MISS THE NO MAN
Missing Too Much

Kirania laid her body on the bed. At ten o'clock less he arrived at his house after a hangout with his office friends.

His decision to join his friends had instead brought him back to remember his love story with Dirga, a man who until this moment was difficult to get rid of from his memory. The man who until now still continues to fill the niches of his heart. The man who still misses him.

***

Kirania rushed into the elevator when she got a message from her boss to return to the office as there were guests from Jakarta.

" Sir, San ...."

" Rania, you've been waiting for Miss Rose inside." Santi, the secretary of Bu Rose, told her when she saw Kirania running a little closer to her boss's mother's room.

" His guest has arrived, Ma'am?" Kirania followed Santi's footsteps who stepped towards Bu Rose's room.

" It was about ten minutes ago." Santi knocked on the door before finally opening the door knob of Bu Rose's room. " Excuse me, Mum. Rania has come" Santi told Ms Rose.

" Send me to come in, San." Miss Rose replied.

" Okay, Mom ..." Santi then allowed Kirania to enter the workspace of Bu Rose.

" Thank you, Madam San ..." Kirania whispered before she finally entered Bu Rose's study.

" Excuse me, Mom." Kirania greeted her superior, but her eyes were fixed on a man sitting in a back position.

" Come here." Rose told him to sit next to her. Kirania followed the instructions given by Ms. Rose. " Ran, meet this client who will buy housing units in the western region that we plan to market early next year."

Kirania immediately turned to the person that Bu Rose meant.

" Airgantara sir, this is the best employee I told you about."

Deg

Along with Kirania turning towards the client, Bu Rose mentioned the name of someone who once meant a lot to her heart.

Derga

Kirania was frozen. His eyes widened, his heart seemed to be detached from his position, when he found the man who had been six years had never met. While the man was seen sitting leisurely on his feet throwing a smile at Kirania, not a hint of startled expression appeared on his face.

" Mr. Dirga is interested in buying all housing units for his employees, Ran."

Kirania was still stunned, her heart pounding was now beating very fast and irregular. His chest was rumbling at that moment. Until she didn't focus on hearing what Miss Rose said.

" Mr. Dirga wants to see the housing unit directly. Since Mr. Aaron is on leave, you can accompany Mr. Dirga there, right?"

Kirania was still staring at Dirga without blinking. Is this real? Is this vision not wrong? The man she had longed for was now in front of her. But why did the man seem so ordinary, as if he did not know him. What wounds did he inflict on Dirga, making the man forget about her? Makes the man seem to not know him.

" Ran, what's wrong with you?" Kirania still did not respond to Bu Rose, she seemed to be engrossed in her daydreams.

" Kirania, what's wrong with you? You sick?" bu Rose asked back when she saw that Kirania was just pensive. He's trying to resuscitate Kirania.

" Ah, uh .. hmmm .. yes, Mom. How's it?" Kirania began to master her consciousness.

" You sick, Ran?" asked Bu Rose who found Kirania not concerned with her work. Because all this time the employees are among employees who are quick to respond to what they are told.

" Yes, uh .. hmmm .. no, ma'am." The nervousness that Kirania was feeling. And all this because of the presence of Dirga before him.

Bu Rose furrowed her brows at the strangeness she felt over Kirania's attitude.

" Dirga sir wants to see the unit he's interested in, can you take him there?" Miss Rose immediately seemed to hesitate.

Kirania was confused as to what to answer. On one side of his small heart, he was happy to see his ex-girlfriend again. But on the other hand his logic worked, going back to meet and deal with the man was not a good thing for his heart. At least all this time he always tried to forget the man, although in fact he never managed to do.

" Hmmm, if Mr. Dirga wants to survey the property there, then I will ask Arnan or Hendra who will deliver." Kirania chose to avoid because she saw Dirga herself as if she did not recognize him.

" What if you drive me?"

Deg

" Yes Ran. You'd better accompany Mr. Dirga there."

Kirania swallowed her saliva. He really had no reason to refuse Dirga and his boss' request.

" Well, I'll take Mr. Dirga there." Finally inevitably Kirania who accompanied Dirga to the intended location.

Kirania, Dirga and the driver from Dirga drove them. Actually he wanted to use his own car but Dirga forbade it. Along the way Kirania just fell silent while throwing a look out the window. Dirga was busy with a cell phone in her hand.

Ddrrtt

The sound of the phone vibrating, and it's not coming from his phone.

" Hello, dear ... "

Deg

Kirania's heart immediately paled when she heard Dirga greeting the person who called her.

" Yes, I'm still out of town. Must see the property that the company will buy. Of course I miss you too, baby. Be patient, I will be back this afternoon. Aye ... I love you too, honey ..."

Kirania closed her eyes and swallowed her saliva. The words that came out of Dirga's mouth were like arrows sprinkling through his heart. Kirania sighed, she must be aware of her current position. All of that followed from his decision to let go of the man. And it seems like the man's life looks very happy. I don't know who the lucky lady was with the man? Whether his former fiancee was, or there was another woman who managed to make the man fall in love.

" How's your teacher doing? Are you married now?"

Kirania gasped, as Dirga asked a question that made her eyes instantly wide.

" You know, I have a very happy life now. I got a woman I love and I love, I have two cute kids. Is your life with your lecturer as happy as mine?"

The words spoken by Dirga again seemed to tear his heart apart. " I. .. I don't know, I have nothing to do with Mr. Reyhan," said Kirania.

A thin grin was engraved on the corner of Dirga's lips. " really? He dumped you? After you chose him over and decided on me, it turns out you guys aren't together? It's so sad." Dirga threw words smelling innuendo.

" You chose to give up my great love for you, but in the end I am the one who now has a happy life. As for you yourself, you are still shackled by your feelings first. You are caught up in the stories of the past so you cannot rise to get a new love. It's so sad, it's so sad your life, Kirania. Are you sorry you took me off first?" cibir Dirga is back.

Kirania took a deep breath. " I don't regret the decision I made."

" really? Haven't you still not forgotten about me? Didn't you still not get rid of your love for me? Have you not been tormented by the longing you have been yearning for so many years? Aren't you still having a hard time moving on from me?"

Kirania shook her head, The rush of more questions in the form of accusations that are true makes her heart turbulent.

" No, that's not true!" elak Kirania is disavowing.

" li lie! You're a liar, Rania. Like you lied to your heart by saying you didn't love me. You're a liar, Rania! You liar!" dirga's strangulation was so deafening her ears.

" Stop! Stop that!! I beg you to stop!" shouted Kirania who felt cornered by Dirga's words. " Stop!!"

" Ran, Rania .. wake up, Ran. Istighfar .. are you having a nightmare?" A pat on Kirania's cheek and the voice of Mama Saras instantly made Kirania wake up from her dream.

" Astaghfirullahal enzyme ..." Kirania immediately rose up and took a stand.

" It's a drink first." Mama Saras is offering mineral water. " If you want to sleep, don't forget to pray first, Ran." Mama Saras advises.

" Yes, Mah .." - Kirania

" What are you dreaming? Is anyone bothering you?" ask Mama Saras.

Kirania looked at her mother. " Nothing, Ma. It's possible that it just happened to be a nightmare, Ma." Kirania lied, she did not want her mother to know what was on her mind.

" Yes, you rest then. Don't forget to read the prayer." Mama Saras left Kirania.

Kirania then sighed deeply, recalling her dream. A dream that brought him to meet his ex-girlfriend. Was it because he missed Dirga too much until the dream appeared in his sleep tonight.

Seriate...

Happy Reading, the ''Double