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Sometimes Caca was thinking, he had done what good until his life was too lucky to be liked by a handsome man and money like Louis. But, he was also sometimes tired of the man's protective over-protection while watching him. For example, now, due to dinner with Nolan and his sudden confession of friendship, Louis hunts for concrete explanations from him.
It can be guessed by Caca, arriving at the door of the apartment, Louis like asking for his explanation about Nolan. More precisely, about their closeness first. Ten years is not a short time for Caca to know a Louis. He knew all about Louis starting from happy, sad, tired, and of course being suspicious like now.
“So you know Nolan? Your mother too?”
Caca sighed. Apparently Louis really didn't want to end it.
“Iya. Like my story earlier.” Caca brief, and hope Louis will understand now, although impossible because Louis is typical of people who do not want to stop if all the conjectures in his head are fulfilled.
Caca reached out his hand about to press the passcode on the intercom, but stopped because Louis interrupted again.
“But, the way he looks at you, is very different from the gaze of a friend.”
Caca laughed at the corner of his lips. He felt uncomfortable with his conversation with Louis.
“Ch,” Caca screeches. “By what the hell are you.” said he did not like. If Louis just wanted to corner her now, Caca vowed to expel the man after this.
“Nolan like—”
“Lou, please don't think macem-macem. I'm just like Nolan, just a friend. Pure friend. We never had any relationship other than just friends.”
True, Caca was not lying, but from Caca's tone of voice and intonation, Louis could guess there was something Caca was hiding from him.
“If you ask me to believe that, sorry I won't do it this time, Ca. You're mine.”
Caca sighed, his shoulders had already fallen withered with a tired look.
“Then, how do you want me? What do I want to answer?” ask Caca to give up. If the problem is like this, Louis is always good at arguing. It is not wrong om Hutama to make his son a President.
“Jonestly me!” press Louis does not want to be denied with a face that turns cold. The look in his eyes shone sharply towards Caca.
Instead of being angry, Caca chose to smile at the corner of his lips and reply to Louis with a sarcastic sentence that would surely succeed in intimidating Louis and making the man soften again. Yes, Caca always used this way if Louis was already in this blind jealous mode.
“So you don't believe me?” caca said no less cold. He looked up for the sake of aligning their eye beads, then highlighted them with emphasis.
“Mean the story to me.” said Louis slightly elevated the intonation of his voice.
Apparently Caca's trick didn't work this time. Louis was still in trouble and would not give up on demanding an explanation from Caca.
“Okey. I'll tell a story. But not with you who are cringe again like this. I'm sure we won't be in line for finding the bright spot of the problem, if we talk now.”
Louis nailed in his place. He just looked straight at Caca. And once again Caca shrugged his shoulders, dropped both arms on his sides, then looked back at Louis.
“I'm sure, we'll fight if we talk about it now, Lou. Please, you know what I mean.” please Caca sincerely from the heart, hoping that Louis this time will still understand him.
But it remains not as Caca had hoped. Without saying a word, Louis turned around and left Caca. The date she wanted to end with a sweet farewell and hearing Caca's spoiled voice, didn't materialize.
Caca knew he was being too selfish. He did not even want to prevent the departure of Louis who had left without saying goodbye to him. Like his shadow, they would argue fiercely and end up not good if talking about the past it is now. They just need the right time, and a calm heart to talk and open up all the realities that exist between Caca and Nolan.
After Louis disappeared from view, Caca pressed the passcode on the intercom embedded in the steel door of his apartment, then entered the house. He did not want to do the drama of chasing and begged Louis once again to understand him. They are both adults, and they should be able to behave as they should. And of course, Caca wouldn't bother Louis if he was this angry. He just needed to wait for the man to soften and contact himself first.
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The clock pointed at the number ten in the night, but Caca still could not close his eyes, still Louis's unusual thoughts were this angry at him. Apologizing is too proud as a woman. Moreover, imagining the man will be a hundred percent million and do not care about his existence if in a jealous mode so, making Caca's eyes more reluctant to shut. Plus a statement, this problem started from him. He was very sure that Louis would not rebuke him before the man's wishes he fulfilled.
“So I want to call Mom.” murmured, but there is no way he did because it was already night, and of course his mother must have fallen asleep.
Caca pulled the blanket to cover the waist, then grabbed the main light switch for him to change into a sleeping lamp. It was dark, desolate, making it seem like it was thrown back into the past.
Caca's breath was blown large while accompanied by a de-sahan tired. His hands and feet were hugging tightly. She wants to cry. Too tired to think about the many burdens that he kept alone.
Is it time for her to make a decision on her relationship with Louis? It was time for her to decide to marry the man, although honestly, after meeting Nolan, a feeling she had buried deep, now came to the surface.
“Why should she appear again in my life?” caca asked softly in silence. “I've been hard-earned to forget her, but why did she suddenly appear for real in front of me?”
During this time, the moment Nolan appeared on the television screen had no effect whatsoever on Caca's heart. He can be indifferent, pretend not to hear or see, and also he can deny his own heart by thinking of Louis as a diversion, though he knows, it is too unfair for Louis, Louis, his girlfriend who has been his fiancee for four years.
Butwhat? The moment he saw the presence of Nolan who stood real in front of him, made Caca's determination falter. The feeling he was trying to deny, came back to form in his heart. He still loves Nolan, and he doesn't lie about it.
Then, Louis? How's him? The man had accompanied her for many years, and Louis had always accepted her as she was.
Everything changed like a boomerang that was back spinning floated attacking him. Caca is in a big dilemma.
“Gosh ... ”
Caca's attention was distracted by the phone shakes on the nightstand. He thought it was Louis who called him, but ...
...No Name Calling . . ....
...0813210000XX...
Caca still remembers whose number this is. He won't forget. For a moment, he was silent. His gaze locked on the number that still made his phone vibrate until at the end, it all went back to silence. Slowly the display began to darken, and Caca sighed harshly.
“Why would he dare call me again anyway?” caca did not like it. He was in trouble, and it was due to Nolan's presence at an inopportune moment. Then, why would he call Caca again? To cheer up and make fun of Caca that she has managed to screw things up? Or more specifically, messing with Caca's relationship with Louis?
Such bad thoughts continue to plague Caca's brain. There is nothing good about Nolan. Caca kept trying to implant it in his heart which for a decade he had frozen for the man.
Before long, Caca's phone vibrated briefly twice. He could guess who sent the message. He glanced at the screen of the phone that was almost dark, but Caca's movement changed quickly to answer and hold the incandescent light of his phone so as not to darken, when he managed to see the name that appeared there.
LouiLv: Sorry, I was wrong. I shouldn't have left you that way.
LouiLv: And you really, I shouldn't have asked for an explanation when I'm messed up and it's going to affect our relationship.
Sorry, Honey. Let's talk if you're ready.
Again, sorry.
Caca breathed a sigh of relief. Finally, tonight he can sleep well. Caca put his phone back in the nightstand drawer. Then he pulled out the blanket and closed his eyes that were already hot and sore due to fatigue and heavy drowsiness, he prepared to go to dreamland.
Drr...
The phone shook briefly once more, without Caca knowing, as he was already deep in his dream room.[]
...—Connect—...
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Louis bucinnya not kelulungan to Caca 😅
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