Loving the Mafia
Broken

One week in detention did not necessarily make Cazim feel like he was in prison. He's staying calm. His life was not broken despite having to spend time in detention. There is no fear. Only, his heart was troubled by the state of Chesy, as well as his fetus. 

How's Chesy doing? He may not be well fed, grieve and worry about the situation. Unlike the case with Cazim who remained calm. Since he first came to the custody of her, Chesy has not appeared again to bring news. 

Did his wife meet Diatma and bring her father to Jonah? Cazim wondered. 

"Gazim!"

Cazim's head looked up at the figure who called out to him, it turned out to be Hamdan. 

Ah, this one human has always been anywhere. Cazim who was sitting on the floor did not move from his place. "What's wrong? Why did you get here? Your place is not here. Are you asking me?

"Cazim, I want to help you. You told Chesy to see your papa, right? But he didn't make it. Why don't you remember me? Why didn't you ask me for help?" ask Hamdan.

"You see I'm being held here, right? How can I ask for your help?" 

"Well, can't you borrow a communication device to call me? Cazim, I took the time here to meet your parents, but I got information that he had flown to Australia. But I've got his cell phone number. Do you want to talk to him directly? Or was I the one who called her?"

Cazim stood up and held the trellis. "Until this moment I still don't know what your mode is why is it so big to help me?"

"Dispose your negative thoughts. I'm yourfriend. I just want you to be free."

Cazim poked his shoulders. "There will always be frills behind your help. I already know you very well. You can justify any means you can to fulfill your wishes, including using me, blackmailing me, or even demanding anything for your services."

"Cazim, forget that bad moment. Let me be your friend now. Was it my fault to fix myself? Comeon!"

"Through my lawyer, I've been negotiating the justice collaborator I offered the police before the case went to trial, so this will make matters easier."

"Then the results?" ask Hamdan.

"Still in consideration."

"At least you're optimistic and sure that they'll agree. You have power and big names, you're respected and feared, you have power, it's just a technical matter."

"My power has been displaced since my kingdom in the police broke up and my abuses sniffed. So don't talk strength anymore."

"This happened because some members of the police who were honest, kind, obedient to the rules, and defended the truth, your crimes were eliminated as well. It turns out that there are still a handful of humans who have patriot souls and are full of love like them. Well, I won't be dramatizing the matter for too long, the point is that I'll try to contact your papa, no matter what. Diatma's extended family will definitely receive a message from me, I'm a cop."

Cazim did not respond anymore. It's up to Hamdan. Hopefully his friend who likes that mode this time writing helps, without strings attached. It is difficult to deal with mental mode.

“Oh yes, regarding your case, it was reported by Mr. Diatma's secretary.  He read your name on the paper, he also asked security to check the cctv when you came to the office. He believes that it is Azzam Cand Cazim who has had a big scandal.  Although wearing a mask, but he managed to match with your photo on social media.  And the allegations turned out to be true,” Hamdan explained.

“What problem is Diatma's secretary with me?”

“In essence, he does not believe that you are his son Mr. Diatma, his boss.  To his knowledge, his boss had no children.  He thought you had a bad plan for Mr. Diatma so he quickly reported you to the police. Yes already, I'm leaving now!”

That very day, Hamdan went to Diatma's house wearing his service uniform, welcomed by the security guard. This is the fate of people in uniform, respected and respected. This is what makes Hamdan proud of his uniform, because the name of man mostly judges other humans from his appearance. 

Hamdan was welcome in, he also gave a message to his wife Diatma who was at home, that Cazim aka the figure known as Azzam was in custody. Hamdan asked his wife Diatma to help solve Cazim's case.

At that time, Diatma could not be contacted via phone, so will try to be contacted at a later time.

***

"Mas Cazim, I can't bring you together with your papa" said Chesy, who was in custody at the time. He looked worried and sad. It's not known how many times he'd swoop down on Cazim in custody.

Cazim grabbed the hand of Chesy who was sitting opposite him. The man who still looked calm rubbed the back of his wife's hand. "I'm sorry, but I can't do the job your brother gave me."

"It's been a month since we left home. And we haven't got any results yet. Your father can not be found, even Fatih's father is now in a fashion disappointed with you. At first I wanted to take your father to see Abi, without you. But dad didn't want to. I'm really disappointed in you."

"I understand that. And I can't force you to forgive me. There's been a lot of sacrifices you've made for me but it ended in disappointment. I also disappointed abi. Disappointed you."

"Mas, I was thinking about abi. Abi, who lost his Umi and gave his only daughter to his wife's killer. And Abi only conditions you to be able to meet him with his iron, also so that you can escape from your scandal. But nothing materializes.”  Chesy lowered her head, not knowing who to be angry at.  On the other hand, his heart loved Cazim dearly, but on the other hand, he also respected the feelings of his ashes.

“It turns out I was too takabur, believing that I would be able to complete this mission in one month, but God willed another,” Cazim said.  “My case is still running in a difficult and complicated negotiation stage.  Even at first I believed I would be able to overcome this on my own within the appointed time, but it turned out that the hand of God quickly made me realize, that I have no power but only on His Power.”

Chesy took a deep breath.  Every time he met Cazim in the room, he felt that the world was very narrow.  Fearing that Cazim would get severe punishment, he ended up living alone.  No husband, nor did he get the blessing of his ashes.

“Abi called me,” said Chesy.

“Abi is mad at me?  He wants you to come back home and stay away from me, so?”  Cazim who has always been optimistic about everything, suddenly pessimistic.  The one hope he gave Chesy had already collapsed and he felt like he was collapsing.  He could not keep his own words to obey all Jonah's will.

Now what exactly did Chesy expect from him?  He's not a good man, he's given a bad past and even a bad impact to Chesy's life, even now that he's in custody.  There was nothing he could do for his wife.  His pride really felt collapsed.

Chesy shouldn't have held on for him. Chesy deserves happiness from any side.

“Abi asked me to go home,” replied Chesy.

“Go home!  Follow abi.”'s will

“I won't be home while you're still here.”

“There's nothing more you can expect from me.”

Chesy's gaze instantly changed.  The hope in those eyes faded.  “Why do you say that?  I'm still here because I expected you, I want you to be free and accompany me.”

“Unfortunately your hope that I can not realize.”

“Why are you desperate?  Where is your spirit and optimism?” snapper Chesy.  “Do you not want to get support from your wife?  Do you not want to be accompanied by a wife?”

Cazim did not know where all the hopes were.  “Now think abi.  I can take care of myself here.  And one more thing, if you feel bored, or even not strong with this situation, you can ask me to look at you.  Take care of our children if they are born well.”  Cazim got up and left the table.  

Chesy froze in place, downcast.  It turned out that his high hopes were not accompanied by passion by Cazim.

Here, it should be Cazim who struggles to get up, not Chesy.  But why did Cazim recede?  

***

Seriate