Married for Trust

Married for Trust
CHAPTERS 16.


16.


"Do you want to be delivered using Ambulance?" Ask Dr. Heni.


Nazhwa is currently in his room after doing a blood wash a few minutes ago. Though he asked his patients to rest in the ward for a few hours but Nazhwa still Kekeuh want to go home because it has been too long to leave the house.


"Don't joke, Doc. Doctor Heni knows for myself I desperately hide my illness from everyone but the Doctor himself. But the doctor told me to go home with the Ambulance." Nazhwa said with a faint smile.


"I'll bring my own car, Doc." Say it again."


"But can you drive in such a weak state? Or let me just drive you home."


"No need, Doc. I don't want to take neuropoxin. In Shaa Allah, I can do Doc."


Doctor Heni could only sigh and let Nazhwa go home alone in a weak state. He took the patient to the parking lot.


"Be careful on the road, take the car slowly. If you're not strong, just edge your car and call me immediately."


Nazhwa responded with a smile. After saying goodbye and thanking the attention given by Dr. Heni, Nazhwa got into his car and immediately left the hospital courtyard.


After Nazhwa's car was not seen, Heni's doctor reentered the hospital.


Along the way home Nazhwa drove his car slowly like what Dr. Heni said.


Nazhwa hopes that by doing regular dialysis as recommended by Heni's doctor, his disease can gradually heal or at least improve so that he is strong to live a day full of emptiness.


Really, he never blamed anyone for what happened in his life. Whether it's about her illness or her household. It's just that she hopes that the creator will allow her to feel the happiness of the household ark for the rest of her life even if only for a short time even though she knows that happiness she will never get from her husband.


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Because there was nothing else to do and the meeting was not there, today Andre went home from work earlier than usual. Upon reaching the house he scrunched his forehead seeing no Nazhwa cars. His wife has not yet returned home.


Andre stepped inside the house, he felt that something was missing because Nazhwa usually welcomed his return and today his wife was not seen until she reached the room.


"Have dared to dawdle him apparently," Andre smiled sinisterly as he opened his suit and threw it on the bed. Nazhwa was not as obedient as he thought. See, what kind of wife isn't home when her husband comes home from work.


After changing clothes, Andre went up to the bed and lay down. For a while, he continued to look at the ceiling of the room slowly his eyes closed because he suddenly felt sleepy. However, only a few seconds closed Andre re-opened his eyes and quickly got out of bed when the roar of Nazhwa's car engine sounded.


''Whatever he was doing out there, so he came home exhausted like that.


Andre went back to bed and closed his eyes pretending to be asleep. He wanted to know how Nazhwa reacted when he saw him go home first.


The sound of the open door made Andre close his eyes closed.


Nazhwa who was outside saw the husband's car, he quickly walked into the house as if he had forgotten a moment ago to wash his blood and his body was very weak. After opening the door, her husband fell asleep.


"Mas Andre?" Slowly Nazhwa stepped towards her husband and climbed onto the bed and took Andre's hand to kiss the back of his hand.


"Sorry, I went home long ago. I thought washing the blood was just for a little while, but it took quite a while."


Earlier Andre wanted to immediately pull his hand that was kissed Nazhwa, but when he heard his wife's words he put her away and still pretended to sleep.


Nazhwa got out of bed and walked to the bathroom.


After hearing the bathroom door shut, Andre opened his eyes. He sat his body and leaned against the head of the bed, staring at the back of his hand, which Nazhwa had kissed, and also remembered what his wife had said.


"Bloodwashing, who washes the blood? Or maybe the friend Nazhwa always met was sick and today he accompanied his friend to wash his blood, is that right?" Andre rolled his eyeballs thinking about the truth of Nazhwa's words, and he concluded that way.


"If that's true, then I've subconsciously accused him if he goes out to see the man." Andre rubbed his face as he stood in his heart.


"But, the tumben he didn't invite Nanda. Usually every want to go see his friend Nazhwa always take Nanda?" One more question suddenly came to his mind. Andre became dizzy himself in his making.


"What the fuck? Oh come on Andre, you don't have to think about anything about Nazhwa. Let him do whatever's out there it's none of your business. You don't love him so you don't have to interfere with anything he does. Well that's right, Ndre." Andre continued to mutter to himself, until he did not realize the bathroom door was open and Nazhwa stepped in his direction.


"Mas is up?" Nazhwa's voice startled Andre who made his instantaneous emotions.


"What do you think? I'm sitting there sleeping, huh!" Andre grabbed the blanket and got out of bed and passed Nazhwa just out of the room.


Nazhwa stared at her husband's steps with nanar. For the time being she will let her husband, perhaps Andre is angry at coming home early and does not find himself at home. And later she will explain to her husband after his body feels better, which of course is seasoned with lies.


"I'm sorry, God. I had no intention of lying to my husband, but I had to. I don't want Mas Andre and the whole family to know about my illness, I don't want to burden them all. I will try my best to hide this disease. However, when I am not strong, I beg God, just give me a little bit to feel how it feels to be loved by my husband. After that I leave everything to you, including my life and death." said Nazhwa along with his tears that escaped.