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Saturnian

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...05...

Saturn is a beautiful planet for Nolan. His mother once told Nolan that Saturn is the most beautiful planet in space because it has rings. Yes, the ring that will continue to encircle it until this universe is gone. Although the particles are made up of ice that combines with rock and dust debris. But at least, God created Saturn differently from the others. Just like Saturn, Mama Marla once told Nolan, if Nolan is special even though it is different from the others. It's like Saturn's beautiful ring.

Since then, he has loved Saturn. She loves Saturn and loves her mother.

Then, on his fourteenth birthday, just before the graduation announcement, Nolan received a gift of a beautiful white Saturn-robed necklace. She clearly remembered, after receiving the gift, her mother no longer moved, no longer gave a smile to her, and was no longer by her side.

Nolan, conscious of her mother's departure for good, could not cry at all. Her tears won't come out even if she wants to. Until now, those tears had never melted from his eyes. There, the tears turned into a very hateful feeling. It was the frozen tears that turned the warm Nolan into a rock-hard Nolan, and cold as ice at the poles of the earth. She completely changed herself after the departure of her mother, that night.

The departure of the mother also had to make Nolan down. He was devastated and did not want to meet anyone. She felt no longer useful because her papa told her like that. Nolan dropped out of school for a year, although in the end the following year he decided to return to the world of education thanks to bi Ane who continues to convince if he is a smart child and very very very useful. Yes, Hendra once berated Nolan with words that were so painful, that he was useless and just troublesome.

All the memories that appear suddenly in the memory that makes Nolan have to endure pain in the heart, making Nolan shut down to try to divert by saving Saturn's pendulum which these three years always hangs around his neck.

He will not forget that night.

Tired of the silence, Nolan opened his eyes again and looked down to look at his Saturn. He breathed and exhaled simultaneously. And yes, she just wishes those memories with her lovely mother had always been a shield for her sanity.

Suddenly the door to his room creaked. Someone opened the door, and how surprised Nolan was when the one who appeared from behind the door was his father. He did not expect his father to return tonight.

In a hurry he hides a call letter to parents from school into the pocket of his pants. Then fix his sitting position in the chair that he used to play online games in the room.

“Why with your face? Make a fuss again at school?” asked Hendra to the son who looked wrinkled. Hendra already knew everything, but he tried to listen to himself from Nolan, the son he loved so much.

Nolan just kept quiet. He seemed to have no answer, and his apes tomorrow he had to find an excuse for the black welfare card to remain on him. Nolan was sure his papa would ask him for it after knowing everything he had done.

“Out, there's a new motor, Harley. Got you?”

Nolan looked straight at the papa with an illegible look. If it's like this, Hendra can guess what has happened. Apart from the news sent by his man to watch over Nolan, Hendra knew his son's feelings without being told.

“You, race again?”

Nolan chose to be quiet.

“You promised me never to race again, right?”

Nolan was about to answer, but his papa again connected the words that had paused. “This time, what do you make a bet?”

“Bugatti.” replied as if there would be no war after he said that with that flat look.

“Gosh Nolan.” de-sah Hendra frustrated while massaging the base of his nose, holding back emotions from exploding and making something he tried to cover in front of his son, relapsed. “Papa nyari money is not as easy as you think, son.” he said, really already at the point of despair furthest in the valley of patience that he always tried to expand. “Papa should go far away from your own home, do not pay attention to you, and also—”

“Sorry.” said Nolan, no longer want Hendra to feel betrayed by him.

Hendra nailed to where he stood. Nolan is sorry? Is he dreaming?

“If papa wants to upset Nolan about the problem, Nolan is okay, please.But talk fast. Nolan wants to sleep.”

Hendra looked up to see the wall clock that was not where it should be, then looked back at Nolan. “It's still nine o'clock. Papa sure you will not sleep at this hour.”

“Then, what do you want papa now?”

“Papa is not fair.”

“Why not?”

Nolan grinned. How not to get upset, once came, instead of asking about Nolan's circumstances, his papa just saw the mistakes he had made like skinning Nolan's confidence mercilessly.

