why don't you want to be held by your own husband?  What do you want in my seat the same as cheating, hm?” 

“Why say that, anyway?”  Just this time Revalina felt very awkward.  Shame and nervous.  Is this the effect of falling in love.  The inn so there is a wrong behavior, but usually ordinary.

“I know you don't want to pee.”

“But in this position, you can be in pain.  Your thighs should support my body like this.”  Revalina grimaced, fearing Rival in pain.

“No.  I felt that my feet were numb.  So there's no taste.”

Again the look on Revalina's face turned gloomy.  Hearing Rival's feet go numb, his heart ached.  It all happened because of him.  

“Stay on my lap.  I want to spend time with you tonight.”

Revalina nodded, she put her arms around her husband's neck.

“Do you remember?  On that first night of voiding, I expressed my love for you,”, Rival said as he kissed Revalina's cheek, a kiss that inflicted a severe sting all over Revalina's body.  Warm and tempestuous.

Revalina's shadow immediately floated on the scene that night, where Rival had expressed love.  If only in a normal situation, without any grudges burning that night, surely Revalina's feelings would have arisen.  But unfortunately the situation must be tainted and destroyed by the grudges that grow in the heart of Revalina.

“And for now I will repeat it, I will create a moment that I have not had time to feel, a moment that failed.”  Rival grabbed Revalina's hand and gently brushed.

They looked.  So warm.  Unfortunately the lights are brightly lit.  If only it were dimly lit, it would be more romantic.  It was impossible for Rival to ask Revalina to turn off the lights just for the scene she expected.  It will only ruin the moment.

“I love you, Revalina.  I don't know when that feeling arrived, but I've felt it since we got closer.”  Rival clasped Revalina's hand tightly.

Revalina's feelings are burning.  So happy.  They seem to have the same taste.  This is what it feels like to love and be loved.  It's exquisite.

“Revalina, until when do you want to accompany me in my condition like this?  I'm paralyzed,” rivals whisper in Revalina's ear.  His lips twitched about the woman's earlobe.

“Until death picks me up.  Until I die.  And I asked God to take my life the day after you left the world.  So that I will take care of you and take care of you until the end of life.  Don't let me die first.”  Revalina took a breath.

“Oh yes?  But is there a woman as sincere as that?” 

“In addition to wanting to atone for my sins, I also absolutely love you.”

“I can't believe it.  Do you really want to make me your only husband?  Or.. lest someday you will leave me when bored and looking for the perfect person, can give you everything.”

“Mas, how do you talk that way?  I really want to live with you to death.”

“That's just your tongue. I know you're mocking me.”  Rival's shady gaze, now turned violent.  His facial expression was sadistic.  Cynical smile.  His one sturdy arm that was coiled around Revalina's waist felt even stronger.  

The hand that grasped Revalina's finger was getting stronger.  

“Aakh.  Mas Rival, this hurts once.”  Revalina grimaced feeling the twisting of Rival's hand.  

Has Rival harbored hatred for Revalina since?  And all that attitude was just acting?  Oh my God, even though Rival was actually being nice just to act, and actually the man still has hatred for Revalina, then Revalina is sincere.  He would accept whatever Rival's treatment of him.

Revalina looked at Rival while grimacing in pain.  “Iya, just do it, Mas.  After this, I want to hit, or whip me, just do it.  I'm sincere.”  Revalina said softly.

“Ha haa haaa..” Rival takes off the grip of his hand, also loosens the arm ligkaran on Revalina's waist. 

Suddenly Revalina was confused.  Rival laughs?  The man even spent a few minutes laughing, pertut slightly bowed.  His laughter was satisfied.

“Mas Rival!  What the fuck?”

“Fear huh?  Your face is funny when you're scared.”  Rival still chuckled, his laughter unfinished.

“Mas, do you know me?”  Revalina stood up and shook her head.  But then he smiled.  Seeing Rival laughing in satisfaction like this, he was very happy.

“I love to see you panic like that.”

“Nyebelin!”  Revalina pinched her husband's waist.

The one who was pinched laughed.

“It turns out this is my wife's expression when resigned.”

“I was so excited earlier, I thought you really harbored hatred for me.”  Revalina stroked her chest feeling relieved.  “Oh yes, it's already night.  I helped you to the bed?”

“No.”

“I haven't had a shower.  My body is so sultry.”

“Oh... Mmm.. Then I will prepare warm water for you.  A minute!”  Revalina went to the bathroom.  He prepares warm water in the bath tub.  Her husband will definitely relax when pampered with warm water in the bath tub.  

After that, Revalina prepared a towel, hanging in the bathroom.  “Let's help you to the bathroom.”  

Revalina pushed the wheelchair into the bathroom.  Then, now Revalin abingung.  What's he supposed to do?  Does he have to bathe Rival?

Rival undressed himself, who was immediately greeted by Revalina and hanged.

“Come, open my pants!  Why silent?” rival said, Revalina was surprised.  “I can undress myself, but pants trouble.

