Loving the Mafia
Candour
Cazim held up the photo on the table. Chesy with her three children.
Where could Cazim have seen wrong. What else he knows Chesy's posture. Obviously it was his wife.
Cazim grabbed the veil on Chesy's face, the beautiful face was immediately visible.
The hands of the Cazim holding the veil were trembling. Then the veil fell to the floor.
Chesy clearly saw the man's hand tremble.
After a long time Cazim did not find his wife, now he finds his wife back. It was hard to explain in words how he felt at this moment. Between haru, angry, also confused. Why won't Chesy see him? Why is Chesy hiding from her by hiding her face with a veil? There are many other questions that make him confused.
“You get out! Wait for me in the car!” cazim's word to his men.
“Ready, Ndan!” The policeman stepped out.
Cazim was still looking into Chesy's eyes. “Tell me, why are you avoiding me?”
Tis!
Chesy's tears are dripping. Not the answer he gave, but tears.
“Seven years of wounds I've kept closed. Seven years I've been trying to get up. Seven years I was alone. Why did you come back to open the wound that was closed?” chesy Lirih.
“So, you think of me as an old opener?” Cazim's face was immediately disappointed. “Do you have a husband?”
Chesy shook her head. “Since the last time we met, I've been living alone ever since.”
“Because that's what you want, right? you asked me to give up on this situation. You asked me to leave your life, you thought that you were not worthy of me. Then why should I survive if you who I defend just give up? Should I survive alone?” pissed Chesy.
Cazim took off napa. Now he understood, indeed he did not deserve Chesy. He even asked Chesy to leave him. Then why would he even question that? he feels so stupid. Aware that he was inappropriate and always causing trouble in Chesy's life, but why still hope Chesy will accept him again? Didn't he tell Chesy to leave him if he didn't feel strong? Maybe Chesy really isn't strong.
“Yes, I understand. I shouldn't have asked you that,” replied Cazim. Regret has put hope. He feels so shabby.
“Originally you know, here I feel like wishing alone. If the hope of living together is just next door, then why do I keep hoping for you? You give up, what about me? I don't want to spend time in vain just hoping for something that doesn't know the ending. While I already knew at the beginning that you gave up.”
Cazim stared at the beautiful face was still the same as before, still beautiful. Captivating. But his gaze was different. There was a pile of fatigue.
“I was afraid, when I had high hopes for you, when I was turned upside down in the midst of my loneliness, the ends even my hopes were not realized. Alright, I already know that you gave up, then I better give in to the circumstances. I accept life by myself.” Chesy wiped her tears with the back of her hand.
“Tell me stupid. I'm pessimistic. I backed off before I fought. I assume that I am very, very and very inappropriate for you. I want you to be happy without a man like me.”
“Do you? It was those words that hurt me. That's what hurts me. The only person I expected, instead gave up and asked me to go far away. But it's okay. I'm trying hard if that's what you want. I'll live alone.”
Cazim rubbed his face, confused. His heart was eager to get back to life with his wife. But is he still worthy?
All right, forget that stupid feeling.get rid of the guilt on yourself.it must build confidence and strength that God's love is much stronger than everything. Why does he feel cruel to his wife if she expects him?
“Chesy, I may not deserve to say this, but I have to say it. Do you want to start all over with me? Do you still want to live with me? We wake this family together again.” Cazim stared intensely at Chesy's eyes.
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Somewhat bingunh same NT, the review luamaaaa really. Update a few chapters, but who passed the review only 1 chapter. 😂😂 There is also a hot element, no kekerazan element. So, why only 1 chapter escaped? 😪😪