
22.
When Andre's car was no longer visible, Nazhwa turned his body and stepped into the house while holding his waist that had been painful, but he held it.
Nazhwa remains determined to hide his illness until he gains clarity about his husband's feelings, as he does not want to be loved out of pity.
No matter how painful the complaint is, no matter how weak his body he will try to strengthen his physique so as not to look sick.
The most important thing now is that the husband has accepted and is willing to learn to love it is more than enough to motivate himself to fight for recovery.
When you are struggling to get to success, be prepared to accept the risk, which is failure. If you are afraid of failure and always try to avoid it, then it is the same as you stay away from success. So, you need to be grateful if you still have the age to be able to achieve success.
Likewise with Nazhwa, in his efforts to get the love of the husband, he must also be prepared to accept all the risks that might happen, namely failure. As she knows there are other women out there that her husband loves. However, he will continue to fight until he can achieve a success towards happily living the household by getting the love of his husband. And what he needs to be grateful for is, God still gives him a chance to do that.
One of the most beautiful ways of life is to be grateful for what we have lived every day and be grateful for what God has given, without any regrets or small complaints. A grateful person is one who knows how to enjoy life.
Happiness never comes to those who fail to appreciate what they already have. There is no eternal suffering, no eternal happiness. Except for those who are grateful, they will feel happiness forever. For God knows what is best for His servant and when is the right time for a servant to have it.
When he was in the room, Nazhwa slowly laid his body on the bed. Now he is free to grimace to spill all the complaints that he has almost every day. However, lately his pain is getting worse and also his body feels weaker.
Nazhwa closed his eyes to sleep for a while so that later when he woke up at least he could feel a little fit to do his routine as a wife, cleaning the house, cooking and also preparing all the needs of his husband.
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After traveling for approximately thirty minutes, Andre arrived at his company. He got out of the car and stepped into his office building with a sweet smile and greeted every employee who passed by him.
This certainly attracts the attention of the employees because Andre's old attitude has returned.
In the past when he was in a relationship with Shalwa, especially his lover was his own secretary. The second relationship is like an advantage for employees because of Andre's friendly attitude to the employees and even often he jokes with the employees and it is all because of Shalwa.
However, since it is known that Shalwa died in an accident with Andre, the employees no longer see the cheer on Andre's face. His attitude changed the letter eighty degrees. Shalwa's death made Andre more silent and closed even after Andre married. However, what the employees saw today seemed to douse their thirst for Andre's longing attitude.
Secretary Nanda who witnessed it all was of course also surprised to see the change in Andre's attitude today, the careless boss turned out to be friendly to his employees, especially the employees who look very happy for Andre's greeting to them. And what Nanda's secretary has in mind right now is to report to Nazhwa. Although never asked, somehow he likes to report anything that Andre did to Nazhwa.
"Good morning, Nanda. Is there a meeting I need to attend today?" Andre asked as he passed his secretary.
Andre stopped his steps and turned to look at the secretary Nanda then turned to look at his watch which did show it was approaching lunch time for the employees.
'Look at you, Nazhwa. Just hugging you made me come to the office the longest. What if we did that already?' andre said in his heart.
Your embrace makes me opiate, Mas.
New hug, what about his other?
I'm not letting go of you anymore, Mom.
Andre smiled at the thought of that. Without realizing it, Nanda's secretary continued to watch him with a frown.
"Sir Andre is fine, right?"
Andre gasped, "Yes of course I'm fine. Why are you asking like that?"
"Soalnya Mr. Andre smiles himself, even though Mr. Andre today was late to come to the office" said Secretary Nanda.
"What's the problem? I'm the boss of this company, so I'm free to come at any time." said Andre as if reminding his position on his secretary. "You haven't answered my question, did I have a meeting today?" ask Andre again.
Nanda's secretary immediately opened her agenda book, "There, sir. But his meeting was at 5pm at the Hotel****." replied Nanda's secretary as he closed his agenda.
"Jam 5 pm," Andre seemed to think, if his meeting at five in the afternoon it means he will go home last night. What about Nazhwa at home alone, all this time he never came home at night.
"Alright, you just arrange the meeting" said Andre then turned around and continued his steps towards his room.
After being in his room, Andre just opened his laptop to check the company's data. However, the time he did not focus because somehow he became reminded of Nazhwa at home. If the meeting today is five in the afternoon, it has been determined he will go home at night.
Andre wants to send Nanda's secretary to accompany Nazhwa in his house, but he also can not meet without his secretary, he will be troubled if there is no Nanda.
Andre takes his cell phone, he wants to contact Nazhwa to tell if today he will be home the night, but his call is missed. Several times he tried to contact but his call did not get an answer.