Me Gustas Tu's
S2. Six

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Maddened. It's Crazy.

Caca kept saying that in his heart when the one standing on his right side when he was in the super market was Nolan, not Louis. Caca himself did not know why this man was in the same place and corner as him. His house is far away, in the city center.

I'd love Caca to ask you about Nolan's whereabouts here. Is there a job or project? But he held it in his mouth firmly.

“Gue again review cosmetics company that five years I pioneered, Ca. No need to worry I did not follow Lo all the way here as a stalker. No need to GeEr.” said Nolan relaxed like a person who can read minds.

Caca glared wide. Who feels good too? Nolan is too big a head. Nolan's confidence has not changed from last time Caca knows.

“Who is GeEr anyway? I just didn't think you were here anymore. That's aja.”

Nolan smiled. He pushed the shopping cart ahead of Caca when he saw a row of snacks he liked. Caca tau, Nolan likes spicy potato chips and barbeque.

“Let's receipt payment in split only. I don't want to have debt with you.”

Nolan just stood still and walked towards another shelf. After that, he placed several bags of snacks in the same basket.

“Eh, why are you—”

“Gue treatture.”

“Ngak. I don't like it anymore.” said caca as he grabbed four bags of taro from inside the basket and arranged them again on the shelf. That look of funa invited Nolan's gaze that shot straight at him.

“Udah don't like?” tanyakanya. He seemed a little disappointed to hear that Caca did not like the actual snack, still very liked by the woman. Once again Caca stressed, he did not want to deal any longer with Nolan, let alone owe him. The forest will be another protracted problem and will not find an end point.

“I'm old, Zero. I don't want to eat carelessly.” lied in front of Nolan, but in his heart he cried wanting to pull and put the taro back into the basket.

Caca confirmed the position of the mask he was wearing, then took over the shopping cart away from the snack rack and intended to take it to the cashier. For him, the mask is mandatory so that his identity remains a privacy.

“You don't need to buy anything else? I want to take this to the cashier.” Sergah Caca wants to end their meeting, because Nolan did not say anything important that he said earlier, wanted to be conveyed. He just wanted to enjoy his time together with Caca. “After this, don't ever see me again like this. Okey?! If you want to see me again, I'll take Louis.”

Nolan pulled Caca's arm. “Lo don't want to ask why I want to see elo?”

Caca stopped the move. It all felt so cliche and became like deJavu to Caca. “That's not important Zero. If you want to talk, just say it now. I have to go home soon.”

“Gue is no longer important for Lo, yes?” ask Nolan. He really didn't think that Caca was ignoring him like this.

“Yes. And I don't want it until Louis finds out we're meeting like this.”

“Gue—”

“I'm not Caca like you used to know, Zero. Caca was gone that day. And the Caca you see now, is a different Caca. Caca who is now, is Caca who will be the debate of many people when making mistakes.”

Nolan lowered his head and found Caca's ring finger circled around an expensive ring. In fact, Caca, who he knew first, had indeed left him far away. He'll never find her again, will he?

“I am a person tied to someone who—”

“Gue. No need to be followed.” said Nolan interrupted Caca who had not finished his sentence. Because hearing Caca's words like that, made his heart feel so pain, to pain. This was a painful reality because all along, Nolan did not try to fight for or seek Caca's whereabouts. And now, he regretted taking Caca off. He realized that Caca still meant a lot to him. “Gue go this out. And I will not bother or call Lo again even though I am here, and Deket same Lo.” Yep. I suppose. Because Nolan doesn't want to hurt Caca anymore.

Caca was eager to squeeze the clothes in front of his chest. Hearing Nolan say that, one side of his heart ached. It's like he wants to defy reality and wants to go back in time to fix everything.

If there really was a time-spinning machine, Caca would have loved to return that year. Rejecting Hendra's request, he would not know Nolan at all and feel bound like this.

“Clear way!!” snapped Caca does not care if it attracts the attention of other visitors. He was only annoyed that Nolan kept circling around looking for excuses for his invitation to meet. His eyes began to dew. He wanted to be angry, but not because of Nolan. But because of himself who could not resist his feelings that turned out to be that big to Nolan.

And what did he get? Caca seemed to have a double attack that made him shed tears right then and there. When I heard Nolan say, “I miss you.”

Caca threw his face in the other direction, then breathed a rough breath while looking at the ceiling of the building, put one hand on his waist, and bit his lower lip hard enough behind the mask he was wearing. And of course it's a little bit of luck because Nolan can't see that, can't see his anxiety.

Damn it, isn't this Nolan?!

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Instead of diminishing, Caca's guilt was further fostered and flourished when she saw Louis waiting for her at the apartment door, still in a working suit with the one she saw this morning. Louis had not yet returned home and had chosen to come to her, showing how much love the man had for her. Caca knew, for Louis he was the priority, because Louis had said that in front of him.

Caca's steps stopped for a while when he saw the man looking straight while smiling when he saw his arrival. All that makes Caca want to give up and.

Louis greeted himself with a warm hug and a brief kiss on the forehead when he was already within his reach. “Capek yes? Sorry you can't go shopping. More work can not be invited to compromise.”

Caca just silently pecked in Louis' arms. He was still in his shackles with a great sense of guilt.

“You know the passcode. Why not sign in?” caca asked, replying to Louis' warm embrace for him.

“Candy to wait for you.”

Caca dipped his face deeper, and it succeeded in making Louis guess in silence, something had happened to Caca without his knowledge.

Louis pulled away. He shrugged off Caca's shoulder and looked at Caca's bead which the owner kept hidden.

“There's a problem?” ask Louis. “Or, you were still angry with my attitude back then?”

Caca shook his head, but was still unable to raise his face and link his neutrality to Louis.

“Ca, look at me.” now Louis wants to not just guess. He wants to make sure.

Again, he got a rejection from Caca. The head of the woman he loved so much shook his head and was still reluctant to look at him. This is a big deal for Louis. Caca was never this injured. Then Louis took Caca back in his arms.

“Sorry, it makes you sad.” he said, which increasingly makes Caca's chest feel tight and want to shout loudly to relieve the tightness. Louis loved her too sincerely. And he's hiding too much behind the good guy's back. “I promise I won't make you like this again.”

Caca started to sniff. She was crying in Louis' chest. As strong as she is, Caca is just a woman who also has a weak side if she feels tired. And for Louis, crying was not a weakness, but rather a way for someone to make themselves aware that someone would be on their back to cope with their sadness and fatigue.

“You're in now?”

Caca gave an answer with a nod. He did not take off his arms from Louis even when the man managed to enter the passcode and bring it inside the house.

Louis patiently led Caca to sit on the sofa of the living room. He let Caca cry there and inspired to open the curtains that will display the night sky. Who knows Caca will feel better.

But what he saw out there made his lips faint, and his breath seemed to be stuck in his throat. His gaze was fixed on someone standing watching him in the distance. After that, get into the car, and leave the parking lot of the apartment.

Louis turned to look at Caca for a moment. Not to look for any mistakes Caca made. She just wanted to make sure that Caca was crying because of her, not because of the man standing out there.

Caca met Nolan?

Louis returns to bring himself closer to Caca. He sat down next to the woman and rubbed her gentle mane. There was no conversation, only the sound of Caca's sobbing filled the entire room.

What the hell is going on?

Louis stared at the ring nanar on the ring finger of his palm that was rubbing Caca's black hair. Now, doubts arose in his mind.

Does Caca really love her? []

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