“Oh uh, mm.. yes.”  Revalina.  His hands shook slightly as he advanced.  Started to open her husband's pants, pulling them down as Rival lifted her buttocks by holding her armrest in a wheelchair.

Believe me this is a stressful day for Revalina.  Seeing the unique scenery and helping her husband bathe like a baby.  He helped Rival enter the bath tub.  Lifting the body by embracing it and guiding it into the bath tub.

Doesn't stop there.  Revalina also rubbed Rival's body using her hands.  Actually Rival can do it alone, but Revalina does not want to miss the opportunity.  

Revalina rubbed each inch using her own hands.  No matter what his face is occasionally exposed to splashes of water.  He rubbed Rival's burly back, chest, and neck of the man.  

This was the moment he was waiting for, there was no need for him to miss it.  Just like children playing water, it feels good.  

“You are helped rub on your feet?” tawar Revalina then grinned.

“if you want, no problem.”

“He heee...” Revalina began inserting her hands into soap foam that filled the bath tub.  He rubs Rival's calf.  

“Terus.  Keep!” pinta Rival smiled.

Revalina lowered her hand back to the calf when the palm had already touched the knee.  

“You sure you will be able to live this day with me?”  tanya Rival stared at Revalina's face intensely.  He rubbed the soap foam onto his arm.

“Yakin.”  Revalina is so steady.

“How about you get bored?”

“Ngak will.”

“Really?” Rival is getting serious.

“Plis, don't doubt me.  I'll prove it to you.”

“This is just to make up for your mistake, or because you love me?”

“Two-both.  I want to make amends and I love you too.  I told you that before, didn't I?”

“Then, what about our daily income?  I can't work because of my condition.I can't support you.  Mas Jacob asked me to work in his company, but I have not had time to jump, even this is.”

“Don't burden yourself with a living thing.  It will be both of our business.  I'll work at Umi's company.  I'll run that company together with Rafa.”

“That means you can't stay all day with me, while I need people to take care of me.  Better find a nurse for me.”

“Hah?”  Revalina's staying away from the bath tub.  Suddenly his brain tarveling everywhere.   If Rival was taken care of by the sisters, then the sisters would definitely do anything like Revalina did now.  Help open pants, help when you want to urinate, and many more jobs.

Revalina.  “Neg.  I don't want any nurse to take care of you.”

“Why?  That will lighten your load.”

“Let me take care of you.”

“You can't fully be near me.”

“Can.”

“When you work, then I pee, how?  Do I have to wait for you to come home?”

Revalina.  Right too, how would he take care of Rival while he was working outside the home?  How'this?

“I don't want you held back, or even until a nurse sees yours.  Ah, what am I talking about?  Anyway I don't want any other woman to do that.”  Revalina bites her lips.

Rival smiled.  “I'll ask for a male nurse, not a female nurse.”

“Oh...” Revalina grin wide.  Too excited to think about bad things.  

“How?  Do you still refuse to find me a male nurse?”

“I'd rather I take care of you, I'll take it wherever you go.  I want to be with you.  So, wherever I go, you will always be with me.  When I do the office, I meet, I go to the mall, anyway I always with you.”

“No.  I'll just stay home.”

Revalina bent her face, but her head nodded.she could not refuse the husband's request.  It is better to be asserted than to have to make her husband depressed because of the situation. His mental and psychic can be disturbed can be forced to blend with the general environment when he feels uncomfortable.  Better to just follow.

“So, you'd rather I go wherever you go, would you?” asked Rival with an intense gaze. 

“Neg.  I'll follow how you want.  If you are more comfortable at home, it is better at home.  Do not feel uncomfortable with your situation.”

“Good.  I'll try to come with you.  And after I live it turns out I feel uncomfortable, then I will choose at home.”

“Deal!”  Revalina grabbed Rival's pinky and linked it with her own pinky.  “I agree.  I'm sure you'll feel a lot more comfortable.”

“Yes already, now help me get up from here.  I have to rinse my body.  Help me pee.  Too long soaking will make this cuttlefish become snorted.  Even kebelet pee.”

The cuttle?  Hadeeeh. Rival's word makes Revalina so cute.  Revalina helps Rival stand up, rinsing her husband's body using an air shower.  After that, Revalina took Rival to the closet.  Help the man stand in front of the closet to fulfill his wishes.

Duh, if this continues at any time, Revalina can scratch her head.  Everything he saw but could not enjoy. Eh?  What the hell is he thinking?

Finished with the activity, Revalina took a towel and wiped her husband's body before finally wrapping the towel around the body.

Revalina pushed the wheelchair, with Rival sitting on the chair, a towel wrapped around her waist.

Revalina helps Rival put on clothes.  Including helping to pair the pants.  This is a wonderful drama that makes her smile all the time.  Where she had to hold her husband's triangular pants, then help put Rival's legs one by one into the mini pants. afterwards, pushing the pants up, up to the waist.  So did he when he put on his sleeping pants.  Long pants are smooth and flexible material that makes it easier for Revalina when installing it.

