
"Let me just." Cazim took a bowl of porridge and pointed the spoon at Chesy's mouth. "My hands don't hurt."
Chesy stared at the spoon directed at him. Then open your mouth and eat it.
Jacob smiled. He retreated regularly, giving Cazim free access to feed his wife.
"Chesy, you're really lucky to have a husband like Cazim. He is caring, sincere and loving. What's more he's a good man, everyone knows that" Jacob said with a smile.
"Yes. Of course I'm lucky. There is no man as good as the Mas Cazim I know. I don't have to worry that men seem to cheat like men who don't have good moral and religious understanding" Chesy said.
"I'm sure your household will last until Grandpa's grandmother. You guys are compatible."
"But sometimes what is seen is not as beautiful as it really is. The eyes of others can only see from the outside."
Jacob held up both thumbs.
Cazim seemed to calmly feed Chesy, as if he had not been affected in the slightest by the conversation between Chesy and Jacob.
"Jacob, you're my friend, right?" ask Chesy.
"certain."
"Then can I ask you something?"
"Why not?" Jacob smiled.
"I want to know one thing from you. You answered the truth?" Chesy's laughter appeared.
"Say! What do you want to ask?"
Jacob glanced at Cazim. "Cazim's life is long, where you may be a widow. And there is no way that Cazim will leave you to separate, he is a man who understands religion, who knows best to go to the land in the household," Jacob said seriously, but then he laughed and responded with a guyon by saying, "But even if you are a widow, of course I will be the first to propose to you. Isn't that right, Cazim?"
"Looks like you've been visiting Chesy long enough, you can go and go back to see your sister" Cazim flatly said.
Jacob's face changed. He also said goodbye with an awkward expression. The door was closed and Jacob was gone.
Chesy and Cazim exchanged looks. Look at each other.
"Mas Cazim, the conversation with Jacob was a picture of our household. I've told you that I love you, I want you to be my full husband. I have a love for you. It was short and came so fast, but that was the truth. And when I love my husband, my husband loves another woman. I've struggled to reach my husband's love and even risked my life. And that doesn't change anything."
Cazim still silently looked into his wife's eyes.
"I had the courage to speak this out for consciously maintaining the household. Maybe you have been lucky, married a woman you do not love, and the woman also does not have love with you, so this makes things easier for you. Seeing the coming of Jacob, suddenly my mind opened, I now think, after all that we have lived and changed nothing, remembering your love for the Dusk so deep, that, and it's your wish to spend the rest of your life with him, I can't do much. I sincerely leave you behind me. Go with Dusk. We're over."
"Have you spoken?"
"Yet. The more I defend you and fight after you, the greater my love for you will be. And it still won't change anything, it will hurt more when my struggle is maxed out and lead to separation, because I know your love to the Twilight is not playing games. I see your gaze on him as meaningful. Love is so deep. You can go with him, Mom. Even if we are separated, there is a life that can give me another happiness. I'm tired, I'm going to sleep." Chesy lay down and shut her down.
The jaw of Cazim hardens. His face was red. His chest feels burning. Don't know what it is.
Brakes. Cazim put the bowl to the table.
Chesy was shocked to hear the jolt, but she chose to keep her eyes closed.
Seriate