Me Gustas Tu's
S2. Eleven

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...Take the risk or lose the chance....

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Louis had already decided to talk about it to Caca. About the night that he came home in bad shape after sipping alcohol at the bar, and came home in the Gita Papahan. He does not want to lose the opportunity that Caca gave him, although later, he himself does not know how the next relationship with Caca will run.

As Louis expected, they were now in Caca's apartment. The thirty-year-old girl chose to sit opposite the chair occupied by Louis.

There's nothing on the table as a treat. It's nine o'clock in the evening, and Caca hopes this conversation goes fast so Louis can go home, then he can rest.

“So, you want to keep quiet until tomorrow morning?” sergeant Caca was upset that since arriving here, Louis just kept looking at him and didn't say anything.

“I just don't know where to start.” replied Louis slowly. This is not what he expected. He wants his relationship with Caca to stay as good as it was in the days before.

“You are a learned man. You must know how to start a conversation with someone like me.”

It is not a matter of being educated, educated or not, or anything related to the academic system for that matter. Louis just can't say anything that's going to keep Caca away from him. That's the real point.

“I, I can't start it, Ca. Really.”

Caca let out a weak breath. He stared at Louis and began to speak again. “So what do you want now? Am I the one who should ask questions?”

Louis nodded. “Ya. ask all questions and I will answer them.”

Caca nodded inexhaustion. Why did Louis become dazed like such a fool. God fucking.

“I just want to know, what happened that night.”

Louis. Why Caca to the point once?

“I didn't do anything, Ca.” Louis said insisting. “If you do not believe, you can check my home CCTV.”

Jesus, why didn't Louis think to check the CCTV to find out? Damnit damnit!! He doesn't even know what he's doing with Gita, so why did he tell Caca to check the CCTV he hasn't seen in days?

“Ide nice.” said Caca quite firmly. “Can't you access CCTV from your phone? Now, let me see it.”

Gosh darn. What if what happened was beyond Louis' expectations? What if that night ..he and Gita really did it? Because Louis was just second-guessing when he woke up from sleep because of Caca's phone that morning. He woke up naked, and the state of the middle room was messy with his own clothes scattered on the floor, without any Gita presence there.

Caca has established himself and his heart. If indeed something happened between her lover and the woman named Gita, she will continue to try hard because her heart has already resigned.

With hesitation, Louis reached into the pocket of the dark-colored material pants he was wearing. He then tapped on the screen and looked for CCTV footage that he could access from his phone. It didn't take long to do so, because once the access was connected, record after recording appeared on Louis's phone screen.

He tapped on the record box on February 6 and handed it to Caca in a doubtful gesture. He really hasn't seen any CCTV footage at all because he's busy calming Caca down and doing some really draining work and time.

Caca received Louis's latest phone and saw the CCTV footage that Louis had previously activated. There was no look whatsoever other than the sofa and the living room in the early minutes. Caca sped up the video, sped up, and sped up again until in the minute, he began to see something he was not expecting. In fact, he was so surprised that the Gita that was meant by all those people, was the Gita that he was familiar with.

Caca pecked with misty eyes when he saw Louis' body in the embrace of a woman and then placed on the sofa in the living room. He even shuddered at the scene after scene that was recorded and now he could see as evidence of his curiosity about Louis and the woman who owned the Hairpin.

Then, in the passing second, Caca began to smother her mouth with tears that had collapsed with her broken heart. Louis really did what he feared. They—Louis and Gita— cum over the living room sofa. Caca's heart was broken to the point of seeing it. The phone is vibrating more and more in Caca's grasp.

Unable to see any further, Caca placed Louis's phone on a table that was taken by the owner. Louis' eyes widened when he saw the scene that was present there. He hurriedly turned off the video and approached Caca. He even knelt at Caca's feet to apologize, but Caca jerked Louis's hand and was only able to stare straight at the unlit television. His gaze was blank, there was nothing Louis could guess from the look of those shattered eyes.

“Ca, I, I don't know if—”

“Nevent need to explain anything. Everything is clear, Lou.”

“I,” Louis can't even say anything to appease Caca's heart because honestly, he's just as surprised as the lover. “Ca, please forgive me.”

“Yes, I'm sorry you, Lou.” said Caca without any expression. He was just still staring flat and straight at the corner of this room, which today bears witness to his self-destruction. This is not good, and Caca wants to give up on their relationship.

Surrender? Because Louis' parents never gave their blessing to their relationship. The mother who gave birth to Louis was devout, and wanted the son to live with a woman who came from the same faith as them. But Louis still insisted on proposing to Caca because he was very much in love with her.

Caca is a girl who wants and can change the dark life of Louis, and make him fall in love without regard to anything. What Louis had hoped for a long time ago was to live together in a household piece with Caca.

But what now? A severe problem he never imagined was present in their relationship, repelling all of Louis' expectations all along. All harm. If only he had not gone to the bar and finished his alcoholic drink until he lost consciousness, none of this would have happened. Yeah, it was his fault.

“Ca, Please ... ”

Caca moved the surface of his skin back away from coming into contact with Louis's. Everything felt different after seeing the video. His love that he always forced to be sincere, had to end. Louis had lied and broke his heart to the point of breaking. The first love that makes it difficult will open the heart to others because of trauma.

“Come back to your seat, Lou. Me, fine.”

“No.”

Being in a point of despair that was so agonizing, Caca no longer knew how to ask Louis in a gentle tone.

“PLEASE SIT THERE AGAIN!!” his screams were so loud that his voice soared throughout the room. “Please, do not make me more desperate, Lou.” asked with a tone of voice that has decreased and resembles a whisper.

Upon seeing Louis again sitting in the opposite seat, Caca stared at the ring that had circled her ring finger for four years, silently. Then one courage just appeared within him.

He pulled the ring off and put it on the table. Suddenly it made Louis widen his eyes that had been wet with tears.

“What do you do, Ca?”

Shouted Louis loudly, he was even close to standing and wanted to stop what Caca was doing, but everything came to a standstill when Caca raised his arm signaling Louis to be quiet again.

“This is a fair thing for me.” said Caca full of rigidity in the middle of his heart that is no longer shaped. “I'll be gone from your life. We weren't supposed to be together in the first place.”

Ten years is not a short time. The time and struggle they both had now seemed to be in vain. But Caca's decision is unanimous. His heart will never be able to accept it easily even though he has already given me an apology.

“Ca, please. Don't do this.”

Caca shook his head in disappointment.

“We are fools if we still try to survive in this relationship.” said Caca trying to keep his heart straight that is even shapeless.

“If you love me, let me go and let me go of your life, Lou.”

Louis closed his eyes. His palms clenched firmly and he lowered his head holding back the sound of his crying wanting to explode.

“It turns out, loving a Louis is not that easy.” continued Caca with a sweet laugh that makes Louis' heart more broken.

“I love you, Ca. Not anyone else let alone that woman.”

Yeah, Caca knows that. But let Caca be a loser once again. He would run away and leave Louis' life even though one side of his heart was heavy doing that.

“Besok morning, my resignation letter I make sure it is on the table—”

“No. I will never allow you to go anywhere.”

“But I have to do that! I'm disappointed in you, Lou!” caca said in the end after he kept trying to hold back and hide behind the mask ‘ alright-’ course that he wore. And Louis, looks as ruined as Caca. “Let's live each other's lives, without any grudges.” Caca stood up and left Louis about to head to the room. But his steps came back to a standstill and he turned to the side of his right shoulder without wanting to see Louis completely.

“Go home. It's late, and please accept the decision I took for us.” []

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