Married for Trust
CHAPTER 12.

12.

"The taste of this ketropak, exactly the same as that used to be often brought by Kak Shalwa every time he came home from work." Nazhwa said with a smile after tasting the ketropak that Andre bought on the way home.

Andre did not respond to Nazhwa's remarks, he continued to eat his own ketropak without showing any exertion whether the ketropak was delicious or not.

After it ran out, Andre moved from the dining room and went straight into the room. While Nazhwa cleaned up their food after that, she followed her husband into the room.

"Mas" Call Nazhwa, but her husband does not budge on the bed with his back.

Nazhwa went up to the bed and it turned out that Andre was asleep. Nazhwa laid her body beside her husband. No, not on the side but on the back because Andre's position is behind him.

Nazhwa looked at her husband's back as he muttered, "You know Mas, why did I ask you to touch me? It's not just because our parents want our grandchildren. But also because I want my son to be my replacement to accompany and comfort Dad and Mom if I have gone to catch up with Shalwa. But, the taste is very difficult to get it from you, Mas. Don't touch me, just look at me like I'm reluctant. I don't know what or where my mistake was so Mas did it to me."

Nazhwa muttered until he fell asleep.

Shortly afterwards, Andre, who had not slept, got out of bed after hearing Nazhwa's snoring, indicating that his wife had fallen asleep.

Andre went into the bathroom to wash his face and after that he went back up to the bed but did not lie down but just leaned his body on the head of the bed while staring at Nazhwa who had fallen asleep.

"What did you mean? What do you mean if you've gone after your brother Shalwa?"

Andre tried to digest what Nazhwa said, but he shook his head slowly because he did not understand what he meant.

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"Thank's yes already in the anterin home plus in the dinner treat as well last night, at the five-star restaurant again. This way every day won't empty my wallet." Kekeh doctor Heni after the car owned by doctor Adam who was riding was parked in the courtyard of his house.

"This is the last one, and never again. I want to save up for the marriage capital." Doctor Adam also chuckled.

"Do you have a candidate?"

"There was but that was then, now that he belongs to people." Adam's doctor replied, this time smiling.

"Oh my goodness, Dam. Move on dong if it already belongs to people, look for others still a lot. If you want me to find it later, or choose just one of the nurses in the hospital a lot of who are still single." Doctor Heni's taps and then removes his seatbelt.

After Heni's doctor had entered his house, Adam's doctor drove his car.

What Dr. Heni said, is true. Move on, but somehow the feeling is difficult even though he and Nazhwa never had any relationship.

Arriving home, Dr. Adam went straight to the room and cleaned himself. After that he opened the drawer and took an album with many of his photos with his gray time friends. Of the many photos in the album, there is only one photo that always makes him excited to start the day. That is, the photo of Nazhwa that he used to photograph secretly when Nazhwa won an English speech.

To this day he keeps a photo of Nazhwa and always sees it every morning before starting the activity and every night before going to bed. He hopes to someday find Nazhwa and express his feelings that he has long since been quiet. However, upon meeting he is struck by the fact that Nazhwa has become the property of others. There's no hope of having Nazhwa. It is very sad story of his love all this time who always hope in a woman who may not be destined for her.

However, if only he had never lost contact with Nazhw, he might have been Nazhwa's companion in life, but fate said something else and did not seem to support him with Nazhwa.

Adam's doctor put the album back in a drawer, and maybe this is the last time he's seen a picture of Nazhwa. True what Dr. Heni said, he had to move on and look for another one that was really destined for him.

"May you be happy with your marriage, Nazhwa, and it should be otherwise not be surprised if I am carelessly entered into your household." He chuckled at Doctor Adam, laying his body on the bed. ''Astaghfirullah, no Allah I was just joking, I have absolutely no ambition to be a player or a snatch of people." Doctor Adam chuckled again and closed his eyes to sleep.

From tomorrow he will start the day without the shadow of Nazhwa again. And from tomorrow also he will start his role as a doctor on the basis of his own will, not because Nazhwa again told him to become a doctor.

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The night was getting late, but Andre could not sleep at all because he kept thinking about Nazhwa's words, he really did not understand what his wife said. Andre got out of bed and came out of his room.

In his workspace that's where Andre is at the moment. He stared at the late Shalwa's photo while muttering an apology.

Sorry for disappointing his late girlfriend who advised him to care for and love Nazhwa as much as he loved and loved Shalwa. However, unfortunately he is very difficult to carry out the trust, do not to love. Touching Nazhwa also feels so reluctant, even though a man can fuck his woman even though he does not love. But that was not the case for Andre.

Loving and being loved is a wish for everyone, but in the end, only three things matter: how much you love, how gently you live your life, and how sincerely you let go of something that wasn't meant for you.

The hardest thing about love is to start. Especially open the heart, after cleaning up the old one.

Marriage is fate, loving is destiny. Who you plan to marry, but who you can't plan your love for.

Everyone must have felt the twists and turns of life. As if made balanced, there are times when a person feels happy and does not have any problems in his life. But there are also times when someone feels at the bottom when they are experiencing problems.

Memories with a partner cannot be easily lost. That is what makes the heart unable to accept the arrival of new people while still expecting love from the old people. Only time can tell when the heart can receive love from a new person.