Married for Trust
CHAPTER 19.

19.

After performing the evening prayer Nazhwa was still sitting on his prayer mat while chanting prayer words and saying as many words of Istighfar as possible, so that his heart became calmer.

He knew God did not promise the sky was always blue, flowers were always blooming, and the sun was always shining. But know that HE always gives rainbows after storms, laughter in every tear, blessings in every ordeal, and answers to every problem. And Nazhwa was sure, if what was happening in his life at this time was one of his scenarios and later at the right time will meet the bright path of this all. Just have to be patient to wait for that time to come. Be sure and believe that God never gives trials beyond the limits of the ability of a servant.

Meanwhile Andre who had also finished performing night prayers immediately moved from the top of his prayer mat and saved his prayer mat and peci. After that he brought himself to sit on the edge of the bed and when he realized that Nazhwa had not returned to the room since then immediately moved from the top of the bed he had just sat on and immediately get out of the room.

Andre searches for Nazhwa in the kitchen, dining room, living room and family room but does not find Nazhwa. He also took the initiative to go to the yard of the house when Nazhwa was there, but it turns out Nazhwa was not there either. Andre went back inside the house and guessed where Nazhwa is.

"Nazhwa where, he didn't run away because he couldn't stand my attitude? But there's no way, anywhere he goes these nights, the car's still there." Andre Gumam.

Andre suddenly stopped his steps as he passed through the guest room, thinking whether Nazhwa was inside this guest room.

Slowly Andre opened the door of the guest room, and sure enough Nazhwa was inside already asleep on his prayer mat.

Andre went into the room and approached Nazhwa and sat down beside Nazhwa.

"I didn't know you were asleep or intentionally sleeping here."

For a moment Andre looked at the face of his wife who was no longer wearing makeup like these few days. His forehead shriveled when he felt something different from his wife's face, the more he noticed Nazhwa's face even looked pale when not wearing makeup.

Andre became confused at the change of his wife, actually what happened to Nazhwa.

Andre raised his wife's body to move to their room. Nazhwa who felt her body drift instantly opened his eyes, he was filled to find himself in her husband's arms, he thought this was a dream because Andre would never do this to him.

"Look at Brother Shalwa, I've achieved my happiness even if only in a dream. Sis, tell God not to wake me up from this dream, because it's just like I can feel my husband's touch." Nazhwa continued muttering as he continued to look at Andre's face which made her husband slowly smile. Nazhwa thinks what he feels now is just a dream.

Nazhwa still continued to look at Andre's face which was now lying beside him while staring at himself. Slowly Nazhwa smiled when he saw Andre who was also smiling staring at him. Truly this was the most beautiful dream, he seemed to forget the pain that gnawed at his body.

"If this were real and not a dream, I would be so happy, Mom."

Nazhwa reached out his hand about to touch Andre's face, immediately his eyes closed when Andre welcomed his hand and kissed the fingers embedded in the wedding ring.

"Sister Shalwa, I really don't want to wake up from this dream." His speech was soft, but it could still be heard clearly by Andre.

What he had always expected all this time finally materialized even though it was only in a dream.

Andre gave a smile as he put Nazhwa's hand on his face while holding the hand that somehow felt cold. Somehow this wife thinks this is a dream, which is actually real happening. Andre was staring at Nazhwa who closed his eyes. It turned out that Nazhwa had great hopes on him, and that instead happened he always ignored.

"I'm sorry, Nazhwa. Can we start all over and open a new chapter?"

The apology sentence embedded in the invitation sentence in the form of a question, made Nazhwa immediately open his eyes. His gaze was instantly fixed on the Netra Andre who was heartily staring at him.

"Yes, Mas. I really want to." Nazhwa immediately answered spontaneously which of course by still considering this is a dream.

Andre smiled at Nazhwa's enthusiastic reply.

"Oh my God, please don't wake me up. Let me feel happy with my husband in this dream."

Andre's smile turned into a ruckus, he was closer to himself right in front of Nazhwa. The distance of his second body was very close to even there was no more reproach, unlike usual that there would be a bolster that became a barrier between the two of them.

"You're not dreaming, Nazhwa. It's all real."