“This wound, because Leonard.” said Nolan while pointing a bluish bruise at his jaw line.

Hendra's eyes widened. He even rubbed his chest that felt a little pained.

“Leonard who has dared to make papa's biological children like this, is still free to do whatever he wants, and papa never wants to withdraw any facilities that are on him.”Nolan explained the reality. “Then, why with me who makes you want to entertain yourself should—”

“Enough!”

“Then, papa please get out of here. Papa card will be on papa's desk tomorrow morning.” Ketus Nolan throw his face and stand from where he sits. Maybe it's time he gave a call letter that he had always hidden from the papa.

Nolan reached into the pocket of his Boogie pants, and thrust the paper at Hendra.

“I avenged Leonard's treatment fairly for myself.” said Nolan a little wistfully. He's very disappointed. “I've already battered him. Papa has to visit Leo at his house. And I hope papa isn't shy about coming to school tomorrow.”

After saying that, Nolan walked down the street where his papa stood glued still staring at the letter in his hand. Nolan opted out of the room and planned to get some fresh air for a moment to calm his increasingly chaotic self. He may no longer be able to hold back his emotions if he still stays around his annoying papa.

And after releasing Nolan's departure along with the roar of the new motorbike owned by his son, Hendra seemed to lose half his soul. He dazed and grabbed the edge of the table where two computers were lit there. Hendra sat down rough on the chair, then held his left chest again which felt a little more painful.

All the memories from three years ago are back in his memory. Memories of how he first saw the look in Nolan's eyes that hated him so much. That day, it should have been a happy day for Nolan because other than waiting for the results of the exam, it was his birthday. However, it was just the bitter memories stuck there.

When Marla left the world because of a mistake that she hid tight in the past. The mistake that should have been from the beginning he talked with Marla was actually a weapon that is now back to attack him. Marla never said she hated herself, but Hendra knew, Marla harbored the pain until the doctor mengphonis women he loved it with—

“Haaah..” one breath of Hendra sounds on the air. He couldn't call it. Then Hendra sat weaker and weaker in his place now, trying to ignore everything so that the pain in his chest subsided.

Who says Hendra didn't lose Marla when she left the world for good? If it's Nolan, don't listen.

Nolan, the son who used to be warm and affectionate to her, has now become the one who hates her the most. Hendra did not accept that fate, but how else? It's all written, just how Hendra lived and tried to make everything back as usual.

Another memory flashed in his head.

Caca.

The girl was willing to help him. The girl was willing to help him, even though she was the one who forced the girl to agree and accept the rewards that she would give in no small amount.

You, just need to make Nolan turn into the Nolan he used to— he told Caca after telling the incident three years ago that makes Hendra now must be a stranger to his own son.

Keep what you know about uncle today a secret from Nolan. Uncle doesn't want him to pity uncle. Uncle just wanted him to sincerely love uncle like he used to. That'sthat's all. Then uncle will give you the right reward.

Hendra took a strong breath, until the pain was slightly reduced. Then he saw Nolan's desk, where above him was a picture of Marla smiling alone. Nolan just posted a picture of Marla, not her.

Slowly, Hendra grabbed the picture frame and rubbed it slowly.

“You happy there, baby?” tanyanya speaking in front of the photo of the late Marla. “Our son, now hates me.

But, I realize. Maybe this is the reply I should accept now. I lost you, even my own beloved son, and I can't hold it anymore, dear.”

Hendra put the picture frame in the original place, then looked at the picture paper lying on the same table. A paper depicting the planet Saturn that Nolan drew with a pencil. The picture is so perfect and only Hendra knew if his son was good at drawing.

“Saturn,” murmured Hendra with haggard eyes almost shed tears.

Saturn is such a wonderful memory for Hendra. Marla shared that with him when they were dating. The beautiful woman loved the planet Saturn because she thought it was beautiful. And now, Nolan likes it too.

Again, Hendra looked at Marla's photo. “You must have told him, right?” He muttered slowly full of tenderness. “Saturn it, is you.” Shut up for a moment, until Hendra's breath again sounded strong from his nose.

“Saturn it, my Nolan.” []

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