Married for Trust
CHAPTER 33.

Andre was flabbergasted, completely surprised by this new fact in his knowledge about his wife who turned out to have long suffered from kidney disease. He could not imagine how all this time his wife could hide such a big thing from everyone.

Andre's mind immediately revolved around the events of a few days ago.

Where Nazhwa said something when he thought he was asleep.

"You know Mas, why would I ask you to touch me? It's not just because our parents want our grandchildren. But also because I want my son to be my replacement to accompany and comfort Dad and Mom if I have gone to catch up with Shalwa. But, the taste is very difficult to get it from you, Mas. Don't touch me, just look at me like I'm reluctant. I don't know what or where my mistake was so Mas did it to me."

And also when he pretended to be asleep while waiting for Nazhwa to come home who said he went to meet his friend.

"Sorry, I went home long ago. I thought washing the blood was just for a little while, but it took quite a while."

And what the late Shalwa, his beloved, said in his dream.

"Try to be patient when something you love is missing, believe that God is preparing something more beautiful than before. Our world is different, Andre, and I leave someone I love more than you and even myself. Why do you always make them sad? Do you know what? I also feel his sadness here. I also cried when she shed her tears because of your attitude. If you can't make her happy, then don't blame me if someday I'll pick her up. You will live in regret for losing the one who loves you for the second time."

Andre rubbed his face that was already wet from tears. Truly regretting his actions that had ignored Nazhwa during his wife.

He also recalled what Nazhwa said yesterday when he decided to learn to love his wife.

"I love you, Mas. I fell in love the first time I saw you. When Mas came to my parents, asked me to be Mas's wife."

Andre's tears were rushing down his cheeks. He sobbed and his body trembled. Fear hit him at this time, fear will be left behind by the person who loves him for the second time.

Next to her, Secretary Nanda looked pityfully at her superior. Nanda let Andre in for a moment, and moments later after remembering something that Nazhwa might be in the hospital, Secretary Nanda ventured to touch the shoulders of his superiors who were shaking.

"Sir Andre, we're going to the hospital now, maybe Ms. Nazhwa is there" he said.

Andre quickly wiped his tears upon hearing his Secretary's remark. After Nanda told the hospital which was always attended by his wife, Andre immediately drove his car at full speed to get to the hospital quickly. Andre no longer cares about his trauma when he had an accident with Shalwa first. All he had in mind at this moment was to immediately meet Nazhwa and explain all of him. He did not want Nazhwa to drag on his misunderstanding, in his heart he prayed that later Nazhwa would accept the reason he had married her was because of the mandate of the late Shalwa, Shalwa, her lover was also Nazhwa's own sister.

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Meanwhile in the hospital, Nazhwa had been in the room where he was going to undergo treatment. He lay on the patient's bed, his eyes closed but he did not fall asleep. The infusion needle has been stuck in the back of his hand, and Nazhwa is also used oxygen because a while ago he suddenly experienced shortness of breath, not to mention the condition of his body which is also weak.

"I know you're not sleeping, you're just trying to calm yourself down here."

A familiar male voice rang out in Nazhwa's ears, but he was very reluctant to open his eyes. Until he felt a swab on the back of his hand, and slowly he opened his eyes.