Revalina's work is done.  He now guided Rival's body up onto the bed.  He caught up, lying on Rival's side.  Using Rival's sturdy arm as his headboard.  

Revalina hugged Rival's body from the side.  Gender the head on the chest of the husband's field.  How comfortable it feels to be in that position.  

“Newly this time I feel this comfortable,” witty Revalina with a smile.

“Oh yes?  Like snot kids who fall in love, everything feels comfortable even though pegel when supporting the head of the old girlfriend.”

“Dih, so this feels pegel?  Not five minutes yet.”

Rival pinched the tip of Revalina's nose.  Makes the woman laugh.

A few seconds both of them were silent. Each thought about what was in his head. There are a lot of dreams that they have to solve together. It's only just beginning, they still have to go on a long household trip.

"Tomorrow in the morning you should wake up early. You have to take care of me before you take care of yourself" Rival said as he stroked Revalina's hair using the hand that became Revalina's headboard.

There is no lawfulness. A few seconds passed, neither was there a word.

"Reva!" Rival raised his head to look at his wife's face. 

Huh huh? Already sleeping? 

Apparently Rival was left asleep. Revalina was tightly closed with her mouth slightly open.

After that, Rival was sure there would be islands on the pillow, uh not the pillow, because Revalina was currently sleeping on Rival's armrest. Believe me, sleeping in a slightly open mouth will guarantee a sudden flow.

Rival cupped Revalina's lips by pushing her chin. The mouth is closed. 

Half an hour Rival was lying down, he was still unable to fall asleep. The condition of his feet in an imperfect condition made him feel unsettled. He is no longer like any other perfect human being. Loss of leg function, making him feel insecure, sad and chaotic. Just like losing a life. 

Rival really can't sleep. Mind fucked. Frustrating. I also want to cry. I don't know when it will be like this. Will he be unable to walk forever?

Actually he was upset, angry at Revalina, why to make him paralyzed. But he quickly restored his state of mind to normal, do not hate Revalina. Everything has happened, not because of Revalina's intention to make him paralyzed. Everything has a reason.

Half an hour passed, Rival began to feel his arms ache. Tingling as a result of being crushed by Revalina's head. But he chose to survive without moving the already comfortable head, afraid to make Revalina awake and disturbed sleep.

Let it. Sacrifice for a loved one.

(We are happy with Revalina and Rival for this chapter. Do not disturb their pleasure and do not envy.)

***

The sun feels warm touching the skin.  The light enters through a clear glass window.  The curtains are wide open.  

Rival and Revalina were still hugging like teletubies on a mattress, blankets all the way to the stomach.  

After the dawn prayer, they went back to bed.  No sleep, just lying around and sharing warmth.  

Rival prayers at dawn sitting on a mattress.  Revalina is on the floor.  

Now, they are in a half-lying position, with pillows piled on the wall, enjoying the view outside through the clear window of the room, so that their eyes can penetrate the view outside.  

Revalina does not have any activities at this time, so it is time she spent alone time with her husband.  Unlike the case when he is working, surely he will be preoccupied with a myriad of jobs that will certainly take his attention from Rival.

“You want a drink?  Let me get you,” asked Revalina, afraid her husband was thirsty and hesitant to ask for help.

“No.”  Rival shakes.

“I made breakfast huh?” Revalina raised her face, looking at her husband.  His head was thin on the chest of the Rival plane, while Rival's arm was on Revalina's back.  Occasionally the man's hand stroked his wife's innocent arm.

“Later on. not hungry.”  

“Oh.”

“You ever thought what not?  If this lecturer of yours eventually becomes your husband?”

“Same as no.  Even I never fell in love with you at that time.so I did not expect that we were paired.”

Rival smiled, a smile that added to the handsome impression.  “I too.  I thought my soul mate was a woman from London, or Germany, or England, or a foreign girl like I wanted.   All this time I've been craving for a bule woman.  Uh, it turns out my soul mate isn't far away.  Can a beautiful native Indonesian paripurna.”

Revalina pinched Rival's hard stomach, not causing any effect.  Rival's muscular stomach seemed to feel nothing even though Revalina's pinch was quite hard.

“Suer, I'm a work males.  Males say nothing,” complained Revalina. “It is already comfortable with this position.  A few hours like this un at home.”

Rival smiled again.

“It turns out this way it feels to have a husband, can be affectionate, can hug, can share warmth.  Asses people on marriage.  It turns out that married there are many sides of happiness that can not be described with the words.”  Revalina hugged Rival tightly.

“If you knew so, ita must have been married long ago.”

“Yes, I was born late.  It should have been born sooner so that you can marry quickly.  Hi hiiii..”  Revalina's laughter broke.

“Revalinaaaaa..

The loud noise from outside made Revalina jump in shock.  That's Candini's voice.  His voice shrieked loudly like lightning.

“Which hope? Why is there nothing?”  Candini's voice grew louder.

Hadeeeh.  Just last night enjoying the beauty with the husband, it has been disturbed like this.