MISS THE NO MAN
Deciding Relationships

Dirga noticed the beautiful woman who was now hugging her body. Nadia, the woman who since she High School became her lover. The woman he once loved so much.

" Bo, are you quiet? You usually kiss me. You're not happy to see me come home?" Nadia's hand outstretched stroking Dirga's firm face.

" Hmmm, Nad .. I think there's something we need to talk about." Dirga finally issued his words.

" talk? Yes, just talk. What do you want to talk about?" nadia asked without taking off her embrace.

" Not here. We just talk outside," said Dirga trying to untangle Nadia's hand wrapped around her waist.

Half an hour later ...

" What do you want to say, Boo?" nadia asked as the two of them were at the Western Restaurant.

" Hmmm, I want to talk about our relationship." Dirga still looks a bit clumsy facing Nadia. Somehow he felt like he was dealing with a stranger he had never met.

" Yes, I want to say the same to you. If my mom has allowed me to return to Jakarta as long as we're engaged. My mom talked to your mom about it. I decided to move to college here. I'm moving back to Jakarta. Finally we can be together again without being separated by a long distance. I'm so happy, Boo." Nadia crossed her arms in her chest dramatizing with a face twinkling.

Deg

Dirga had to swallow her saliva to hear Nadia's explanation. She noticed a cheerful face as the woman told her plans and the plans of both of their parents.

" Nad, I don't think .. I can do that." With a choked voice Dirga said her refusal.

" What do you mean, Boo? What can you not do?" Nadia frowned.

Dirga took a breath for a moment. " I can't continue our relationship, Nad."

Nadia flinched, her eyes round hearing Dirga's words.

" You're kidding me, aren't you, Boo? What happened to our relationship? For two years I have not been to Indonesia. But that doesn't mean our relationship has problems. Our relationship has been fine, hasn't it, Boo?!" Nadia's eyes have begun to dew and ready to spill a clear liquid that will wet her cheeks.

" Nad, didn't I tell you back then that I doubted long distance relationships. I told you once, right? I can't guarantee that our relationship will be okay when we're in a different country. From the beginning I've freed you to choose another man if you find a man you like in Italy."

" But I don't want another man, Boo. I just love you, Boo. I just want you." Tears had now completely spilled on Nadia's cheeks. " I went to Italy because my parents moved there. Not to pursue my ego or career. Why don't you understand that, Boo?" Nadia sobbing. Fortunately, Dirga chose a private room, because he knew, this would not be easily accepted Nadia.

" I'm sorry, Nad. Maybe because I was too selfish to want you to stay by my side at that time. I'm sorry I wasn't so strict. I should be able to make a decision right away so you don't get hurt like this."

" Is it because there's another woman in your heart right now?"

Nadia's question made Dirga again swallow her saliva. It was also impossible for her to say that she currently did love another woman. Dirga did not want the figure of Kirania to be blamed. Because he felt his love for Nadia was gone long before he knew Kirania. Dirga's love depletes and eventually disappears with time that continues to spin and the distance between them.

" We don't have to blame anyone else for this. I'm the one who's wrong. I'm the cause of all this, Nad. I cannot keep my love. I let the taste go and it ended up gone. I'm really sorry, Nad."

***

" You sick, Brother? From that it looks gloomy?" tanya Kirania pressed the back of her hand against Dirga's forehead while their pause was in the campus garden.

" I'm just tired, Yank." Dirga tried to cover up what he was really thinking at the moment.

Although yesterday he had already explained how he felt now for Nadia. And cut her ties with Nadia. But Dirga couldn't just rule out her mother. He was very confident that his mother would oppose his decision.

" Well, rest, brother. Just sleep on the front porch of Musholla there." Kirania.

" If you let me want him to sleep on your lap, Yank."

" Ck, go, deh!" Kirania. " Yes there, sleep on the front porch of the Musholla."

" I want to be here. Stay with you forever."

There was a tone that sounded different in the sentence that Dirga said. But Kirania didn't really want to know why. Because the man himself didn't seem to want to tell him.

" Sister, I'm going home from college to find a book in the media Gra. If you're tired, you better not take me with you, brother. Let me walk by myself to find the book."

" I'm coming. I'll take you with me" said Dirga quickly.

" But you said you were tired. I don't want to force you, Brother." Kirania was worried.

" I don't feel compelled. For you, I do everything with pleasure."

" You're a real mole, brother." Kirania's face immediately met.

" Geez, I'm seriously being said to be a tombal." Dirga poked her lips.

" It is fitting that many women are subject to you. You are good at seducing like that. Must be the same ex-you used to be, you often like this huh, sister?"

Kirania's words left Dirga speechless. Not because the word clever seduce women, but because the word ex. Do not know the woman before him, if this time it is precisely that which disturbs his mind. The presence of Nadia back, he felt that it would be a steep road to his relationship with Kirania. Dirga had just tasted the sweetness of the relationship with Kirania, a simple woman who could tear her heart apart. Just now he felt the beauty of love when the blessing of Pakde Danang he got. What will happen if Kirania finds out about her love story with Nadia which is still expected by the woman of her past. Then whether his parents will approve his closeness to Kirania. After she refused to get engaged to Nadia later.

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Next part tomorrow, yeah.🙏

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