MISS THE NO MAN
I Love you, Dirga.

While lowering her head Kirania stepped hesitantly into the chair that Dirga pointed to, in contrast to Mama Dirga and Nadia who were sitting on the same sofa.

" Alright, it just so happens that Mama and Nadia are here. So all I can say about my divorce plan with Nadia," said Dirga made three women in front of him wide.

" Dirga, mom said ...."

" Ma, please .. let me finish talking." Dirga cut off her mother's speech.

" As I told you from the beginning of Nadia. So you don't expect too much from this marriage."

Kirania ducked while biting her lips. There was no courage to glance let alone to look at the two women in-laws and daughter-in-law. To be honest he did not feel worthy to be among the three of them. He is just a stranger, no matter how much Dirga loves him, his position is still a stranger.

While Nadia had started to get ready to shed her tears, because parting with Dirga was the thing she least wanted. While Mama Dirga looks a bit disappointed because Dirga's decision to part with Nadia, let alone all that Dirga said in front of Kirania.

" I want to get our divorce done as soon as possible. This morning I filed for divorce in court."

" I don't want to, Mom. I don't want to divorce you." Nadia's cry broke right then, to hear Dirga's words.

Kirania closed her eyes and swallowed her saliva looking at Nadia's reaction. Even though their marriage was without love, still he felt guilty if he had to separate them. Because she saw Nadia loved Dirga so much.

" Dirga, why are you so brave, son? Nadia loves you so much, it's not fair to Nadia, Dirga" said Mama Dirga trying to calm Nadia.

" I have the heart? Did Mama forget why I had to marry Nadia? Do you think this is fair enough for me? I have to endure what you did by marrying her."

" Dirga!!" Mama Dirga's voice jerked, as she moved her head towards Kirania.

Dirga then sat his body on the arm of the chair that Kirania occupied. " Rania already knows everything, about who Kayla is. He must know everything about my household matters with Nadia. Because after my divorce is over, I want to marry her."

Deg

Kirania's eyes widened with a faster racing heart and her breath even felt choked so that she seemed difficult to breathe oxygen that would enter her respiratory cavity.

" I don't want a divorce, Mom. I don't want a divorce, Ma." Nadia was sobbing, now hugging the body of her mother-in-law.

" Dirga, please, rethink your decision. Nadia never betrayed you. Whatever ever happened between Nadia and Bima, it wasn't Nadia's fault, son." Mama Dirga pleaded.

The flash back

Mama Dirga had just arrived at her home, after traveling to Pontianak to visit relatives who had just married her son there.

" Sister, please let go!"

Mama Dirga slowed her pace as she passed through Nadia's frequent guest room. Since deciding to return to Indonesia, Nadia was often staying at Dirga's parents' house rather than living in an apartment that her parents gave her.

" Sister, don't .. I don't want to!"

The sound of Nadia's voice returned, making Mama Dirga closer to Nadia's room door.

" Jangab, Brother. I don't want to betray Dirga, I love her."

" You think Dirga will accept you? You're still holy, she ignored you, especially when she found out you weren't a virgin. He's gonna dump you, Nadia."

" It's all because of Sister Bima, why would you want to make my sin??" nadia screamed while crying.

Mama Dirga widened her eyes, while her mouth that opened directly she was stuffed with her palms because she felt shock and her tears were now shed on her cheeks.

" I'm not interviewing you, honey. Didn't you enjoy that time too much?"

" But Bima who deliberately made me drunk at that time. Bima's brother set me up on purpose." Isak Nadia is getting stronger.

Mama Dirga immediately opened the door of the unlocked room. His eyes were opened when he saw his son was in a position menin*dih body half swallow*Jang Nadia.

" Bima, what have you guys done?!" pekik Mama Dirga's.

" Mom ...."

" Aunty ...."

Flashback off

" Mom please don't punish Nadia like this Dirga, she's a victim. Victims of your attitude that from the beginning did not firmly make a decision, also the victim of your late brother who was persuaded by Satan," said Mama Dirga trying to melt Dirga's intentions that look well established for divorce.

Dirga was silent for a while, as was Kirania. Things ran through the woman's mind. He hears from Dirga if Bima is Kayla's father but he himself does not know what the real story is like. Why Nadia came into contact with Bima, because Dirga himself did not tell more details about it.

" It doesn't hinder my move to part with Nadia, Ma." Strict words sounded from Dirga's mouth.

Nadia immediately pulled her body from the embrace of Mama Dirga. He then walked towards Dirga sitting on the arm of the chair that Kirania occupied, then he rested at Dirga's feet. Nadia's actions suddenly made everyone there aghast.

" I beg you, Dirga. Don't divorce me. If you want to marry Kirania, I-I won't forbid, just go ahead if that's what you want. But I beg you not to divorce me, I do not want to part from you Dirga. I don't want to get divorced." While crying, Nadia continued to sit down and plead with her husband.

Kirania has to swallow her saliva seeing the unexpected actions Nadia takes. Did Nadia go crazy to let her husband marry someone else? He's even willing to be pitted as long as Dirga doesn't divorce. Immediately guilt began to creep in his heart. Is he too selfish if he follows the desire of Dirga who insists on wanting a divorce.

" Nadia, stop!" Dirga pulled Nadia's arms together, asking the woman to stand up. " Nadia, come to your senses .. You will never have your happiness with me. You can get happiness with another man, who truly loves you. Don't waste your time on things you can't get from me. Look for your happiness with another man who will love you one day. I'm still going to love Kayla, I'm not going to change my affection for her, even if we're going to be apart." Dirga tried to explain to the beautiful woman he had once loved.

" I love you, Dirga. I love you so much." Nadia immediately hugged Dirga's body and cried on the man's chest.

Kirania who saw the scene instantly turned her face away. A speck of tears fell on his cheek which he quickly wiped. Not the jealousy that is now present in her heart, but the guilt that now calls to see how Nadia must throw away her pride in order to maintain the man she loves.

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